slumber party at michelle's last nite..terrible horrible..jamie and betty din let mich n i sleep..haha we were struggling to stay awake at 3 after a long day..well..the party was an impromptu one n suddenly at 10 we decided to sleep over..ok long story abt the hotel room..but nvm..we stayed over at michelle's..n had a happening nite of vcds and cards..bridge and bridge and dai di..over and over again..with girl talk n toilet trips..haha nvm.. oh ya..no facials and mass manicure and pedicures..well..let's just say we're not really that sort of sisters..haha aniwae mich betty and i finally slept at 5.20 am this morning..n jamie jamie..she was the one who dun allow us to sleep at first..in the end she's the one who crumbled into bed first..horrible woman..aniwae virgin suicides is a very good show..cool and a bit haunting..the life and death of the girls are scary..5 beautiful girls with two strict and crazy parents..who screwed their lives and yea..one by one they killed themselves..the ending was very scary and unexpected..oh well..i loved the show..

ok girls..i'm down with flu now..feeling quite horrible..think it's the lack of sleep n..i dunno..but nvm..last nite was great..think we last did sth like that was sec 4? 3? long ago..haiz the feeling of girl bonding is so nice..haha..well..the night past real fast..

ok..cannot take it..really need to rest my eyes and my very sore nose..good nite angels~

RGS ROCKS!!!

ok..i'll be frank..i've never felt so strongly abt rgs till today..i mean recently..after that sad article by chua mui hoong..who in my opinion..is an rgs girl gone wrong..like yu know..a different species..sad case..wait..or did Life! editors just make her write sth like that to breate news and attract readers? but even if tt's the case..n she actually listened to the editor..then she's still an rgs girl gone wrong..

it's only after coming to rjc that i began to appreciate what rgs provided for us..technical workshop..yes of cos..i enjoyed it so much..making those beautiful plastic containers and letter holder which still sits on my desk today..n not only that..we had dance lessons..cookery..sewing..yes..hello. outdated old women out there..this is what rgs provides okay..haha girls..remember the fantastic cookies we baked and some pies and chicken rice..n sewed toilet paper holder..and dance!!! cha cha remember?..n we never fail to forget the moves..gosh i miss rgs..it's never all about academics..never never..i remember more celebrations..pe lessons..other classes like speech and drama and philosophy lessons..haha damn farney..we had to clean the floor..heh nvm..

n we lack patience, kindness, domestic skills and FEMININITY?!!!!!! artistically and emotionally under-developed??? haha dearest mui hoong..i think yu're the one huh..why describe yurself to the whole nation? i'm not like that..n most of my batch mates are NOT like that..if we're not patient..we wouldn't have been able to sit through certain rj's lectures n strain our ears n put up with poor english..if we weren't kind..we wun help our peers..we wun engage in cip projects..we wun care for the elders and pregnant ladies!! ..(i give up my seat to them..not everyone does..but at least some do)..domestic skills..?? wanna know a few girls who can cook damn well??? n housework is chicken feet..it's just whether we have to do it or whether we choose to do it..n feminity..haha better go do some research before yu say anything..let's just say most girls from girls' schools are not feminine in their uniform..haha ok other than ny and sc girls ah..but outside..when we're all dressed up..we know how to behave..cos..hello girls know how to behave ok..the decorum is like understood..(by most girls)..n why we're less feminine with our peers, especially in school..well..i dunno..cos we're all the same sex? erm..we feel comfortable to express ourselves in another way..uh huh..varieties make life more interesting..haha ok i think i'm crapping..

go check out friday's Life! rgs class of 1984-1987..very well-written..by who?? rgs girls of cos..oh ya..the thing about being more marriageable? haha mui hoong..yu're the few who's unmarried huh??? hello..everyone else's happily married wad!!! emma yong..claire chiang..n other women..i know i'm gonna get married somehow..haha why? think yu're too smart for guys issit?? n i'm sorry..i think the trademark of rgs girls is individuality and independence..i dunno how to elaborate..but i simply see it in myself..n in my frens..(my expression is sad case..i know..i'm just an rgs girl who's not good at writing)

anywae for parents and other girls who think like chua mui hoong..dun come to..or dun send my child to rgs..no problem..it's definitely not a loss to rgs..rgs will be do very well n continue shinning as a top girls' school without yu.. just tt i pity yu..go reflect carefully and stop being trapped in your old days..rather..seriously learn more about rgs girls and what exactly rgs is all about before passing your judgement on my alma mater..

me again..done with blog surfing..i was just thinking..baorong has finally found the light to the joy in her life..to do sth that she likes and not sth that she finds meaningless..she's finally signing up for drums lessons!!! yes..that's what she wanted since last yr?? or way long ago..lucky it's like for a few lessons..so she has no chance to give up drums..haha me me?? what do i want to pursue?? oh hell a lot of things..juz that i'm still tied down with other stuff.. ok..i must make it a point to do sth i really wanna do for once..let's see..shall it be dance lessons first..or persuade mum to get me a guitar..or..yea that's it..hmm..sheesh..i must do sth for myself..ok..dancing it'll be..now..which dance studio should i go to? oh SARAH SARAH..if yu happen to read this..let me know how are the jazz lessons at tt studio yu go to okay? n jazz shoes..do i have to specially get them?? n shucks..i dun have those tight black pants that will reveal my thick tighs..where to get them? ..k thanks sarah..think i'll call her up..

