i'm really naive..
anyway my sassy girl was good..yeap mich i finally watched iy..cried about 3 times..though it was more of drops of tears..at first i thought it's weird and lame and funny..then at the end..2nd disc..the love story sets in n i realised how much they love each other..especially the scene at the restaurant where the lead guy told this stranger whom the girl met..about all the do's and don'ts when in a relationship with the girl..it's so damn touching n sweet..and the part where the guy waited and waited for the girl under the tree..and her letter..and that he replanted the tree for her..sighh..he really did so much for her..so touching
cried a lot today..but we must learn to get over unhappy tears..let's not give up hoping..and dreaming..
i wanna start going to church.
Monday, February 21, 2005
sorry i'm so damn lazy to blog these days..just wrote an entry and then I clicked on status without saving the draft..yeap and the entry disappeared..so irritating..nvm blogging shall not be a chore..if i'm too lazy..i shall not force myself to blog..
so to make everything short and sweet..photos for my girlfriends..
this is derek tian me shwu huey n jon at vanessa's birthday party at hideout..it was a nice cosy pub..a little hot though but most probably cos of the drinks we had..there were mainly different groups of pple gathered at different corners chatting and pple like david lee tracy n other friends were dancing..i had a lot of fun talking drinking alcohol which actually tasted good..think it's vodka coke n sth else..n amused by watching pple dance n PDA haha
that's the birthday girl with us..vanessa, who's tracy's dear cousin..the world's so small eh..haha tian's neighbour cum pri sch friend blah blah..pretty eh..a lot of pple think so..i would have to agree~!
me, david lee from spore idol n tracy at the party..when i was about to leave..the guy at the side is someone drunk at the party..heh tracy's not too sober too..i'm sure she had a great time..
pictures below are dedicated to our dearest betty and vanessa who've returned to aussie for their studies..i really look forward to seeing them soon in july..we're gonna miss them so much
Marjong session at michelle's place for our annual chinese new year gathering..as baorong said, we were eating the whole day..steamboat after steamboat..non-stop of cookies and soft drinks..haha but we gotta thank michelle n her family so much for all the food and entertainment and pure fun~! it was a really good get-together..windstruck was a good show too~! haha we couldn't stop admiring the female lead..(girl in olympus advert)..haha esp her legs..hahahah
haha well it was supposed to be a farewell thingy for betty too..so ya betty was the star n we were trying out a shot with her in a sexy lying down pose hahahah it was tough..as yu can see..but i had a great deal of fun laughing and screaming..i miss betty n ness~!
haha finally..betty looked exhausted..anyway that's why the thumbs up..we finally managed to get betty on our laps haha
michelle n ness wanted to take a family protrait..this is the shot we took before the suggestion..anyway the "family protrait" looks weird haha this one is nice..too bad jamie and baoxin can't be with us
so to make everything short and sweet..photos for my girlfriends..
this is derek tian me shwu huey n jon at vanessa's birthday party at hideout..it was a nice cosy pub..a little hot though but most probably cos of the drinks we had..there were mainly different groups of pple gathered at different corners chatting and pple like david lee tracy n other friends were dancing..i had a lot of fun talking drinking alcohol which actually tasted good..think it's vodka coke n sth else..n amused by watching pple dance n PDA haha
that's the birthday girl with us..vanessa, who's tracy's dear cousin..the world's so small eh..haha tian's neighbour cum pri sch friend blah blah..pretty eh..a lot of pple think so..i would have to agree~!
me, david lee from spore idol n tracy at the party..when i was about to leave..the guy at the side is someone drunk at the party..heh tracy's not too sober too..i'm sure she had a great time..
pictures below are dedicated to our dearest betty and vanessa who've returned to aussie for their studies..i really look forward to seeing them soon in july..we're gonna miss them so much
Marjong session at michelle's place for our annual chinese new year gathering..as baorong said, we were eating the whole day..steamboat after steamboat..non-stop of cookies and soft drinks..haha but we gotta thank michelle n her family so much for all the food and entertainment and pure fun~! it was a really good get-together..windstruck was a good show too~! haha we couldn't stop admiring the female lead..(girl in olympus advert)..haha esp her legs..hahahah
haha well it was supposed to be a farewell thingy for betty too..so ya betty was the star n we were trying out a shot with her in a sexy lying down pose hahahah it was tough..as yu can see..but i had a great deal of fun laughing and screaming..i miss betty n ness~!
haha finally..betty looked exhausted..anyway that's why the thumbs up..we finally managed to get betty on our laps haha
michelle n ness wanted to take a family protrait..this is the shot we took before the suggestion..anyway the "family protrait" looks weird haha this one is nice..too bad jamie and baoxin can't be with us
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Recap..these few days i'm really to busy to have time to blog..don't even have time to do my cross-stitch..if not i'd have finished by now..
