I love you
i love you i love you i love you. Heh i'm so happy now cos he just called me from Japan. Was a little sad before this when his mum gave me a call to inform me that he has reached japan and updated me about his hotel stuff and train and bus rides..i was so happy to hear that he's fine safely in Japan but soon i realised..he did not give me a ring. haha but thank god he did!! though it was half an hour later after he has settled down in the hotel and resting now. haha Was so happy to hear his voice again and i screamed into the receiver..hope his ear drums are not affected by my scream of joy heh. Still the same old sexy voice i hear every day and night..And it's one hour later over there..he's going to bed.
If you get to see this..just wanna tell you again and again that i missed you. I had a great, fruitful day today..really happy, and i thought of you a lot. Especially when we were at hyatt checking out waitressing jobs heh..cos we used to park at the hyatt car park..and cos we'll be spending valentine's day there..i kepy thinking about you. Even thought of you while peeing in the ladies, like after i'm done with business, i realised i'm still stoning on the seat and that i was actually thinking of you. heh
Anyway today i met up with huiping, baorng, baoxin and jamie.Got my complimentary ice cream from huiping like everyone else and got her into a little trouble..my apologies..but thanks so much heh. Walked a lot..shopped a little..met a lot of pple like wing yee, shu wen, tracy and amanda, patricia..heh so cool! miss my school mates..they all looked good. Too bad i din have my camera along with me no thanks to my darling haha if not i've taken a pic with pat..don't have much pics with her and she looked good!! We're paying hyatt a visit soon for a job..br and bx have decided on venezia and wing yee got a good paying tuition assignment!! hey girl i realised i'm cheated again!! i'm teaching a sec 4 and charging the same rate - $25/hr same as you!! hmm in this case sec 4 should be $45 an hour? wahh that'll be $360 for me? cos mine's 2 hours per session. that's quite ex right? oh no what should i do..sheesh hey wingyee if you can help me ask your agency how much it'll charge for a sec 4 k..thanks~! ok back to today..oh jamie left us at dinner time for dinner with ricky..he looks quite nice in the pink polo..somehow tian looks gay in pink..maybe cos i'm used to seeing ricky in that pink polo. And baoxin shocked me by running away at 8pm cos she was afraid we'll stay up till late! oh cos not!! my heels were killing me! we headed for home at around 9 after stopping by at heeren.
Anyway i visited Bella skin care today finally! quite a cool place at the international building. beside it was like marie france n stuff..heh so high class cos that's where ladies go for their skin treatment or facials or stuff right? anyway my whole treatment will cost me $2100..including 5% GST..and that's a promotional price thank god for that. I need this certain no. of sessions for my treatent and this kind of thing is not fixed..as in different cases require different no. of treatment so exactly how many sessions i require is only an estimate but i have to make full payment first. I really hope i require fewer sessions so that i can save some money. I don't dare to tell my parents about this. Gonna use my first month's pay for the treatment..which is really sad cos that leaves me with no savings. Gonna treat my family n tian to dinner at lao beijing..gonna cost me a bomb since my famiily is huge..and i'm really planning to offer to pay for our valentine's day dinner for once..that's another bomb..and then i gotta pay for the treatment..and presents for the girls..i'll really have no money left. That's not good. I gotta look forward to next month's pay then. Hope i'll get some money out of waitressing..that's if they ever call me up.
Friday, January 28, 2005
Haha ok sorry sorry people..yesterday was what i think one stressful day for me cos my superior was quite pissed and he happened to not message me or call me the whole day hence i felt really lonely and as if he did not even think or care about me. I'm fine now..everything's fine..sorry that was one pms day..i look prettier today..got quite a few errands to run to different hospitals too so yeap will be happily occupied. And i know he loves me..that's enough.
Anyway yes celene! i'll be in the cheongsam with high slits!! haha but the waitresses working at the lobby wear sleeveless with even higher slits! haha i prefer that uniform than the black n white cheongsam..heh but sexy enough.
Ok deal at shangri-la is..6 bucks per hour, 8 on public holidays.If you work past 12, there'll be cab back for you compliments of the hotel. yeap think the deal is quite good, though i prefer other hotels like sheraton towers or maybe the one at raffles city or hyatt. Think i shall try out one other hotel, because i'm not really crazy about shangri-la. Quite dissapointed actually. Behind the doors, which is the glamarous ballrooms and pretty exterior, the kitchen, staff toilets, corridors, mainly staff areas suck. It's like run down, unfurnished..ya very unimpressive. But i hope the people whom i'm working with are nice..the head waiter who was briefing us yesterday was totally beng and like just came out of army or sth..saying what "lao jiao" here n there..yea tian uses that word when refering to army stuff..n many "f***"s were flying out of his mouth like nobody's business..terrible man! Main thing is he's damn beng!! nvm gotta get used to it. hmm still don't liket the f word.
Anyway I just got back from changi airport..tian's parents were very kind to send me home..tian and co. left for a snow-boarding holiday in Hakuba, Japan. haha glad i got to give him a good-bye kiss..wonder if his parents saw that..nvm. I miss him so much already. And shucks he left a no. which we can contact him from singapore. Decided to record the no. down on a later date..i'll be so tempted to call. Hope he'll be safe and sound.
