Innerpeace

Jamie's down with a fever..40 over degrees..maybe i'll ask tian to drive me to SGH later to visit her with a flower..hope she's not too bad..how can she not reschedule her interviews..I was just joking with her on the phone about her not being admitted into KK, so that I can visit her every hour or sth haha.

Ok actually I don't have much to say about my interview..basically I felt bullied and did not come out of the room feeling good. Called celene immediately after that cos one of my interviewers was the dean A/Prof Tan, like celene's. Haiya I really don't know if they're convinced by me or not..They now think that I'm narrow-minded and inflexible and maybe even think that I did not do my homework for dentistry hence they're not allowing me in. It's so sad to think about how my interview went. There was one doctor who kept firing at me. I was like so vulnerable and made me tell them all that I have to say about why they should choose me. Till I'm convinced that they perhaps shouldn't choose me. See I'm confused myself. A/Prof Tan told me thank you and good luck at the end of the interview..that does GOOD LUCK mean?~!!! arghhh oh well. celene tried to calm me down but I took quite a while to cool down. Really don't know if they liked me or not..the lady dentist n A/Prof Tan were smiling nicely to me..though A/Prof Tan did challenge me with some questions. But like what baorong said it's inevitable..how can interviews be a breeze..if not how are they gonna choose 34 from 200. Told my mum about the interview when I got home that night. Somehow i think my mum thinks I'm not capable. She said my answers were wrong. Or rather she didn't think it's right. Sometimes I really wonder if she thinks I'm the daughter who perhaps can study hence is doing well, but actually no substance and only knows how to spend money. hai I really don't know what my parents think of me..now that my hair is red maybe my mum or dad really thinks i'm damn wild or havoc..sighhhh..but they should know me better than that..

To explain the short entries which have no endings, it's cos I have to return to my desk when my superior comes to office. And only her computer has internet access. So I have to stop blogging halfway. N now i'm continuing from where I stopped. A little weird but nvm.

Today my superior received a beautiful huge bouquet of 10 roses from her friends from Ritz Calton. Well her birthday's next tuesday and Ritz pple found out that it's her birthday so they sent their wishes!! I thought it's really sweet of them seriously, though it may be a marketing strategy to get the Society to hold our event at their hotel