I had dinner today with tian's classmates and girlfriends, sort of a farewell dinner for his friend Chester.Was really glad I went and got to know so many guys and 2 pretty and interesting girls. widening my social circle!! but anyway it's good to know your guy's friends so that we all can go out together. Anyway we had dinner at Rice Table, International Building. Food there is good, quite a lot of variety..it's my first time there so ya..satay..curry chicken, beef rendang, great fish thingy and tofu omelette blah blah..a lot of food and it's buffet style..most of us (who are guys) are full after the first round already n yea we struggled to finish the food. thank god for e guys. Girls should never go for buffet - waste of money haha.Price not that ex too..nice restaurant for friends to gather n just talk n eat slowly..these guys and girls are really interesting..i like to know more pple cos everyone's different and as my girlfriends know..i'm very kpo so ya I like to know about everyone's life haha. oh Roy's girlfriend, Michelle, just got a job at ABN..the bank in green..seen it at orchard anyway her pay is damn good!! like 6 per hour..if there's commission it's 8 per hour!! goshh!! where can yu find such a deal man!! it's customer service style n I asked her to find out if there's vacancies for temp staff..maybe michelle and jamie can join the bank!! banks kick ass man..sheesh
Conclusion for the day is..it's a happy one because I made new friends..William Chester Yan Li Yanrong Roy Michelle Laura..i gained more insight about nus medicine life from Yanrong too..(jamie..a laptop is not necessary at all..not for medicine at least..hmm) and yanli deleted all the photos in my camera accidentally, including a new one we took at the end of the dinner haha..n then I had fun arguing with William about Canon Ixus 40 being a good, classy and reliable camera..n laughed a lot with Michelle n Laura..abt everything under the sun from mambo night to running to eating eggplant..chester n roy are rather quiet guys but they're quite cute haha
And adding to my happiness today is that my superior was in a good mood and talked to me nicely today and there was no air of awkwardness at all..which is really good n i'm damn thankful..and then tian popped by my office today to pick me up from work..n he insisted on waiting outside the office..(glass door so I can see him but not my superior)..I was so distracted k haha but thanks..and I wanna say I'm sorry about last night..Thank you so much for making today a total opposite of yesterday..and thanks for Romance..you never fail to make me smile. I know how much effort you put into making me happy everyday..but once in a blue moon..hmm more like once in 5 years I don't know why things screw up. nvm as long as you know that I really appreciate everything yu did and I love you so so much. I hope you understand why I was upset yesterday.
Michelle told me it's such moments of ups and downs that help strengthen a relationship..I agree..N i think it really does..yesterday in hell.today in heaven..but haha that's too extreme =p
Fragrances are really nice..to look..to smell..but not practical..it's just not indispensable..unlike clothes..clothes and shoes are a must haha..so I'm really happy with my 2 fragrances..n i shall not buy anymore till 2 years later..haha hmm money should be saved up to spend on more clothes haha
I shall not complain about anything today..because there's no point regretting or complaining abt sth which is the past..I just want to say that yesterday went amazingly bad..It was my worst Valentine's Day..but i hope both of us will learn from our mistakes yesterday and I would not want a valentine's day like yesterday ever again..valentine's day is not overrated..and it's normal for girls to expect sth more on this day. Anyway I need to learn to forgive and forget a little faster..but I happen to be a petty person..and a perfectionist. So if things don't go my way..I get really upset..and then the night is gone.
anyway I won't go back to mezza9 anymore..why must the dinner I paid so much for be so bad. Once I stepped into the restaurant I was damn disappointed because the tables were positioned so damn damn DAMN close together such that one couple can hear everything that the neighbouring couples talk about. NO atmosphere at all. sheesh I should have walked out of the restaurant there n then..maybe my night would have been much better. food was the worst of all the fine restaurants i've been to..I think it's just that day..cos mezza9 is quite an established rest and it's tian's mum fav restaurant so hmm nvm to me it's overrated. Maybe I shouldn't offer to treat anymore..when tian pays the food is always fantastic.
Although Valentine's day has past..I believe everyday should be Valentine's day.we should never stop showing our friends how much we love them.so today I wanna thank all my friends for the wishes yesterday..I wanna thank them for being there to make me smile..I wanna thank them for remembering me and loving me..and i love you guys too!!
I hope betty and bernard enjoyed themselves yesterday..one day I shall try The Dining Room too..this friday's Jonathan's birthday dinner at Suntec..another buffet..Tian and I are so gonna die..2 buffets in a week plus a meal too full yesterday..oh my god I can't imagine how fat i'll grow..i've never eaten so much before..ever
To my girlfriends: Announcement
Our dearest Betty is leaving for Australia for studies on 28th Feb..to a university in Adelaide. I'll keep you guys updated on her flight via blog ok..try to make it to the airport to send her off..ness is leaving on the 27th..maybe they can leave together!! that'll be cool hmm..monash starts sch on 28th too..n tian's friend Roy is leaving for aussie too..oh man spore is losing a lot of foreign talent..wad the hell..n we're losing our friends to the aussie pple!!
Anyway baorong baoxin huiping ness betty and boyfriends if they're around, this Saturday or Sunday, Mich and I are organising our annual CNY gathering at mine n her place..either one first..let me know which days are better and the preferred timings ok..i'm trying to save sms here haha sorry i'm so cheapo..but hey it's not cheap messaging all of you like 4-5 messages each k..so ya. i'll also organise a farewell gathering for betty too depending on when her flight is..n maybe we can plan a trip to aussie!!haha that'll be very cool..
shall blog another day about tracy's cousin, vanessa's birthday party at hideout..and I wanna talk about mini skirts haha but it's time to sleep..and I don't have time to crossstitch again.
I miss you jamie!! are there stuff to buy at shanghai? let me know..help me buy n i'll pay yu back k..cheaper there right?
I had dinner today with tian's classmates and girlfriends, sort of a farewell dinner for his friend Chester.Was really glad I went and got to know so many guys and 2 pretty and interesting girls. widening my social circle!! but anyway it's good to know your guy's friends so that we all can go out together. Anyway we had dinner at Rice Table, International Building. Food there is good, quite a lot of variety..it's my first time there so ya..satay..curry chicken, beef rendang, great fish thingy and tofu omelette blah blah..a lot of food and it's buffet style..most of us (who are guys) are full after the first round already n yea we struggled to finish the food. thank god for e guys. Girls should never go for buffet - waste of money haha.Price not that ex too..nice restaurant for friends to gather n just talk n eat slowly..these guys and girls are really interesting..i like to know more pple cos everyone's different and as my girlfriends know..i'm very kpo so ya I like to know about everyone's life haha. oh Roy's girlfriend, Michelle, just got a job at ABN..the bank in green..seen it at orchard anyway her pay is damn good!! like 6 per hour..if there's commission it's 8 per hour!! goshh!! where can yu find such a deal man!! it's customer service style n I asked her to find out if there's vacancies for temp staff..maybe michelle and jamie can join the bank!! banks kick ass man..sheesh
Conclusion for the day is..it's a happy one because I made new friends..William Chester Yan Li Yanrong Roy Michelle Laura..i gained more insight about nus medicine life from Yanrong too..(jamie..a laptop is not necessary at all..not for medicine at least..hmm) and yanli deleted all the photos in my camera accidentally, including a new one we took at the end of the dinner haha..n then I had fun arguing with William about Canon Ixus 40 being a good, classy and reliable camera..n laughed a lot with Michelle n Laura..abt everything under the sun from mambo night to running to eating eggplant..chester n roy are rather quiet guys but they're quite cute haha
And adding to my happiness today is that my superior was in a good mood and talked to me nicely today and there was no air of awkwardness at all..which is really good n i'm damn thankful..and then tian popped by my office today to pick me up from work..n he insisted on waiting outside the office..(glass door so I can see him but not my superior)..I was so distracted k haha but thanks..and I wanna say I'm sorry about last night..Thank you so much for making today a total opposite of yesterday..and thanks for Romance..you never fail to make me smile. I know how much effort you put into making me happy everyday..but once in a blue moon..hmm more like once in 5 years I don't know why things screw up. nvm as long as you know that I really appreciate everything yu did and I love you so so much. I hope you understand why I was upset yesterday.