Work today was really bad. We gotta rush to send out like 300 over letters and the whole process is so tiring! Couldn't believe it when i finally saw the last piece of a 6 set document. Before that was like never-ending. The pile of envelopes and letters never seem to decrease for like 1 half hour long..got paper cuts on my hands now..Really tedious..and damn i gotta do this maybe twice a month or sth..why does the society have so many members..can't imagine pple working in banks or sth who have to send letters to half the country's population. I really think letters are a waste of money. We used up perhaps 5 boxes of the copy paper for the letters..and then a lot of money spent on stamps too..isn't it so much more convenient to use the EMAIL!! why are we advancing so slowly!!! regardless of how important the information is..I think it's importance is not diminished when sent via email. Hmm. We have to change people's mindsets here.
Anyway i'm off to do a little cross-stitching before sleeping. So tired.
I'm gonna get my salary soon!!
Anyway yes celene! i'll be in the cheongsam with high slits!! haha but the waitresses working at the lobby wear sleeveless with even higher slits! haha i prefer that uniform than the black n white cheongsam..heh but sexy enough.
Ok deal at shangri-la is..6 bucks per hour, 8 on public holidays.If you work past 12, there'll be cab back for you compliments of the hotel. yeap think the deal is quite good, though i prefer other hotels like sheraton towers or maybe the one at raffles city or hyatt. Think i shall try out one other hotel, because i'm not really crazy about shangri-la. Quite dissapointed actually. Behind the doors, which is the glamarous ballrooms and pretty exterior, the kitchen, staff toilets, corridors, mainly staff areas suck. It's like run down, unfurnished..ya very unimpressive. But i hope the people whom i'm working with are nice..the head waiter who was briefing us yesterday was totally beng and like just came out of army or sth..saying what "lao jiao" here n there..yea tian uses that word when refering to army stuff..n many "f***"s were flying out of his mouth like nobody's business..terrible man! Main thing is he's damn beng!! nvm gotta get used to it. hmm still don't liket the f word.
Anyway I just got back from changi airport..tian's parents were very kind to send me home..tian and co. left for a snow-boarding holiday in Hakuba, Japan. haha glad i got to give him a good-bye kiss..wonder if his parents saw that..nvm. I miss him so much already. And shucks he left a no. which we can contact him from singapore. Decided to record the no. down on a later date..i'll be so tempted to call. Hope he'll be safe and sound.
Work today was really bad. We gotta rush to send out like 300 over letters and the whole process is so tiring! Couldn't believe it when i finally saw the last piece of a 6 set document. Before that was like never-ending. The pile of envelopes and letters never seem to decrease for like 1 half hour long..got paper cuts on my hands now..Really tedious..and damn i gotta do this maybe twice a month or sth..why does the society have so many members..can't imagine pple working in banks or sth who have to send letters to half the country's population. I really think letters are a waste of money. We used up perhaps 5 boxes of the copy paper for the letters..and then a lot of money spent on stamps too..isn't it so much more convenient to use the EMAIL!! why are we advancing so slowly!!! regardless of how important the information is..I think it's importance is not diminished when sent via email. Hmm. We have to change people's mindsets here.
Anyway i'm off to do a little cross-stitching before sleeping. So tired.
I'm gonna get my salary soon!!
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Dawn's nick is prawn..i think that's a really cute one..suits her perfectly..somehow i keep thinking prawns are pink in colour..when they are actually black..grey..n orange when cooked.
And i have decided i shall name myself pig. Definitely into pink so colour of the pig is fine. over-sized now so my look fits that of a pig. But i wonder if pigs feel pathetic. Like what i'm feeling now.
Anyone has any guy to introduce to me? come to think of it..No guys ever approach me except for army or poly guys whom i meet everyday on the bus to school. And that's like J1. Maybe i'm ugly like a pig now. My boyfriend doesn't care about me anymore, no other guys will..wow i'll get to enjoy widow life. hmm Am i taken for granted i don't know. If something bad happened to me at 10am..till now which is 5pm he still won't know a thing. He has his computer. Yeap that's all he needs.
Shitty day at work today. My superior is a damn last minute person who rush rush rush. Totally not me. I hate being last minute ok. And she's quite hot-tempered so her mood wasn't that good today and piled a whole lot of stuff for me to do and to finish it I did not have a proper lunch. Milo and wafer in the office at 3.30pm. Was starving till i wasn't hungry anymore. So much stuff to do just because she's going on leave on monday. Seriously there's a lot of time. What's the rush man. N i made quite a few mistakes today but insisted it wasn't negligence or what not..nvm i'm just stupid i guess. Think she was a bit fed up. But now that every thing is done,we're all calm.
But i'm not. I'm so busy working and kept thinking about him..hoping he'll call and ask me how's work and perhaps calm me down when i'm rushing to finish my work. But he did not. Don't even think i crossed his mind.
And also, how come he's not concern about my new job waitressing at Shangri-la? I thought it's quite natural to ask if i'll be tired working from 9am to 1am or sth..Normal girlfriends will ask that too out of concern..i realised he did not. Oh am I some super woman to him.
Don't feel like meeting him anymore today. It won't matter to him anyway. Maybe i shouldn't send him off at the airport tml night too. Yea that'll be good. hey i sound like i'm talking to myself. Anyway maybe i don't need a guy. I know so many pretty and high-flying girls like Pam and maybe Amanda who don't need boyfriends. Maybe I can be one of them.
And i have decided i shall name myself pig. Definitely into pink so colour of the pig is fine. over-sized now so my look fits that of a pig. But i wonder if pigs feel pathetic. Like what i'm feeling now.