haha..just realised i'm so unwell-liked..i think i need to know what's lousy about me. okok..number one..life's not only about looks and academics..hah..everyone agrees???? oh yes..because life's about money>???? sigh..sometimes yu gotta be practical..especially in Singapore..yea..maybe it's cos of the pple around me..that's what i'm made to think..to survive in world..yu must have sth good to present to the world..or else yu'll be of no use..wait stop..this is too chem..i dun wan to think so much any furthur..

pple..pls leave yur critics about me on my tag board k..i wanna know i'm sucky i am n change myself to be a better person..like tian's mum and dad..wonderful pple..a doctor who provides services to health care workers free of charge..and a part-time gp who manages the hosehold so well..an ideal mother and wife..wahhh..

aniwae we went black angus to eat again..i swear never to go back there till next year..everytime leave the restaurant with a bloated tummy..disgusting..but superb food..the baked potatos with cheese..garlie bread..baby pork ribs and steak..mashed potatos!! haha..and it's very nice to have dinner with his family..a lot of talking and laughing..nice to learn more about his family..seriously sometimes i wonder..wad will become of tian and i in the future..gosh..it'll be quite weird if we actually break up..carn think of any cause..n wad will his parents say??? haha k nvm..thinking too much on a saturday nite..

i'm very happy that i'm spending my holidays very well..ample time to sleep and study..well just that i dun choose to study..rather watch tv..n i'm learning plenty of stuff at tian's dad clinic..n also training faithfully..from yio chu kang to police academy and toa payoh..damn far seriously!!!!! tp safra killed me..damn long walk..n i got lost..made baorong pissed cos i called her up twice to ask for directions..oh well..guess this kind of life is good..i love my holidays..oh..realise shopping at orchard is missing from my activities??? haha juz dun feel like it..maybe it's cos i'm broke..juz i think i'm tired..life's not all abt going to mango and watching movies..yea..it's abt..??? breathing..n eating..n spending time with yur close ones..

ok..let me juz say sorry to jamie for what i've typed in her tagboard..doesn't affect her n i think she'll juz go "hah jess's jealous again.." but oh well..it's juz inferiority complex again..nvm..no one will understand..maybe juz baorong..yea..fine it's her blog i dun care la..no matter how ugly i am..i carn do anything bout it..so i shall shut up n stop being vain..n rather, spend quality time on my sats??? haha lame..i shall juz sleep more..then maybe one day i'll happily not wake up..think only then i'm blessed..

ok yj..not tt i dun wan to blog..i'm very long-winded n everytime i type a long blog..the internet dies..haha nvm these few days of the holidays have been juz training..job attachment at gleaneagles with tian's dad..and job hunting and auditions..yea that audition is shit..i shan't recollect my awful memories..it's like once in lifetime..i definitely my last..thinking about it gives me goosebumps..hello!! me to act like a bitch..n like those kind at a club flirting guys??? i really wanted to walk out of tt cold room so badly..that poor kindhearted guy told me so many times to forget myself..n juz be her!! hmm..acting's not easy..no no..WADEVA!! i only wanted to be an extra..give up.

having a very bad injury now..n ran in pain today..of cos the wound grew worse and now i have trouble moving around my house..shit should juz get my sis to carry me..haha

there's sth very wrong with me..i think i need to go to church to find peace with god and with myself..n ask him why did i turn out like that..

Hold it hold it..two blardi more days to the end of my suffering..two more days to the end of my sleepless nights..two more days and i will never ever be haunted by...PROJECT WORK!!! lord pls give me the strength to sustain 2 more days..amen.

Happy sweet 17 to yiying~!! n of cos happy happy birthday to uncle lesster..

Last nite was one of the happiest moments of my life..it wasn't the presents..it wasn't the very chocolaty n sweet sweet secrets cake..it wasn't the fantastic food n the pandan rice which tasted like coconut rice..heh (made baorong scared of the rice being fattening)..it was yu pple..yu know who yu are..thanks for making last nite my most memorable birthday celebration..it was ages since i had sth like this..really..i'm so so blessed to still have yu pple with me after all these long bumpy yet smily years..michelle..jamie..baorong..baoxin..betty..n not forgetting uncle lesster..who watched us grow up..from the squash courts..to drinking..n boyfrens..n from sec sch to jc..the years indeed flew past so damn quickly..but all these years were well spent with yu pple beside me..again..i know i've sais this so many thimes..from the bottom of my heart..thank you..so very..very much

n to everyone who smsed me n blessed me with their wishes..thank you once again..n thanks for making my jc life so interesting n happening..haha..don't we juz love rj..

apologies..my blog is quite screwed now..my dearest sister mechanic is curently at work fixing it..heh jia you..

now..i shall sing a happy birthday song to myself..