Michelle told me it's such moments of ups and downs that help strengthen a relationship..I agree..N i think it really does..yesterday in hell.today in heaven..but haha that's too extreme =p
Fragrances are really nice..to look..to smell..but not practical..it's just not indispensable..unlike clothes..clothes and shoes are a must haha..so I'm really happy with my 2 fragrances..n i shall not buy anymore till 2 years later..haha hmm money should be saved up to spend on more clothes haha
I shall not complain about anything today..because there's no point regretting or complaining abt sth which is the past..I just want to say that yesterday went amazingly bad..It was my worst Valentine's Day..but i hope both of us will learn from our mistakes yesterday and I would not want a valentine's day like yesterday ever again..valentine's day is not overrated..and it's normal for girls to expect sth more on this day. Anyway I need to learn to forgive and forget a little faster..but I happen to be a petty person..and a perfectionist. So if things don't go my way..I get really upset..and then the night is gone.
anyway I won't go back to mezza9 anymore..why must the dinner I paid so much for be so bad. Once I stepped into the restaurant I was damn disappointed because the tables were positioned so damn damn DAMN close together such that one couple can hear everything that the neighbouring couples talk about. NO atmosphere at all. sheesh I should have walked out of the restaurant there n then..maybe my night would have been much better. food was the worst of all the fine restaurants i've been to..I think it's just that day..cos mezza9 is quite an established rest and it's tian's mum fav restaurant so hmm nvm to me it's overrated. Maybe I shouldn't offer to treat anymore..when tian pays the food is always fantastic.
Although Valentine's day has past..I believe everyday should be Valentine's day.we should never stop showing our friends how much we love them.so today I wanna thank all my friends for the wishes yesterday..I wanna thank them for being there to make me smile..I wanna thank them for remembering me and loving me..and i love you guys too!!
I hope betty and bernard enjoyed themselves yesterday..one day I shall try The Dining Room too..this friday's Jonathan's birthday dinner at Suntec..another buffet..Tian and I are so gonna die..2 buffets in a week plus a meal too full yesterday..oh my god I can't imagine how fat i'll grow..i've never eaten so much before..ever
To my girlfriends: Announcement
Our dearest Betty is leaving for Australia for studies on 28th Feb..to a university in Adelaide. I'll keep you guys updated on her flight via blog ok..try to make it to the airport to send her off..ness is leaving on the 27th..maybe they can leave together!! that'll be cool hmm..monash starts sch on 28th too..n tian's friend Roy is leaving for aussie too..oh man spore is losing a lot of foreign talent..wad the hell..n we're losing our friends to the aussie pple!!
Anyway baorong baoxin huiping ness betty and boyfriends if they're around, this Saturday or Sunday, Mich and I are organising our annual CNY gathering at mine n her place..either one first..let me know which days are better and the preferred timings ok..i'm trying to save sms here haha sorry i'm so cheapo..but hey it's not cheap messaging all of you like 4-5 messages each k..so ya. i'll also organise a farewell gathering for betty too depending on when her flight is..n maybe we can plan a trip to aussie!!haha that'll be very cool..
shall blog another day about tracy's cousin, vanessa's birthday party at hideout..and I wanna talk about mini skirts haha but it's time to sleep..and I don't have time to crossstitch again.
I miss you jamie!! are there stuff to buy at shanghai? let me know..help me buy n i'll pay yu back k..cheaper there right?
Friday, February 11, 2005
I'm in love all over again
jamie michelle pple..haiz need to tell yu guys so many things..too bad jamie's not here and there's no one to rush me to organise any cyn gathering at michelle's or my place..anyway i just wanted to say that despite how much I complain and scold tian cos he neglects me for his computer games sometimes or wadsoever..these few days with him ever since he came back were so great and we just can't get enough of each other..maybe absence really makes the heart fonder..he makes me feel like a goddess everyday and he'll keep telling me how good i look..n how much he loves me..haiz i love him so much and I don't think i'll ever get out of this..not that i want to..oh no..today we lo hei at tian's place..i forgot to wish for us to be this happy together forever..
n he asked me sth today that i thought he'll never ask or think about!!don't think yu'll know what i'm talking about but nvm i couldn't stop smiling..i'll always say yes to him..
thank god he made me so happy such that i don't really dread going back to work tml. rgs n rjc having holidays tml so lucky!! since when is rj generous with holidays!! anyway i'm really looking forward to class gathering at daniel's place tml!!woohoo~!
jamie michelle pple..haiz need to tell yu guys so many things..too bad jamie's not here and there's no one to rush me to organise any cyn gathering at michelle's or my place..anyway i just wanted to say that despite how much I complain and scold tian cos he neglects me for his computer games sometimes or wadsoever..these few days with him ever since he came back were so great and we just can't get enough of each other..maybe absence really makes the heart fonder..he makes me feel like a goddess everyday and he'll keep telling me how good i look..n how much he loves me..haiz i love him so much and I don't think i'll ever get out of this..not that i want to..oh no..today we lo hei at tian's place..i forgot to wish for us to be this happy together forever..
n he asked me sth today that i thought he'll never ask or think about!!don't think yu'll know what i'm talking about but nvm i couldn't stop smiling..i'll always say yes to him..
thank god he made me so happy such that i don't really dread going back to work tml. rgs n rjc having holidays tml so lucky!! since when is rj generous with holidays!! anyway i'm really looking forward to class gathering at daniel's place tml!!woohoo~!