Anyone has any guy to introduce to me? come to think of it..No guys ever approach me except for army or poly guys whom i meet everyday on the bus to school. And that's like J1. Maybe i'm ugly like a pig now. My boyfriend doesn't care about me anymore, no other guys will..wow i'll get to enjoy widow life. hmm Am i taken for granted i don't know. If something bad happened to me at 10am..till now which is 5pm he still won't know a thing. He has his computer. Yeap that's all he needs.
Shitty day at work today. My superior is a damn last minute person who rush rush rush. Totally not me. I hate being last minute ok. And she's quite hot-tempered so her mood wasn't that good today and piled a whole lot of stuff for me to do and to finish it I did not have a proper lunch. Milo and wafer in the office at 3.30pm. Was starving till i wasn't hungry anymore. So much stuff to do just because she's going on leave on monday. Seriously there's a lot of time. What's the rush man. N i made quite a few mistakes today but insisted it wasn't negligence or what not..nvm i'm just stupid i guess. Think she was a bit fed up. But now that every thing is done,we're all calm.
But i'm not. I'm so busy working and kept thinking about him..hoping he'll call and ask me how's work and perhaps calm me down when i'm rushing to finish my work. But he did not. Don't even think i crossed his mind.
And also, how come he's not concern about my new job waitressing at Shangri-la? I thought it's quite natural to ask if i'll be tired working from 9am to 1am or sth..Normal girlfriends will ask that too out of concern..i realised he did not. Oh am I some super woman to him.
Don't feel like meeting him anymore today. It won't matter to him anyway. Maybe i shouldn't send him off at the airport tml night too. Yea that'll be good. hey i sound like i'm talking to myself. Anyway maybe i don't need a guy. I know so many pretty and high-flying girls like Pam and maybe Amanda who don't need boyfriends. Maybe I can be one of them.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
ANNOUNCEMENT: CYN Class Gathering
This is to all my classmates of 1/2SO3G, RJC Class of 2004/5.
Date : 11th February 2005
Time : 7.00 pm
Venue : Daniel Lim's Place (As usual)
Attire: Smart Casual (Think there'll be adults there as usual..MPs i mean)
Please pass the message around. I'm trying to save money on SMS but realised not many of my classmates read my blog. Damn. Anyway i'm sure it'll be another really fun evening. See ya guys!
This is to all my classmates of 1/2SO3G, RJC Class of 2004/5.
Date : 11th February 2005
Time : 7.00 pm
Venue : Daniel Lim's Place (As usual)
Attire: Smart Casual (Think there'll be adults there as usual..MPs i mean)
Please pass the message around. I'm trying to save money on SMS but realised not many of my classmates read my blog. Damn. Anyway i'm sure it'll be another really fun evening. See ya guys!
my superior's on leave today..so i can finally use the computer with internet access! anyway i don't plan to slack..i'll get down to work soon after my daily cup of milo..will be meeting jamie n mich today for shopping and gossiping and dinner..jamie insists on thai but i'm still not in the mood for it..hmm what do i want to eat man..anyway jamie has been shopping with ness n py n ricky everyday..that lucky woman..9-5 job is really boring you know..the only thing that keeps me going is my salary..which i have yet to touch it.
jamie and ness are getting so tai-tai and hard to understand now..they shop at LV and tiffany and other branded shops which jamie will not go when she's with mich n i haha my girlfriends are getting so expensive..very soon i can't afford their birthday presents anymore..i'm still a mango-guess-urs blah blah moderately priced girl..clothes and accessories from those less expensive brands can satisfy me well enough. whenever i walk past the rows of branded shops at nee ann city..like gucci prada lv blah blah..i always wonder who they're customers are..n i realise soon my girlfriends will be owning stuff over $300 bucks..hmm..that'll be when i marry a rich darling who pampers me..haha but nah i rather go for manicures n pedicures or on tours than spend the money on wallets or bags which won't last me more than 5-10 years haha
Anyway on my way to work today..on the mrt..i saw a lady with a defect. One of her hands did not have fingers..only the thumb was protruding out a little. She's quite a nice-looking lady..it's sad but she manages well and normal. Another day, I saw a woman with really bad skin problems..both her cheeks were covered with red acne marks or sth like it..it was really bad. But she had a boyfriend who looked like he really cares and love her. good for her. I always occupy myself on the roads by looking at passerbys and haha i observe pple. quite rude huh. But what i get out of this is i learn to appreciate myself. I think a lot of us have to thank some god who gave us our pretty faces and whole and fit bodies which allow us to do whatever we want..we can dance, do sports, jump around and shop freely..
