superior came back haha

I'm currently at my work place now with nothing to do while waiting for my superior to be back from a meeting with vice pres hence i'm here! Yesterday was the most exciting and fufilling day of my 5-day job because for once i was constantly occupied from morning till evening and late afternoon something cropped up and the society's vice pres is pissed with my superior due to some stuff undone hence

ok it's close 12 and i'm still not any close to taking my necessary sleep before waking up at 6.30 for work tml..haha first day of work and i'm late..yes i'm ashamed and guilty but the bus ride was horribly long..i wanted to try out the bus you see..nvm mrt is the best though more ex..work..i've nothing much to say about it..there's nothing much to keep me occupied every minute..good and bad i guess..i don't like to not to anything while being paid..then it's like i don't deserve the pay..but nvm can't help it i guess..my superior gave me work to do and in turn she herself looked like she did not have much to do..haha nvm maybe it's not busy season yet i hope there's more work to come..if not i'll get bored heh i'm a workaholic

merry belated christmas to my dearest friends..thank you to dearest dedrick and sarah and jamie for your cards..i love cards..they're usually the sincerest wishes form your friends and when i read the cards i'll begin thinking about what we've done together the past 2 years and how we've made a difference in each other's life..haiz wanna thank all my classmates..for being so funny..supportive and kind to me in so many ways..mine's a really unique class..sometimes so close..sometimes not..but there's a very strong sense of belonging..and when we once gather at tse yang's place again it's the same old feeling..cosy..cranky..heh i love you guys so very much..

and then thanks for the presents girls..thanks for spending your very little remaining money on me like i've spent on you haha we're so pathetically broke!! i won't get paid till 1st Feb!! nvm i think tuition money is coming soon..gotta thank my mum and dad and tian for donating money to me heh the small amounts add up to big amounts and gave me food..i can't live without them

christmas was at tian's..switching channels in front of the tv..too lazy to go to town after a christmas eve dinner and then christmas lunch with his family..anyway it's time to spend some time alone with him..i wanna thank him for being so wonderful, kind and understanding..i'm a sensitive demanding penniless brat and he controls me well and takes care of me( most of the time..though he forgets about me when he's playing maple story) haha he gives in to me most of the time..and gotta be my atm too..ok that's it i have to yi shen xiang xu..no choice he's too good to me haha JOKING!! thanks for making me smile dear..

really busy now till new year's eye..so many gatherings and cos of work i can't go..maybe i should start work in 2005 sheesh and now i don't know how to explain to my friends haiya i really wanna go!! arghhh i need my social life!! haha had dinner with the girls yesterday..an economical one thanks to me haha and tml another one with betty and girls and wednesday rj is moving house and in the evening there's class gathering and then thursday got OT and friday's new year's eve!! so many things to keep me busy yet i gotta sacrifice outings with HC class i'm so so sorry..ok i better head to bed..
i need to write my new year's resolutions soon..and i shall commit..

It's just been another short week gone and so many things happened again..first was the kl trip..haha thanks to the girls and guys who made it so fun..never did so much shopping in kl before but somehow i did not buy much yet the money's all gone..nvm about that..hotel was ok..good card games and bonding between my dearest friends..everything was just nice and memorable..heh think jamie mich and i should do this again..tian said this should be a every-half-year-affair haha we'll just go broke like that..next stop shall be bali!! haha

and sats results are out and i deproved..no point hating myself for not studying enough now or treating it more seriously..wasted my mum's money again..shucks..
and next, my sister got accepted by appeal into both hc and rj!! haha that lucky girl..now she's stuck and i pity the tough decision she has to make..though i'm strongly for rj..the distance may kill her and i know in some areas hc is definitely stronger than rj..hai..nvm..i hope rj is good for her..haha she can use my uniform!! =p hope she's strong enough to survive in rj

i'm starting work only next week after christmas..which i realised is a good thing cos i seem to be so occupied these few days..christmas dinners..class gatherings..shopping for xmas presents..got an admin job at OGSS..this society..office at KK Hospital..quite ok cos have buses there..just that i've to wake up really really early..arghhh and i don't know how i'm getting my pay..hmm yeap and also i got a really low-paying tuition assignment from this private centre..starting today..pri 4 kid..i aim to prove results..hmm he/she better be good and cooperate with me haha then i can raise the prices haha but first i need to go to Popular to read up on pri 4 text first haha i'm quite intimidated by the pri sch science now..hmm

N yesterday i went shopping with jamie..yeap i think i walked up and down orchard like more than 5 times..my shoes were killing me..knee was bad and i was like in terrible pain at the end of the day..got everything i had to get..cards and gifts..haha i was still cursing christmas for making me this broke and killing my feet..these pple better appreciate what i did for them ah..sheesh my first month' tuition pay is gone in one day..mich said i'll be rich soon..but she forgot that jessica can never be rich..haha conclusion..i need a rich husband..need not be dying la huh haha

but i hope my work and tuition will be good for me..i'm gonna learn to save..i must..though in the end i know the money will go away slowly..and at least i'll be occupied and get to help pple..no more pigging at home..yay but for now..i shall enjoy my christmas holiday to the fullest..two chrismas dinners n i've nothing to wear sheesh and there are so many books i can't wait to read..realised i'm rather inadequate

i foresee this is going to be a good and fufilling break before uni starts..i'm definitely looking forward to the new year..hmm am i?