Friday, February 04, 2005
Having more money makes one poorer
haha ok so many pple to reply..by the way IPL is Intense Pulse Light..more commonly used for clearing of pigmentation on face n stuff like that (acne also can i think..i don't know..) but now it's also used for permanent hair removla treatments! and celene!!!!! your mum has a machine!!! i wanted to find out which doctor or clinic has the machine so that I can maybe pay a little lesser!!! aaahhhhh!!!!! i should have asked yu!!!! haha wow why did she but the machine?! yu're so so rich..it's damn expensive k..10+ k or 100K not sure..my beautician told me but i forgot..and why does celene hate her face!!! silly girl!!yu wanna do IPL on your face? don't eh..it's nice the way it is..yu don't need any treatment k..plsss..I'm doing permanent hair removal..hence using the system..it's bad for your face..mum's right..don't do anything to it ok!! you're beautiful!!!
it's 700 for 10 sessions..something like a package..and with this package there's guarantee..such that after a year if some stubborn hair still grows out i'll continue treatment for free..i think Beyond Beauty is quite reliable because a lot of working women go there..saw a lot of those career women n tai tais..don't know what they're doing though..jean yip offered me 10 sessions too for 2580..bella said i only needed 6 sessions..oh beyond beauty said by 6 sessions the hair should not grow out anymore..so i think about 6 is sufficient.
haha hii boon seer!! ok driving is not scary..damn exciting actually..but if you're not a natural like my boyfriend who claimed he is..haha then yu'll be like me who scared myself cos i can't control my vehicle that well..n to jonathan..i think it's good we took manual..for the same amount of money we get to learn more wad!!n one day when manual cars become extinct..haha erm..we have at least experienced driving one..don't know how that matters but nvm =p i like driving!!any one going bbdc tml?? i am!!
haha we poor starter tuition teachers are all being bullied..it's easy to set up an agency ourselves and can advertise on papers too..but getting students is hard la..i'm too damn lazy hence leaving it to the agencies to find something for me n i'll just bargin my way through..but sadly i want one more student but no one's calling me anymore..n when they used to call me so often i told them i cannot take the assignments..sad..i want more money..
yesterday was an exciting day for me..ok got scolded at work in the morning again for voicing my views..doctors are human..i think no one is perfect..n so what if they're doctors..they still make mistakes and i believe as their secretariats it's our job to correct them!!at school, even if teachers are superior to us..we still correct them when they say sth wrong wad!! my superior has a seriously wrong mindset..n too bad i have to work with her..i'm one who like to voice out things..if it's ugly i'll say it..arghhhh she told me not to do things my way. actually she just wants me to listen to her too and not talk too much cos she's superior to me and what she say is correct and i'm wrong. FINE i got damn pissed after that and did not talk to her till after lunch when her mood suddenly changed for the better n she was kinder to me. WADEVER.
left office early to go to thomson medical cantre and gleneagles..n after that i'm free!! was like 4.45pm..never off work so early before..so shiok! walking alone down orchard road..headed to the posb back at taka to get an atm card!!hahaha i think i sounded too excited and amateur such that the lady behind the counter asked me if i'm a student and it's my first time hahahah so cool!! it's a nice blue card!! n i feel so damn rich..haha after that i walked down towards ps..stopped by spinelli and decided to treat myself to a cookie spin cos i was so damn happy..such a big cup and i had trouble finishing it sheesh but it was damn nice..hahah it's my first spinelli k!!! then at ps i used my darling atm card for the first time!! bought an abercrombie black bag for myself at 33..i know it's cheap but i still feel the pinch!!! i'm terrible ok..first day getting the atm card and i started spending money from it..i'm gonna let tian keep my card i guess..it's dangerous being in my wallet..
walked back to specialist centre after that to get a manicure done for tian..he likes my nails painted and i like having my nails done by someone..never had this colour before but now i think it's rather nice..but less than an hour later..i screwed up my index finger!!! wahhhhh really hated myself k..10 bucks just gone like that..(i know it's cheap..it's express wad..n i'm too thrifty to go for a classic one)..well it came from my allowance and i've not much of it left considering only one week has past..sheeshhh i'm so broke and my nail is screwed..dear jamie's donating a nail art to cover up my disfigured nail..heh so paiseh to have to get it from ricky though. i'm so tempted to get an express pedicure too but i really don't think i should spend anymore money. Is that why jamie spends so much? an atm card really makes one vulnerable..this is a disease..my shopping mood is turned on upon seeing my card..sheeshhhh
anyway i think the bag is a good buy though i have a similar one in red..shall lend the red one to my sis then haha. supposed to stay home to slack today but heard rachel's selling clothes at tanglin..itching to go down to see her array of clothes now hahaha but i'm too lazy..
jamie's leaving for hong kong tml..tian's coming back tml..next week will be a brand new week with fewer working days (damn good)cos of chinese new year!! yay~ not excited about cyn though..just looking forward to not working and spending my whole day with tian..miss you.
haha ok so many pple to reply..by the way IPL is Intense Pulse Light..more commonly used for clearing of pigmentation on face n stuff like that (acne also can i think..i don't know..) but now it's also used for permanent hair removla treatments! and celene!!!!! your mum has a machine!!! i wanted to find out which doctor or clinic has the machine so that I can maybe pay a little lesser!!! aaahhhhh!!!!! i should have asked yu!!!! haha wow why did she but the machine?! yu're so so rich..it's damn expensive k..10+ k or 100K not sure..my beautician told me but i forgot..and why does celene hate her face!!! silly girl!!yu wanna do IPL on your face? don't eh..it's nice the way it is..yu don't need any treatment k..plsss..I'm doing permanent hair removal..hence using the system..it's bad for your face..mum's right..don't do anything to it ok!! you're beautiful!!!