However human nature is that we can never be fully satisfied. Man are greedy creatures. We won't stop wanting. Our wishlists never end. But today, now..when i'm not feeling greedy for a moment, i thank god for everything that i have. A great family with a totally adorable brother who can be really naughty and stubborn at times..a wonderful, handsome and tall and well-to-do boyfriend who is forever so understanding and kind, takes care of me and never fails to make me laugh. And then i have my all-time favourite girlfriends and classmates and friends from school n all who are always somewhere for me when i need help. Last but not least, my healthy body with quite a bit of meat now thanks to myself..and my pretty presentable face..I may have some really ugly parts of me..but all that can be overcome..and they're nothing compared to what some people have..which is permanent damage.
ok back to work now.
jamie and ness are getting so tai-tai and hard to understand now..they shop at LV and tiffany and other branded shops which jamie will not go when she's with mich n i haha my girlfriends are getting so expensive..very soon i can't afford their birthday presents anymore..i'm still a mango-guess-urs blah blah moderately priced girl..clothes and accessories from those less expensive brands can satisfy me well enough. whenever i walk past the rows of branded shops at nee ann city..like gucci prada lv blah blah..i always wonder who they're customers are..n i realise soon my girlfriends will be owning stuff over $300 bucks..hmm..that'll be when i marry a rich darling who pampers me..haha but nah i rather go for manicures n pedicures or on tours than spend the money on wallets or bags which won't last me more than 5-10 years haha
Anyway on my way to work today..on the mrt..i saw a lady with a defect. One of her hands did not have fingers..only the thumb was protruding out a little. She's quite a nice-looking lady..it's sad but she manages well and normal. Another day, I saw a woman with really bad skin problems..both her cheeks were covered with red acne marks or sth like it..it was really bad. But she had a boyfriend who looked like he really cares and love her. good for her. I always occupy myself on the roads by looking at passerbys and haha i observe pple. quite rude huh. But what i get out of this is i learn to appreciate myself. I think a lot of us have to thank some god who gave us our pretty faces and whole and fit bodies which allow us to do whatever we want..we can dance, do sports, jump around and shop freely..
However human nature is that we can never be fully satisfied. Man are greedy creatures. We won't stop wanting. Our wishlists never end. But today, now..when i'm not feeling greedy for a moment, i thank god for everything that i have. A great family with a totally adorable brother who can be really naughty and stubborn at times..a wonderful, handsome and tall and well-to-do boyfriend who is forever so understanding and kind, takes care of me and never fails to make me laugh. And then i have my all-time favourite girlfriends and classmates and friends from school n all who are always somewhere for me when i need help. Last but not least, my healthy body with quite a bit of meat now thanks to myself..and my pretty presentable face..I may have some really ugly parts of me..but all that can be overcome..and they're nothing compared to what some people have..which is permanent damage.
ok back to work now.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
The older i am the more fragile and weak and fat i get..this is terrible..and my taste for shoes is getting older too..rather freaked out my myself today actually..was at URS and happen to be looking at shoes meant for working adults n stuff..n i like them a lot..in the end settled for the thing i needed the most now..a pair of slippers to ease my pain after my broken kitty heels..another flats hich is coming apart..and my high heels which kills my calves and the sole of my feet..even when i walk barefooted in the house now it hurts..thank god i have a pair of slippers to wear now!jamie in case you were wondering if there are any nice shoes there..haha nope..n the one i bought is one which you "didn't think it's nice" few months ago..haha realised it's confortable and ok looking so heck just got it since i'm quite desperate for a pair of flats hah my dad paid for the shoes for once!!
met michelle and huiping for a while last night for dinner and shopping after work..totally fell in love with mango's new spring collection!! love the bright colours but some clothes though nice sadly didn't fit me well..good then i won't have too many to choose from! realised i'm too broke to even make ends meet - yeap gotta worry over my lunch money..so i have to wait for my tuition pay before i can invest in only 1 mango top..whole spring collection and only 1 top..sigh nvm too bad i'm poor..don't want tian to buy it for me too cos it's ok but not very right..
hmm i wonder if i can make myself use my husband's money freely in the future..you know husband should pay for wife's shoppings and facials and what not..haha when wife's money go to savings? i don't know la..but i may still feel bad about using his money..
why can't i stop buying clothes like for a month? haiz i blame it on singapore..or maybe it's me..when you hangout at orchard all you see is food and clothes..so..that explains the lack of money and the size.
i'm disgustingly fat!! i hate the flabs i hate my tummy which is protruding out of my tops but it's too tiring to suck in all the time so ya. arghhhh i'm just too lazy and broke!! celene is doing pilates!! how cool is that!! i told myself once i start work i'm gonna take up hip hop or jazz again but i realised i need a month before i get my pay!! enough of excuses i'm just too damn lazy to get my butt down to the park for runs. so why am i here complaining?~!
everyone's working now..wonder how's everyone's job like..i know i'll just end up envying everyone and thinking why my job is unpro and whatever..hwee ying's attached to an nuh doctor..that's such an advantage to her since she's trying for nus med..chris n belle too..mingjing they teaching at rjc - teachers' recommendations k haha they must be really zai..yeap met ming jing on the train and had a little chat..dawn has got a job too..but ok just be contented and learn as much as i can i guess..change topic!oh ya ming jing was the PSLE top scorer for our batch and i did not realise it till few weeks ago when the papers featured her!! so silly!! like 6 years in the same school as her yet i have no idea!! haha but she lived up to her reputation.
oh let's talk about driving..which a lot of us are doing now..today at the bukit batok centre i met ping ying and classmate whom jamie calls "slut" sort of forgot his name..and met di yan!! haha missed him so much and he actually came over to say hi!!lost quite a bit of weight and his face is thinner now..really dark..and still very nice to me..heh yep same old teasing haiz miss the guys from hc..oh and i met sheila with mum..then heard julie hamzah is around too..and bena jun wan and co were in the same basic theory lesson class as me..haha so cool!! anyway driving is really troublesome..practice slots are fully booked like till august or september..hi..how am i supposed to finish by june!! i'm at a lost too..just see how it goes..but quite exciting la heh oh and it's a lot of money..that place is like a money sucker..shit one short lesson 58 bucks thereabout..i better be good at driving.