Photo taken after Tian's 2nd brother's birthday dinner at Goodwood Park Hotel, Gordon's Grill - the hotel's pretty christmas tree
the only happening thing in my uninteresting week..

I am so so Borrreeedddddd!!! i don't know how i'm gonna survive till the end of December without feeling so lethargic and sleepy..life's so boring now..i wake up at 12..eat a little..get down to read..then fall asleep till late afternoon..then read again..a bit of television here and there..there's nothing to watch anyway..shit this is dreadful life ok..hello!! what's everyone doing??? i know some with us app..some lucky ones already got interview to UK..sigh so lucky..i don't even know what my future will be..march march march is coming so slowly..michelle just got a job..i also want..haha too bad i'm lazier if not i'd have long gotten a job as an admin asst at JTC..nvm for a start i'm going for an interview tml..then shopping with mich after her work..haha

N i've been sneezing for many days..maybe i should take a panadol..feeling so sick when i'm not..must be too much sleep..ok i've just looking forward to this thursday..heh leaving for malaysia with the girls and guys..so damn cool..

but for now..somebody give me something to do!! i'm watching my neighbour jog from my window..she's so hardworking man..i'm just too fat and lazy to drag my butt off my bed..sighh..i hate holidays..what is happening to me..blah

I shall have a christmas wishlist too!! but i've no one to buy things for me..
let's see..what do i want..

X Kiehl's Lip Balm SPF 15 Hue 30G (taken by jamie..haha thanks babe..great minds really think alike..i'm joyfully surprised..heh thanks a million!!)
- Eternity Moment by CK (which is out of the question i think)
hmm i don't know what other specifics i want..i only know that i need
- pair of good jeans
- a bag..not small not big..fashionable with going-out clothes..haha i think only jamie knows what i mean..
- a pair of good shoes..with kitty heels preferred to give me height..must be able to bring me shopping the whole day without killing my feet (hard to find)

..that's all i can think of so far..no more needs for now..haha

Due to my wake-ups at 12-1 pm and early nights, i haven't found the chance to blog..but here i am..abandoning se7en on channel 5 for blogging..wasn't really paying attention to the show..but looking through classified for job prospects..so tiring..arghh

there's so many things to talk about..prom..which was rather good in the end despite the location..and there's yee yen's departure..n my job hunt..blah blah..

TEQUILA SUNRISE
It was definitely a beautiful and glamourous night despite the suntec convention hall..i was late again as usual n really panicked when we have not even reached the hotel to change into our dresses at 6.45 - time to be sitted..followed by the call from kind yingheng - supposedly my name was announced paging me for a rehearsal..so embarrassing!! sheesh so yeap it was rush rush rush..went there..got so excited..rehearsed cat walk with the funny MC chris and excitedly resumed photo-taking with people.

Food was ok i guess..loved the fish vegetables and hmm prawns were too messy to eat n basically i din get to eat much cos of photo-taking..and talking bout photos..it's a pity i left out quite a few people whom i would like to have a photo with..but at the same time glad that i had the courage to ask a few guys for a photo..haha with sarah supporting me heh it was damn fun..and camera died on me immediately after prom..couldn't take much shots with class in hotel room but oh well..
Conrad is a beautiful hotel..selene's room was pink and so sweet and girly..i have no idea why my class's room was yellow and not cosy at all haha most probably due to the mess..nvm about that..toilet was beautiful but ruined by us..and the choice of 16 different pillows..haha so cool..a pity we din sleep much or used the hotel facilities..

my look..yeap various comments..myself- drag queen..class guys - too much..don't look like myself..mich betty jamie all negative comments..minli and dawn who actually told me i looked good..it's just the dress right..but my face is screwed isn't it? arghhh what ever..it's over..there won't be another time..just sad that i screwed up both proms..why can't i look fantastic for once haha ok i'm asking too much..forget it..maybe bobbi brown is a better choice..

other people..i thought all the guys looked absolutely good that day in suits..heh got this thing for guys in suits..my favourite was amogh haha white suit damn cool..and black suit with red shirt looked good too haha. a lot of girls looked damn good too..why did they find their dresses?~!!! hmm favourite dress for the night? - i did not really see all..but thought rachael's dress is really sexy and a damn nice pink colour..