it's 700 for 10 sessions..something like a package..and with this package there's guarantee..such that after a year if some stubborn hair still grows out i'll continue treatment for free..i think Beyond Beauty is quite reliable because a lot of working women go there..saw a lot of those career women n tai tais..don't know what they're doing though..jean yip offered me 10 sessions too for 2580..bella said i only needed 6 sessions..oh beyond beauty said by 6 sessions the hair should not grow out anymore..so i think about 6 is sufficient.
haha hii boon seer!! ok driving is not scary..damn exciting actually..but if you're not a natural like my boyfriend who claimed he is..haha then yu'll be like me who scared myself cos i can't control my vehicle that well..n to jonathan..i think it's good we took manual..for the same amount of money we get to learn more wad!!n one day when manual cars become extinct..haha erm..we have at least experienced driving one..don't know how that matters but nvm =p i like driving!!any one going bbdc tml?? i am!!
haha we poor starter tuition teachers are all being bullied..it's easy to set up an agency ourselves and can advertise on papers too..but getting students is hard la..i'm too damn lazy hence leaving it to the agencies to find something for me n i'll just bargin my way through..but sadly i want one more student but no one's calling me anymore..n when they used to call me so often i told them i cannot take the assignments..sad..i want more money..
yesterday was an exciting day for me..ok got scolded at work in the morning again for voicing my views..doctors are human..i think no one is perfect..n so what if they're doctors..they still make mistakes and i believe as their secretariats it's our job to correct them!!at school, even if teachers are superior to us..we still correct them when they say sth wrong wad!! my superior has a seriously wrong mindset..n too bad i have to work with her..i'm one who like to voice out things..if it's ugly i'll say it..arghhhh she told me not to do things my way. actually she just wants me to listen to her too and not talk too much cos she's superior to me and what she say is correct and i'm wrong. FINE i got damn pissed after that and did not talk to her till after lunch when her mood suddenly changed for the better n she was kinder to me. WADEVER.
left office early to go to thomson medical cantre and gleneagles..n after that i'm free!! was like 4.45pm..never off work so early before..so shiok! walking alone down orchard road..headed to the posb back at taka to get an atm card!!hahaha i think i sounded too excited and amateur such that the lady behind the counter asked me if i'm a student and it's my first time hahahah so cool!! it's a nice blue card!! n i feel so damn rich..haha after that i walked down towards ps..stopped by spinelli and decided to treat myself to a cookie spin cos i was so damn happy..such a big cup and i had trouble finishing it sheesh but it was damn nice..hahah it's my first spinelli k!!! then at ps i used my darling atm card for the first time!! bought an abercrombie black bag for myself at 33..i know it's cheap but i still feel the pinch!!! i'm terrible ok..first day getting the atm card and i started spending money from it..i'm gonna let tian keep my card i guess..it's dangerous being in my wallet..
walked back to specialist centre after that to get a manicure done for tian..he likes my nails painted and i like having my nails done by someone..never had this colour before but now i think it's rather nice..but less than an hour later..i screwed up my index finger!!! wahhhhh really hated myself k..10 bucks just gone like that..(i know it's cheap..it's express wad..n i'm too thrifty to go for a classic one)..well it came from my allowance and i've not much of it left considering only one week has past..sheeshhh i'm so broke and my nail is screwed..dear jamie's donating a nail art to cover up my disfigured nail..heh so paiseh to have to get it from ricky though. i'm so tempted to get an express pedicure too but i really don't think i should spend anymore money. Is that why jamie spends so much? an atm card really makes one vulnerable..this is a disease..my shopping mood is turned on upon seeing my card..sheeshhhh
anyway i think the bag is a good buy though i have a similar one in red..shall lend the red one to my sis then haha. supposed to stay home to slack today but heard rachel's selling clothes at tanglin..itching to go down to see her array of clothes now hahaha but i'm too lazy..
jamie's leaving for hong kong tml..tian's coming back tml..next week will be a brand new week with fewer working days (damn good)cos of chinese new year!! yay~ not excited about cyn though..just looking forward to not working and spending my whole day with tian..miss you.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Lucky Me
I'm a happy person again!!I think God must be watching over me today..realised how helpless and sad I was today..so He sent my superior off early (she had a dental appointment) such that I was thankfully alone in the office..n this morning I was reading the papers and saw this ad by Beyond Beauty, a beauty centre which specialises in spas, slimming and facials..but they offer IPLs too!! I went to check it out after work..it's at Park Mall by the way and i really like the girl whom I consulted and my beautician too..very understanding and polite..Oh and the place is very nice..N the rooms are underground so it's like a castle with tunnels..more of a maze heh and guess the price they offer me..$700!! compared to Bella Skin Care which quoted me $2100. Like hello!!! it's the same IPL treatment!! maybe Bella uses better machines which would cost the company more hence they charge it to their customers..but anyway thank God for solving my financial problem!!I couldn't wait to start my first session today but had no money cos I don't have Nets. Guess what happened?? Jamie kindly came all the way from Borders to Park Mall just for me to help me pay half of the sum as deposit!!! And she's wearing kitty heels today..which makes it even worse..n she's down with headache n tummy pain..thank you Lord for sending jamie to help me..and thank you so so so much jamie and ricky, for always being there for me..haha i'm a desperate and helpless little girl when tian's not around..he better regret he can't be here with me to help me go through this traumatising experience!! haha i'm exaggerating but hey the treatment is quite painful k!! I 've never been bitten by an ant..but it's supposed to be like that like acute sharp pain..extreme heat penetrating your skin but only for a sec. I should get used to it after 2-3 sessions i hope.
Next driving lesson this Sunday before going to the airport in the evening to pick tian up..so exciting!! I love jamie to bits!! N i like ricky too..my deepest gratitude to you two..I owe you one..muakz~!