anyway is anybody going for the tsunami fund raising thingy organised by valerie and co.? wanna know who's the coordinator and where are we collecting the newspapers and if there are time shifts and stuff..
oh ya i just told tian about this..i'm gonna give my dad and mom and maybe tian $50 bucks each from my monthly pay simply cos they give me money here and there sometimes like to take a cab or buy a pair of shoes or what not..so it's like returning them the money haha was thinking of $100 each but decided not to be too generous in case i regret it. so that's 100 gone..and put aside $60 for dance..what else..oh i feel like learning french too haha we'll see how..i always have goals and to-do lists but never seem to get the things done. i'm signing off..till then everyone take care and enjoy working!!
met michelle and huiping for a while last night for dinner and shopping after work..totally fell in love with mango's new spring collection!! love the bright colours but some clothes though nice sadly didn't fit me well..good then i won't have too many to choose from! realised i'm too broke to even make ends meet - yeap gotta worry over my lunch money..so i have to wait for my tuition pay before i can invest in only 1 mango top..whole spring collection and only 1 top..sigh nvm too bad i'm poor..don't want tian to buy it for me too cos it's ok but not very right..
hmm i wonder if i can make myself use my husband's money freely in the future..you know husband should pay for wife's shoppings and facials and what not..haha when wife's money go to savings? i don't know la..but i may still feel bad about using his money..
why can't i stop buying clothes like for a month? haiz i blame it on singapore..or maybe it's me..when you hangout at orchard all you see is food and clothes..so..that explains the lack of money and the size.
i'm disgustingly fat!! i hate the flabs i hate my tummy which is protruding out of my tops but it's too tiring to suck in all the time so ya. arghhhh i'm just too lazy and broke!! celene is doing pilates!! how cool is that!! i told myself once i start work i'm gonna take up hip hop or jazz again but i realised i need a month before i get my pay!! enough of excuses i'm just too damn lazy to get my butt down to the park for runs. so why am i here complaining?~!
everyone's working now..wonder how's everyone's job like..i know i'll just end up envying everyone and thinking why my job is unpro and whatever..hwee ying's attached to an nuh doctor..that's such an advantage to her since she's trying for nus med..chris n belle too..mingjing they teaching at rjc - teachers' recommendations k haha they must be really zai..yeap met ming jing on the train and had a little chat..dawn has got a job too..but ok just be contented and learn as much as i can i guess..change topic!oh ya ming jing was the PSLE top scorer for our batch and i did not realise it till few weeks ago when the papers featured her!! so silly!! like 6 years in the same school as her yet i have no idea!! haha but she lived up to her reputation.
oh let's talk about driving..which a lot of us are doing now..today at the bukit batok centre i met ping ying and classmate whom jamie calls "slut" sort of forgot his name..and met di yan!! haha missed him so much and he actually came over to say hi!!lost quite a bit of weight and his face is thinner now..really dark..and still very nice to me..heh yep same old teasing haiz miss the guys from hc..oh and i met sheila with mum..then heard julie hamzah is around too..and bena jun wan and co were in the same basic theory lesson class as me..haha so cool!! anyway driving is really troublesome..practice slots are fully booked like till august or september..hi..how am i supposed to finish by june!! i'm at a lost too..just see how it goes..but quite exciting la heh oh and it's a lot of money..that place is like a money sucker..shit one short lesson 58 bucks thereabout..i better be good at driving.
anyway is anybody going for the tsunami fund raising thingy organised by valerie and co.? wanna know who's the coordinator and where are we collecting the newspapers and if there are time shifts and stuff..
oh ya i just told tian about this..i'm gonna give my dad and mom and maybe tian $50 bucks each from my monthly pay simply cos they give me money here and there sometimes like to take a cab or buy a pair of shoes or what not..so it's like returning them the money haha was thinking of $100 each but decided not to be too generous in case i regret it. so that's 100 gone..and put aside $60 for dance..what else..oh i feel like learning french too haha we'll see how..i always have goals and to-do lists but never seem to get the things done. i'm signing off..till then everyone take care and enjoy working!!
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
oh man baorong is going to london really soon!! like tomorrow?~!! sheesh i did not visit her blog and she did not call me too!! never give me a chance to ask my parents..but it's really damn ex..more than one month's pay haha shucks no time to ask now..hope she can postpone her flight..don't know la..don't even know when she came back..i wanna go with her badly man..hey woman so how much will you bring there in all? like a huge sum of money right? it's so cool and scary..gosh you're going alone! and you sounded so damn independent on your blog..heh korea changed you i see haha
anyway these few days i saw medical students walking around at KK. they're in groups, most of them wearing the white doctors' coat thingy (which doctors they themselves don't wear - hence i think it's quite poser haha) and they'll have stethoscope (spelt wrongly i think) around their necks. Very sadly, my attempt of finding a cute male doctor failed and so far only spotted one pretty female. alamak think the cute ones are at nuh or alexander or changi..haha i don't believe medical pple cannot make it haha there's bound to be a group of really cool ones..yeap
don't know what's my point now..just that the medical students look boring..sad to say..they carry school bags..if i were one of them i'd carry a tote lo..adult clothes doesn't go with school bag wad!! you look so smart n all but opps a school bag on your bag. haha spoils the image.