post prom was at WuBar..it's so cool cos there were like about 6 cabs on a single road to MS..all rj pple inside!! haha like we own the place..anywae it's a really small place and damn squeezy..i went for a look and dragged mich along with jamie and me..of cos she did not regret going..2nd time clubbing and it was still a mess..initially did not go to the dance floor cos i have no idea how to dance and was amazed my celene and boyfriend dancing at the side..n then i saw pple like wingyee boon valerie..my gosh they're so good at dancing ok i wasn't sure of what to do and refused to be malu-ed..in the end together with amateurs like ester and denise we pulled our ass to the middle of the dance floor and tried to shake a little haha kept looking at celene and wingyee do their thing..gosh they were so sexy k!! hah n of cos it was an eye-opener as expected..with pple getting intimate and drunk and smoking and breaking glass..so drama..n dangerous i would say..did not drink except a sip of what i thought was coke haha guess i'm just different..without drinking yu can't get high and dance i guess.. i don't know..i'm just not a clubber..don't really wanna try anyway..but i know it's really fun..and definitely good exercise haha

lastly i need to thank my camera..although you died on me..you were my first and you took some really great shots of and for me..so yeap i'm really proud of it and love it totally..thanks to my sponsor daddy and tian who shopped with me and all my camera advisors like mich and jamie and tian's friends and mich's dad haha i was difficult.

getting late..don't know if yee yen will get to see this but just a short one..two years with her as a friend and classmate was really fun and interesting and lame..i wasn't close to her cos she's more with the guys..but we had a fair share of talks..she's like mature in her thinking yet sometimes really childish haha..did well in studies and is really sporting..always smiling and i was so happy for her when she finally got together with dedrick..till prom day..despite the short relationship..i'm sure she had the best time of her life and i'm so happy yet sad for the both of them..sigh..she's off to UK on the 8th..hmm that's today..good luck babe..we're all so proud of you and hope you get into cambridge..UK will be really fun..haiz our lifes are so different..i wish my dearest friend all the very best in whatever she does and we'll see each other again in March..

heyhey..ok i haven't been here for a long long time..not that i've nothing to blog but my com is sick..think it's attacked by viruses..n i don't know which doctor to approach to treat my computer..so yeap whenever i go online..it hangs..i never get to type anything on my blog..

life's been refreshing after the As..a lot more sleeping and shopping..there's just so many things to do and not to do..becuase of sats i haven't really got the chance to enjoy myself throughly for a day but have been going out almost everyday as usual..shopping for the perfect dress and driving jamie and michelle crazy. I'm really quite a difficult person..being the perfectionist and not so perfect body girl..oh n demanding too..it's just so hard to find the perfect dress..and when yu see that one dress..there's always something imperfect about it the more you see it..arggghhhh so guess what..i've decided on my sister's prom dress as my JC prom dress..can't believe it myself..it's like the whole world's gonna be looking at me and commenting or bitching about me..why such a dress..haha nvm just act confident and be indifferent to the pretty pple around me in gowns and sexy dresses..

sats today was ok i guess..met a lot of rj and hc pple who were all mingling around..mich and i were standing at one corner talking to chin yee..sometimes i don't know whether to feel sad for myself..i've so little friends..though very close friends..i don't know a lot of pple..and most people are just "hi-hi" friends..if i were sitting for sats 2 today..standing among the crowd..i don't think i'll be talking to many pple..i don't think i'm a loner..maybe just not sociable and brave enough..sometimes i hope things are different..but it's too late i guess..it's end of jc for me..time to think of what i'm gonna occupy myself with for the next 6 months or so..tough..

And after weeks of shopping..opps it's only been a week since the end of As..hmm seems a long time..anyway i'm really so tired so shopping..there was one day i got so fed-up because i still failed to find a dress for prom and refused to try on any more dresses despite jamie's n mich's encouragement..it's so tiring to find things to buy..and with expectations the harder it is to decide on the purchase..especially with my bad habit of regretting my purchases..arghhh..and days of shopping really killed my feet..my sole's really sore and i can feel the veins on my legs popping out haha i guess it's a consolation that prom is finally going to be over soon..but yet sad..

sigh..tomorrow is it..i'm scared and excited..i really hope i'll look gorgeous tomorrow..pray that make-up and hair will be very nice..that pple are fine with my choice of dress..that i'll enjoy myself a lot looking at the pretty people around me..and quit comparing but appreciating and get good shots of everyone for memory sake..sigh hope pple thinks i look very good tomorrow..no..hope everyone looks beautiful tomorrow..and my "sashaying" or Q&A will go fine..sigh the whole prom queen thing is a joke..there are others who are more deserving than me..jamie will be a more natural prom queen nominee to begin with..nvm gotta thank betty baorong and wing yee and mich jamie for helping me and comforting me..sorry about our rather bad first-time manicure experience today..i was so picky and worried about the colour but the more i look at it the more i think it's acceptable..tian says it's fine..it's just different..to match my different dress..

ok hope everyone will have a good night sleep today..too bad i don't have any mask to do a mini facial or sort at home..good luck to everyone..hmm just realised i don't even have a bag for tomorrow..shucks..heck ok cya guys~!!!