I'm a happy person again!!I think God must be watching over me today..realised how helpless and sad I was today..so He sent my superior off early (she had a dental appointment) such that I was thankfully alone in the office..n this morning I was reading the papers and saw this ad by Beyond Beauty, a beauty centre which specialises in spas, slimming and facials..but they offer IPLs too!! I went to check it out after work..it's at Park Mall by the way and i really like the girl whom I consulted and my beautician too..very understanding and polite..Oh and the place is very nice..N the rooms are underground so it's like a castle with tunnels..more of a maze heh and guess the price they offer me..$700!! compared to Bella Skin Care which quoted me $2100. Like hello!!! it's the same IPL treatment!! maybe Bella uses better machines which would cost the company more hence they charge it to their customers..but anyway thank God for solving my financial problem!!I couldn't wait to start my first session today but had no money cos I don't have Nets. Guess what happened?? Jamie kindly came all the way from Borders to Park Mall just for me to help me pay half of the sum as deposit!!! And she's wearing kitty heels today..which makes it even worse..n she's down with headache n tummy pain..thank you Lord for sending jamie to help me..and thank you so so so much jamie and ricky, for always being there for me..haha i'm a desperate and helpless little girl when tian's not around..he better regret he can't be here with me to help me go through this traumatising experience!! haha i'm exaggerating but hey the treatment is quite painful k!! I 've never been bitten by an ant..but it's supposed to be like that like acute sharp pain..extreme heat penetrating your skin but only for a sec. I should get used to it after 2-3 sessions i hope.
Next driving lesson this Sunday before going to the airport in the evening to pick tian up..so exciting!! I love jamie to bits!! N i like ricky too..my deepest gratitude to you two..I owe you one..muakz~!
Ok as requested..here are some numbers for you guys out there to do some finger exercises on your phones.
Take note of which you have called so that yu won't happen to call them more than once like me..
Tuition agencies:
9182 8636
6784 5977 (East area)
6785 5846
6441 3039
6345 7166
6587 6937
6100 0711
9877 7808
6223 1959
6312 6571..
there are seriously many more..desperate pple like the old me should refer to the classified ads..
but i give up already..they offer me disgusting prices too..sighhhh child labour..wing yee..i'm teaching three subjects too..and i'm dying..I went through the whole chapter on convection conduction radiation with her word by word n pointed out important words that she should use when answering questions eg. thermal equilibrium..but after half an hour she still can't answer a question properly cos she doesn't know how to express her ideas..sth like that i think..i need to put in more effort with her..
Admin jobs suck..cos you are not boss. It's not boring because it'll keep you busy and when you are busy yu won't have time to feel bored. Some pays good. It's a good experience such that yu're exposed to the real working world..like in companies n stuff..like michelle who's with SMART..yeap she learnt a lot and i did too. Things like invoices, banking, letter writing to other companies..minutes.. but yu get a lot of crap too if you're unlucky. Some adults don't understand or appreciate our efforts. When yu want to help, they say don't act smart. "If you think you're very good you go ahead." They cannot tolerate mistakes. They make me feel like shit. Never take initiative or commend if your superior is doing something wrong or doing sth not well. Understand that if you make a mistake it reflects bad on the superior and she'll get a lot of crap from Her superior..so you better do only what she tells you too. However when you only do what she say, and few weeks later she realise you did not do something, she happily did not realise that she was the one who did not ask you to do it. And she give you crap n say don't do everything on your own. "I get scolded, not you. They point at me at the end of the day, not at you."
I can't wait to get fired. Somehow i don't think i will be cos my superior gotta listen to her superior. I can't quit too cos i'll be irresponsible like that. But if I disappear she can do everything herself and make her own mistakes. I understand that she gives me everything to do cos she must leave herself lots of time to think what else there is to do. I know she's stressed and all cos there's just a lot of things to follow up and to be done. I think she need a helper definitely..but not me. I make too many mistakes for her standard..she don't understand why I make them too huh..maybe it's my first time working for a company/society and hello i don't have 7 years of experience like her. And she hasn't realised that i've helped her do so many things. pple have one hour lunch break..i only eat for 20 minutes and return to office to continue working. I should just stay downstairs longer.
Anyway happy birthday my dearest huiping. I had an incredible night with my girlfriends yesterday..EVERYONE finally turned up..girlfriends are the best, they're just indispensible..talked a lot..a lot of catching up and now we know what everyone's up to..4-6 years past and we're still sitting together at Nooch talking and laughing..Time flies and we're really old. I can't wait to wear a korean costume too jamie..haha that woman is getting so rich cos she's promoted to heaven to be an angel and getting paid hell lot of money.But that's not good cos it means more clothes and bags in her closet will be retrenched and left to rot.so sad.=p betty may be flying off for aussie really soon to settle there for her uni education..good chance to leave bernard and forget about him. Hope she'll find an Aussie hunk there who treats her like a queen.ness is going back again..not so soon but for a longer time..miss my pri sch days with her.now she's a shopaholic like jamie. I should go out with her more to rekindle our really close friendship like back in old days..br n bx are happy with their interview and starting training at venezia this friday..mich n i are hard at work..mich being pushed around but taking it very maturely and haha she's more confident but fiercer now..bet jamie's even more scared of her now..but she's learning a lot from her job which is good..if only SMRT is richer and give her more pay..they should just do away with the cabs..huiping is fine with her tiring job and learnt what's a lily finally haha we had a great night together and now i miss all my girlfriends..and boyfriend.
Thanks for calling me again last night..miss you like crazy..seriously
Oh and i met pretty celene on the way to taka..we stood there to chat for about half an hour or more..haha love the colour of her hair..and she told me about her guy..mom..modelling training..glad i met her..really don't think i've got the chance to talk to her for this long before..hey girl i'll catch up with you again really soon! till then you enjoy your work and modelling courses and drive safely!! =)
Take note of which you have called so that yu won't happen to call them more than once like me..