and i wanna tell everyone that i hate adult life. firstly it's the crazy adult fare that's sucking money out of my parents' and my pocket!! then it'll be the boring 9-5 worklife..where's the exercise..i want CCAs!!! then you worry about money..hmm not as if i don't worry about money now..too bad i'm broke constantly. forget it.
i'm going to sign up for driving lessons today at the bukit batok driving centre. Tracy told me the basic theory test is so popular and the available date slot is like 26 Jan..hmm so gotta hurry and not waste time..there's so many things to do..gotta change student pass too..tml there's OT..sighhh
i think i'm deprived of sleep tsk just too many things to do
anyway these few days i saw medical students walking around at KK. they're in groups, most of them wearing the white doctors' coat thingy (which doctors they themselves don't wear - hence i think it's quite poser haha) and they'll have stethoscope (spelt wrongly i think) around their necks. Very sadly, my attempt of finding a cute male doctor failed and so far only spotted one pretty female. alamak think the cute ones are at nuh or alexander or changi..haha i don't believe medical pple cannot make it haha there's bound to be a group of really cool ones..yeap
don't know what's my point now..just that the medical students look boring..sad to say..they carry school bags..if i were one of them i'd carry a tote lo..adult clothes doesn't go with school bag wad!! you look so smart n all but opps a school bag on your bag. haha spoils the image.
and i wanna tell everyone that i hate adult life. firstly it's the crazy adult fare that's sucking money out of my parents' and my pocket!! then it'll be the boring 9-5 worklife..where's the exercise..i want CCAs!!! then you worry about money..hmm not as if i don't worry about money now..too bad i'm broke constantly. forget it.
i'm going to sign up for driving lessons today at the bukit batok driving centre. Tracy told me the basic theory test is so popular and the available date slot is like 26 Jan..hmm so gotta hurry and not waste time..there's so many things to do..gotta change student pass too..tml there's OT..sighhh
i think i'm deprived of sleep tsk just too many things to do
Friday, January 07, 2005
I'm a greedy girl who always wants the best - or rather the better..and i whine and complain so much i put myself off..i wonder how any other pple i've irritated.
When the tsunami struck, i read the papers everyday and also the Time magazine. I feel sympathatic for them..i realised how unpredictable and cruel fate is..i wonder how exactly are the pple feeling right now..i wanna go over to help..and i realise if i ever lose any of my loved ones, I don't think i can find the strength to live anymore.
However the next minute, I revert back to the selfish me and complain about having nothing to do at work..i blame myself for not going for the interview..here and there..i wonder how selfish i sounded to betty on the phone..tian, betty and mich have told me so so many times..i'm lucky and i have to learn to be contented..I hope i've learnt it now..
When i have nothing to do at work i complain. Now that things are catching up and work is pouring in I complained that I'm so sleepy at work and that I can't wait for work to end. Yet though work is boring at times, my work allows me to interact with many gynaes who are such nice pple. I learnt to liase with hotels to hold functions and my superior told be to bargin with them and assert your customer power but hmm i'm still hum about it. I type sophisticated letters to doctors and overseas societies..i gotta give in to doctors' moods and tight schedules..what's most fun is when a doctor is in a bad mood and wants a report to be rushed out on the day my superior will become damn stressed and we have to rush rush rush..haha that's so exciting and i've to talk to her to calm her down..then she'll realise my face is red cos i'm flustered (I never knew i could turn red till that day when she pointed it out to me) and she'll laugh at me. I like the adrenaline rush though..and i wanna be a doctor who would have to rush from one OT to another whenever my pager beeps!! yeap that's the kind of life i want!!
I hope work will get busier for the next few months to come and i foresee it will. And i'm learning not to complain so much anymore and to be more mature. Also i have to congratulate belle and christine for getting such a challenging and cool job with the doc from NUS!! great pay..good working hours..getting so close to your role model..what more could you ask for..yay!! and yes betty i'm satisfied with my job. Guess I would say it's fufilling when I get to help my superior lessen her work load, get things done properly and when my superiors are satisfied that things are running smoothly for the Society.
And of course I'm lucky to have a great boyfriend whom i can't wait to marry haha.This is bad..my superior and this doc talked to me too much about adult life..getting married, work, children, and more work..told me when to get married..and that i must have at least one child even though my job may not be established yet cos "when you have a baby you'll then know what it is like to be a woman" haha cool huh and she talked as of she knows tian and i are gonna get married!!
enough of that topic..A very nice and friendly gynae Dr Chris Chong came to the office few days ago to speak to my superior. Of cos he seemed to like me and asked me about my plans for the future. He told me to reconsider my choice of medicine, especially when i wanna be a specialist..and a gynae!! If I were a guy he would said go ahead. This is so sexist and i can't stand it..yet i can't run away from the fact that while men can be good doctors, women have an additional responsibility of nurturing the children..(you know..they need the motherly love..) and women need to spend more time with children hence it is not a good choice to be a doctor especially a gynae!!..who'll have irregular working hours and most prob neglect the children. Damn it i want my children to be damn close to me! He told me about how he has female friends who specialise in O&G but are no longer working now due to family commitments! but hey there are female doctors all around!! and they do have children!! I shall find a chance to consult a female gynae someday..Dr Chong even spelt out my future path for me till 30..which is when i may finally be considered a specialist..a consultant..yuck i wonder how old that is..
But still..all this talk doesn't seem to have any effect on my determination to give medicine a try.I've thought about it..and doctors do agree with me..that i won't regret choosing medicine as a career because it is so exciting and rewarding. And at the end of the day, if my children need more attention, I can perhaps open a small clinic with only minimal patients..or sth
shit i sound like some old woman now. pple who are reading this must think i'm crazy or i'm not in their generation haha. I'm a person who thinks long-term and plans throughly before making any major decisions i guess..haha i don't know..sometimes i suspect i'm actually very old beneath this young face..haha yj even called me grandmother! oh well..
When the tsunami struck, i read the papers everyday and also the Time magazine. I feel sympathatic for them..i realised how unpredictable and cruel fate is..i wonder how exactly are the pple feeling right now..i wanna go over to help..and i realise if i ever lose any of my loved ones, I don't think i can find the strength to live anymore.
However the next minute, I revert back to the selfish me and complain about having nothing to do at work..i blame myself for not going for the interview..here and there..i wonder how selfish i sounded to betty on the phone..tian, betty and mich have told me so so many times..i'm lucky and i have to learn to be contented..I hope i've learnt it now..
When i have nothing to do at work i complain. Now that things are catching up and work is pouring in I complained that I'm so sleepy at work and that I can't wait for work to end. Yet though work is boring at times, my work allows me to interact with many gynaes who are such nice pple. I learnt to liase with hotels to hold functions and my superior told be to bargin with them and assert your customer power but hmm i'm still hum about it. I type sophisticated letters to doctors and overseas societies..i gotta give in to doctors' moods and tight schedules..what's most fun is when a doctor is in a bad mood and wants a report to be rushed out on the day my superior will become damn stressed and we have to rush rush rush..haha that's so exciting and i've to talk to her to calm her down..then she'll realise my face is red cos i'm flustered (I never knew i could turn red till that day when she pointed it out to me) and she'll laugh at me. I like the adrenaline rush though..and i wanna be a doctor who would have to rush from one OT to another whenever my pager beeps!! yeap that's the kind of life i want!!
I hope work will get busier for the next few months to come and i foresee it will. And i'm learning not to complain so much anymore and to be more mature. Also i have to congratulate belle and christine for getting such a challenging and cool job with the doc from NUS!! great pay..good working hours..getting so close to your role model..what more could you ask for..yay!! and yes betty i'm satisfied with my job. Guess I would say it's fufilling when I get to help my superior lessen her work load, get things done properly and when my superiors are satisfied that things are running smoothly for the Society.
And of course I'm lucky to have a great boyfriend whom i can't wait to marry haha.This is bad..my superior and this doc talked to me too much about adult life..getting married, work, children, and more work..told me when to get married..and that i must have at least one child even though my job may not be established yet cos "when you have a baby you'll then know what it is like to be a woman" haha cool huh and she talked as of she knows tian and i are gonna get married!!
enough of that topic..A very nice and friendly gynae Dr Chris Chong came to the office few days ago to speak to my superior. Of cos he seemed to like me and asked me about my plans for the future. He told me to reconsider my choice of medicine, especially when i wanna be a specialist..and a gynae!! If I were a guy he would said go ahead. This is so sexist and i can't stand it..yet i can't run away from the fact that while men can be good doctors, women have an additional responsibility of nurturing the children..(you know..they need the motherly love..) and women need to spend more time with children hence it is not a good choice to be a doctor especially a gynae!!..who'll have irregular working hours and most prob neglect the children. Damn it i want my children to be damn close to me! He told me about how he has female friends who specialise in O&G but are no longer working now due to family commitments! but hey there are female doctors all around!! and they do have children!! I shall find a chance to consult a female gynae someday..Dr Chong even spelt out my future path for me till 30..which is when i may finally be considered a specialist..a consultant..yuck i wonder how old that is..
But still..all this talk doesn't seem to have any effect on my determination to give medicine a try.I've thought about it..and doctors do agree with me..that i won't regret choosing medicine as a career because it is so exciting and rewarding. And at the end of the day, if my children need more attention, I can perhaps open a small clinic with only minimal patients..or sth
shit i sound like some old woman now. pple who are reading this must think i'm crazy or i'm not in their generation haha. I'm a person who thinks long-term and plans throughly before making any major decisions i guess..haha i don't know..sometimes i suspect i'm actually very old beneath this young face..haha yj even called me grandmother! oh well..
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i've got nothing to do again!! yea so here i am talking to the computer. Kept calling my superior up (she's on leave for a week) for things to do and i think she's irritated with me. I finished my work and even did extra to kill time and called her up again for more things to do but she doesn't sound happy. arghhh this is it. i don't want this kind of life when i grow up although it pays well. I'm so gonna be a doctor. i want to walk around..interact with many, different people everyday..i want to walk around..do my rounds and even if i'm localised in a clinic i can still move up and down when attending to patients..at least i'll have people to talk to constantly!! arghhh and my job will be more challenging and not just dealing with papers and computer and files and the telephone!! yea i'm so sick of the computer cos it's my main company in the office. Everyday i come into the office and stare at it while it stares back at me. yeap..no talk. Mine's a small office for a society, only my superior and me. She's away on leave for one week, and actually that's a good thing because i seem to have more to do - pick up more phone calls and run errands for doctors..reply mails..blah blah..some of her duties..but i'm still boredddd..sigh
when i become a doctor, i wanna work in a hospital. KK's quite a nice place and i've decided i want to deal with women or children only. Guys..hmm..dangerous and weird creatures. Don't want to study them, and since I'm shy, i think i'll blush if I have to be in close contact with guys. But then again, if you do it everyday it'll be fine. Nah nvm
See! I'm really bored. Soon i'll start thinking about getting married and all. haha I'm blog surfing again. yay i can leave the office soon. Meeting the girls for dinner at orchard!