Tuition agencies:
9182 8636
6784 5977 (East area)
6785 5846
6441 3039
6345 7166
6587 6937
6100 0711
9877 7808
6223 1959
6312 6571..
there are seriously many more..desperate pple like the old me should refer to the classified ads..
but i give up already..they offer me disgusting prices too..sighhhh child labour..wing yee..i'm teaching three subjects too..and i'm dying..I went through the whole chapter on convection conduction radiation with her word by word n pointed out important words that she should use when answering questions eg. thermal equilibrium..but after half an hour she still can't answer a question properly cos she doesn't know how to express her ideas..sth like that i think..i need to put in more effort with her..
Admin jobs suck..cos you are not boss. It's not boring because it'll keep you busy and when you are busy yu won't have time to feel bored. Some pays good. It's a good experience such that yu're exposed to the real working world..like in companies n stuff..like michelle who's with SMART..yeap she learnt a lot and i did too. Things like invoices, banking, letter writing to other companies..minutes.. but yu get a lot of crap too if you're unlucky. Some adults don't understand or appreciate our efforts. When yu want to help, they say don't act smart. "If you think you're very good you go ahead." They cannot tolerate mistakes. They make me feel like shit. Never take initiative or commend if your superior is doing something wrong or doing sth not well. Understand that if you make a mistake it reflects bad on the superior and she'll get a lot of crap from Her superior..so you better do only what she tells you too. However when you only do what she say, and few weeks later she realise you did not do something, she happily did not realise that she was the one who did not ask you to do it. And she give you crap n say don't do everything on your own. "I get scolded, not you. They point at me at the end of the day, not at you."
I can't wait to get fired. Somehow i don't think i will be cos my superior gotta listen to her superior. I can't quit too cos i'll be irresponsible like that. But if I disappear she can do everything herself and make her own mistakes. I understand that she gives me everything to do cos she must leave herself lots of time to think what else there is to do. I know she's stressed and all cos there's just a lot of things to follow up and to be done. I think she need a helper definitely..but not me. I make too many mistakes for her standard..she don't understand why I make them too huh..maybe it's my first time working for a company/society and hello i don't have 7 years of experience like her. And she hasn't realised that i've helped her do so many things. pple have one hour lunch break..i only eat for 20 minutes and return to office to continue working. I should just stay downstairs longer.
Anyway happy birthday my dearest huiping. I had an incredible night with my girlfriends yesterday..EVERYONE finally turned up..girlfriends are the best, they're just indispensible..talked a lot..a lot of catching up and now we know what everyone's up to..4-6 years past and we're still sitting together at Nooch talking and laughing..Time flies and we're really old. I can't wait to wear a korean costume too jamie..haha that woman is getting so rich cos she's promoted to heaven to be an angel and getting paid hell lot of money.But that's not good cos it means more clothes and bags in her closet will be retrenched and left to rot.so sad.=p betty may be flying off for aussie really soon to settle there for her uni education..good chance to leave bernard and forget about him. Hope she'll find an Aussie hunk there who treats her like a queen.ness is going back again..not so soon but for a longer time..miss my pri sch days with her.now she's a shopaholic like jamie. I should go out with her more to rekindle our really close friendship like back in old days..br n bx are happy with their interview and starting training at venezia this friday..mich n i are hard at work..mich being pushed around but taking it very maturely and haha she's more confident but fiercer now..bet jamie's even more scared of her now..but she's learning a lot from her job which is good..if only SMRT is richer and give her more pay..they should just do away with the cabs..huiping is fine with her tiring job and learnt what's a lily finally haha we had a great night together and now i miss all my girlfriends..and boyfriend.
Thanks for calling me again last night..miss you like crazy..seriously
Oh and i met pretty celene on the way to taka..we stood there to chat for about half an hour or more..haha love the colour of her hair..and she told me about her guy..mom..modelling training..glad i met her..really don't think i've got the chance to talk to her for this long before..hey girl i'll catch up with you again really soon! till then you enjoy your work and modelling courses and drive safely!! =)
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Just finish doing a powerpoint presentation for Tian's dad for Dr Lim Fang Kan's memorial..he's a O&G who unfortunately was one of the many found missing after the recent tsunami disaster. Memorial service is this saturday..wonder if i need to be there to help..It's so hard to decide on the colour, font and background to use for the slides..prepared 4 samples..sheesh it has to be solemn..i hope what i did is acceptable..damn scared he'll say it's not appropriate..arghhh so hard..serious fonts..serious colours..i'm so unprepared for this. I'm not trying to be disrespectful here..i'll do my best and i hope the memorial service goes smoothly and successfully.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Momentary Depression
I not only think of him in the loo..i think of him almost everywhere i am. Had a momentary period of depression today. Was telling myself..i need to consult ricky soon. haha. After work today, I went to BBDC for my basic theory test and final theory evaluation test. Left the BTT feeling quite confident that i'll pass, those questions i'm unsure of were correct luckily. forgot a lot of things cos i did not read through the book again but nvm it'll be fine. After that was the evaluation and i failed it by one mark again. That was what made me depressed i guess. 2nd evaluation and i failed it again. Am i stupid or what. kao. I bet i'm the only one who fails evaluation tests. So now i still can't book my final theory test, not that i have to take the test asap. i just wanna get over with the theory parts asap. arghh..
needed to talk to you so badly on my way fron bbdc to bukit gombak mrt..now that you're away..i've no one to tell my daily events to every night..i'll always call yu after leaving bbdc to report my progress to you..sighhh no one to complain or whine to today..perhaps what's why i'm sad. I only bother you about these minor daily happenings..hardly tell the girls about these..lalala yeap so i'm letting you know now that i failed it again. useless. nvm i'll try again. waste transport fare again.
And i had a full dinner today at bbdc..bowl of mee fen with fishball, super hot..and tei with ice. before that i grabbed some kaya toast. was so super full i don't know why and did not finish my fishballs for the first time i think..stomach was so bloated and i felt so damn fat. that added on to the depression thingy. All the way back home i was feeling so fat. Even told myself i'll start climbing the stairs up and down from now on and not take the lift. feeling better now i think. if only i don't eat much like jamie and can skip meals. can't seem to be able to skip any of them without feeling super hungry. arghh
Anyway i took my first practical driving lesson on sunday after my tuition lesson. Was really excited then and for once I reached bbdc early. Got quite a nice instructor but he looked tired. Teachers and instructors are poor things..they have to repeat the same words so many times and it gets boring. I appreciate it anyway. I don't know if i'm slow or an average student, but i realy hope to finish the whole course in the least possible lessons to save money. doubt i'm that good. first lesson only managed 2 confirmation stamps. nvm still can't control my accelerator, clutch and brake pedal well..always cannot accelerate to 1500 well and maintain it..only press the accelerator lightly and it's 3000+. So it's either i think i'm stepping the accelerator but i'm not or it's way too much and my car move too fast. And then i scare myself out when i start going faster but not knowing why (when i'm actually depressing my accelerator - i don't feel it!!!), and i'm so scared i'll knock into another car cos i can't turn properly. Next thing is i gotta be real gentle with the brake pedal cos my braking is not smooth enough. Then is my turning at bends. quite bad at that..keep going out of lane..a little zig-zag here and there..quite scary. Hope i'll perform better the next lesson and accumulate 3 stamps!
You know, nowadays i still itch to read the classified ads to look for jobs when i already got one. Then i'll start copying potential job opportunities thinking i can give this information to my unemployed girlfriends. I have many numbers of tuition agencies and clinics looking for assistants. Then i realise it's not for my friends. they're not interested in being a clinic asst. It's i who want the job but I can't. And I don't know why I can't stop hoping that soon I can get a job as a clinic asst when I know I have to be committed to my present job till june! Not that i'm not enjoying my current job..it's enriching and keeps me occupied and I get to know many helpful and friendly O&G doctors.I learnt a lot from my job. Bur I always want to do more.
It's just like how I want to be an air stewardess but I know i'll never get the chance to. Ok wrong. Not that there's no opportunity, more like I cannot grab it.
By the way, this is to my girlfriends. Know what..our dear friend is getting married soon. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. we must prepare to be bridesmaids!! congrats girlfriend!! oh man you're tied down and you cannot run away anymore..:p
I not only think of him in the loo..i think of him almost everywhere i am. Had a momentary period of depression today. Was telling myself..i need to consult ricky soon. haha. After work today, I went to BBDC for my basic theory test and final theory evaluation test. Left the BTT feeling quite confident that i'll pass, those questions i'm unsure of were correct luckily. forgot a lot of things cos i did not read through the book again but nvm it'll be fine. After that was the evaluation and i failed it by one mark again. That was what made me depressed i guess. 2nd evaluation and i failed it again. Am i stupid or what. kao. I bet i'm the only one who fails evaluation tests. So now i still can't book my final theory test, not that i have to take the test asap. i just wanna get over with the theory parts asap. arghh..
needed to talk to you so badly on my way fron bbdc to bukit gombak mrt..now that you're away..i've no one to tell my daily events to every night..i'll always call yu after leaving bbdc to report my progress to you..sighhh no one to complain or whine to today..perhaps what's why i'm sad. I only bother you about these minor daily happenings..hardly tell the girls about these..lalala yeap so i'm letting you know now that i failed it again. useless. nvm i'll try again. waste transport fare again.
And i had a full dinner today at bbdc..bowl of mee fen with fishball, super hot..and tei with ice. before that i grabbed some kaya toast. was so super full i don't know why and did not finish my fishballs for the first time i think..stomach was so bloated and i felt so damn fat. that added on to the depression thingy. All the way back home i was feeling so fat. Even told myself i'll start climbing the stairs up and down from now on and not take the lift. feeling better now i think. if only i don't eat much like jamie and can skip meals. can't seem to be able to skip any of them without feeling super hungry. arghh
Anyway i took my first practical driving lesson on sunday after my tuition lesson. Was really excited then and for once I reached bbdc early. Got quite a nice instructor but he looked tired. Teachers and instructors are poor things..they have to repeat the same words so many times and it gets boring. I appreciate it anyway. I don't know if i'm slow or an average student, but i realy hope to finish the whole course in the least possible lessons to save money. doubt i'm that good. first lesson only managed 2 confirmation stamps. nvm still can't control my accelerator, clutch and brake pedal well..always cannot accelerate to 1500 well and maintain it..only press the accelerator lightly and it's 3000+. So it's either i think i'm stepping the accelerator but i'm not or it's way too much and my car move too fast. And then i scare myself out when i start going faster but not knowing why (when i'm actually depressing my accelerator - i don't feel it!!!), and i'm so scared i'll knock into another car cos i can't turn properly. Next thing is i gotta be real gentle with the brake pedal cos my braking is not smooth enough. Then is my turning at bends. quite bad at that..keep going out of lane..a little zig-zag here and there..quite scary. Hope i'll perform better the next lesson and accumulate 3 stamps!
You know, nowadays i still itch to read the classified ads to look for jobs when i already got one. Then i'll start copying potential job opportunities thinking i can give this information to my unemployed girlfriends. I have many numbers of tuition agencies and clinics looking for assistants. Then i realise it's not for my friends. they're not interested in being a clinic asst. It's i who want the job but I can't. And I don't know why I can't stop hoping that soon I can get a job as a clinic asst when I know I have to be committed to my present job till june! Not that i'm not enjoying my current job..it's enriching and keeps me occupied and I get to know many helpful and friendly O&G doctors.I learnt a lot from my job. Bur I always want to do more.
It's just like how I want to be an air stewardess but I know i'll never get the chance to. Ok wrong. Not that there's no opportunity, more like I cannot grab it.
By the way, this is to my girlfriends. Know what..our dear friend is getting married soon. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. we must prepare to be bridesmaids!! congrats girlfriend!! oh man you're tied down and you cannot run away anymore..:p
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