I ran errand for a doctor yesterday and he asked me if i'm planning to study med in the near future. Yeap i said. He told me to think about it carefully and consult the doctors whom i work with before making my decision. Will doctors discourage their children to follow their footsteps? Hmm the doc was surprised to hear that tian's dad did not discourage him to study med. Oh well.
when i become a doctor, i wanna work in a hospital. KK's quite a nice place and i've decided i want to deal with women or children only. Guys..hmm..dangerous and weird creatures. Don't want to study them, and since I'm shy, i think i'll blush if I have to be in close contact with guys. But then again, if you do it everyday it'll be fine. Nah nvm
See! I'm really bored. Soon i'll start thinking about getting married and all. haha I'm blog surfing again. yay i can leave the office soon. Meeting the girls for dinner at orchard!
I ran errand for a doctor yesterday and he asked me if i'm planning to study med in the near future. Yeap i said. He told me to think about it carefully and consult the doctors whom i work with before making my decision. Will doctors discourage their children to follow their footsteps? Hmm the doc was surprised to hear that tian's dad did not discourage him to study med. Oh well.
Monday, January 03, 2005
nothing much to say these few days..though my days were happy and busy..first there was rjc moving house. A really good-looking school compound i must say, but there were too many dissapointments. RJ has got a huge school compound but they did not maximise the use of the precious land.I feel that the hall, gym and library can be built bigger to accomodate the even larger cohort this year..but the interior is nice of cos..as compared to the old building. There's still much room for improvement..oh well nevermind soon they'll realise they could have a bigger hall and library, but then they cannot do anything about that anymore can they? the library is simply too small to accomodate many rjc-library-lovers when it comes to exam period..haha we all know that the library is the favourite hangout after sept.
school reopens today..weird not going to school anymore..no more uniforms..school rules (maybe)..haiz and i'm so excited for my sister who's going to rj this morning..poor thing she has to travel across singapore every morning and evening..i hope she'll meet some really cool and interesting pple or else i'll have to endure lots of complains from her in time to come..hmm oh and she refuse to pay the full amount for orientation package cos i have the school badge and handbook already..haha wonder how she's going to insist on that.
anyway i don't think our 31st was very sad jamie..at least we got to spend it with pple whom we're closest to and i should say my past few days were so well spent going out with tian and girls. On new year's eve we were so desperate for a restaurant and due to budget and preferences..we settled for gusto at the last minute. The food is good i thought..though the lamb's small was strong..and swordfish slices were miserly thin..the taste is good at least haha. a pity mich and jega couldn't join us..after that we just lazed and gambled without stakes at ricky's till 3, by then tian and ricky were knocked out - so lousy haha and hence we were forced to stop playing to retreat to bed. oh ya we watched a super gross and r-rated movie that night..euro trip..stupid ricky introduced it. it was so porno i was so grossed out..it was a sausage heaven and boob feast yuck yuck yuck nvm i don't want to describe it..haha but being a comedy..i have to admit it's funny and i love the part of the show where they were touring n i got to see the vatican city and louvre and many things featured in the Da Vinci's code..damn cool! one day i'm going to make tian bring me to europe..it's such a romantic place..
i'm at work now..finished what i'm supposed to do..jamie's at dawn's hanging out..mich's at work too..tian's home playing maple story..i'm so bored..nvm ciaoz~
school reopens today..weird not going to school anymore..no more uniforms..school rules (maybe)..haiz and i'm so excited for my sister who's going to rj this morning..poor thing she has to travel across singapore every morning and evening..i hope she'll meet some really cool and interesting pple or else i'll have to endure lots of complains from her in time to come..hmm oh and she refuse to pay the full amount for orientation package cos i have the school badge and handbook already..haha wonder how she's going to insist on that.
anyway i don't think our 31st was very sad jamie..at least we got to spend it with pple whom we're closest to and i should say my past few days were so well spent going out with tian and girls. On new year's eve we were so desperate for a restaurant and due to budget and preferences..we settled for gusto at the last minute. The food is good i thought..though the lamb's small was strong..and swordfish slices were miserly thin..the taste is good at least haha. a pity mich and jega couldn't join us..after that we just lazed and gambled without stakes at ricky's till 3, by then tian and ricky were knocked out - so lousy haha and hence we were forced to stop playing to retreat to bed. oh ya we watched a super gross and r-rated movie that night..euro trip..stupid ricky introduced it. it was so porno i was so grossed out..it was a sausage heaven and boob feast yuck yuck yuck nvm i don't want to describe it..haha but being a comedy..i have to admit it's funny and i love the part of the show where they were touring n i got to see the vatican city and louvre and many things featured in the Da Vinci's code..damn cool! one day i'm going to make tian bring me to europe..it's such a romantic place..
i'm at work now..finished what i'm supposed to do..jamie's at dawn's hanging out..mich's at work too..tian's home playing maple story..i'm so bored..nvm ciaoz~
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