Flashing week
Yeap, this week is very happening and soon I'll be off to Penang, leaving on thursday afternoon, with tian's family for a short holiday. It's going to be 4 full days of non-stop eating and perhaps beach activity. Don't really know what else there is to do in Penang, except that the food is good. Oh today's Life! featured holidays with wildlife or spa holidays. I think a holiday in the wild is so damn cool!! can you imagine animals roaming outside your resort room? n good thing is I don't think the animals will attack us. haha so cool!! it shall be one of my dream honeymoon locations..too ex to think about it now..
For now I'm thinking of splurging on a spa treat in Penang, as long as it's cheaper than Singapore but recommended good I think it's fine. So tempted cos I'll never go for a spa in singapore. hmm i can treat tian too, though he won't enjoy it as much as me.
Because of my trips, i have to do a lot of postponing of tuition lessons so when I come back, many of my evenings will be occupied. So far 17 June is still free for me and I've once again initiated a date with the girlfriends. Shall introduce them to this taiwanese restaurant which tian n I like at Bugis area. Girls!! keep this evening free please..I'm making an effort to gather!! 6.30pm Bugis mrt!
I'm angry with tian now for a really childish reason but I don't care. I'm a really stubborn and petty girlfriend so I'm not going to give in so easily this time or else he'll think I'm fine with what he's doing. Then he'll do it again and again and I hate being placed second!!
Going off to catch Monster In Law with him. Shall not hold his hand or sit beside him.
Before I leave..Welcome back Derek!! Remember our date on thursday before I fly..I bet you miss chinese food!! haha I'm bringing him to this chicken noodle store at Holland V..Tian's mum usually buys from that restaurant and I love the chicken!! Your treat or mine? haha
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Glutton and a lazy girl
Friday was an off-day for me..only went to office for half a day and tian picked me up after work. Headed to sunset way for a haircut first before going back to his home for lunch. Was thinking about cutting my hair too cos I think the back is getting longer but fiona (hairstylist..who's very friendly and I've known her for 2 yrs already) actually told me my hair is very nice! asked me where I cut it and said it's actually the latest style now. Rather disgusted because everyday my sister would tell me that she hates my hair and haha i still have trouble fixing it before leaving home. There's just too much of a bob but fiona said that should be the way. The Toni& Guy did well according to her. But of course, it's a director cut. Still..doesn't make me more confortable. I like the colour though =)
Headed to Yanli's chalet at aloha loyang in the afternoon. Tennis session under the blazing sun for perhaps 2-3 hours before changing out into pretty clothes. Really enjoyed tennis and it brought back memories of those sessions in the evenings at RJC with daniel, dedrick, pam and jinyi. Really relieved me of the stress and boredom from studying during prelims and A Level period. Too bad the old RJC is out of bounds now. Well I look forward to playing tennis more and I definitely need more control over the ball. I want to master tennis!! haha
Party was good..great variety of food and wine selection (sadly not chilled.) Was mainly talking and playing marjong and cards..good and also not good to meet so many medicine pple. What shocked me was that they talked about nothing else except medicine. Perhaps examinations are coming up or sth..but there they go..whipping out their equipment and practising and revising what they have learnt from their clinical rounds. I'm sure there're other things to talk about!! Only when some of the girls started talking to non-med pple like me, roy n mich did they change topics. Playing cards helped too. Some med pple actually knows what fun is too..they just need to be with the right pple to bring out their other side. haha Nice to get to know more of tian's classmates..and sec school friends.
Party was a very nice one with many pple who came to spend this special day with Yanli. 5 major different groups of pple..his army friends, starhub colleagues, jc friends, sec sch friends and pri sch friends.So heartening to see that he still maintain contacts with his old friends and that they actually come to spend this special day with him. Made me thought about how I've not been in contact with my old friends..
Cake was good..more talking with tian's friends about everything from medicine to hongkong to gossips and alcohol. Thanks to aaron and kevin..we got to try different types of alcohol such as malibu(which was so damn sweet..couldn't take it on the rocks..cola is a must) and chivas premium whisky. The latter was totally horrible..I only took a sip (warned by tian) and the alcohol made me overwhelmed. Totally horrible..like fumes going up my nose and I was choking. Rated deadly by me. oh my gosh horrible experience. Can't imagine those pple who enjoy it in shots.
Played PS..then ended with marjong till 4 in the morning..haha totally love marjong and we're definitely training up to be better..under much guidance from many army pple who're PRO. The chalet was almost like a gambling den. yanli's army friends are quite scary cos they were like aiming to get one another drunk. Talking on the top of their voices and acting too high. scary. we weren't in the group of course.
Left the chalet this morning and headed to changi village for breakfast cum lunch. The famous nasi lemak was alright for me only..don't know what's so different about it. Anyway changi village is so damn far..not many pple seriously..rather dead village. Went back to tian's place to sleep for perhaps 3 more hours and joined tian's family for dinner at his grandmother's place. Great food with delicious chicken meat..followed by chocolate agar-agar for dessert and then..durians!! Haha haven't had durians for a long long time and yeap..of course I did not forget how good it tastes. I concluded the day with a huge tummy and I'm so so damn full it makes me feel fat.
I've been slacking so much and delaying the writing of the appeal letter. It's just so hard to write..don't know how to get down to writing it. Arghh. Tuition tml morning..this is a new girl from cresent sec 3. Her parents are so worried for her cos her grades are going down though she's a hardworking girl. Hope I can help..gotta meet her to get to know her better..the mother told me..You'll be a mentor to her..I won't see you as a tutor. Quite stressed..I hope I can help her at the end of the day. Don't want to disappoint anyone. Money is not very good but nvm..see how things go. I'm stopping here with 2 students. Don't think I can cope in uni with so many students. Shit if I have to go overseas how..oh shit shit
Now I'm worried. I'm so confident I'm staying in Spore for uni hence I commit to these tuition assignments..it'll be very bad if I quit. Nvm I'm praying I won't have to.
To bloghopper: Nope..don't know of anyone in your situation..should call up office of admissions to check..they should be able to tell you the course allocated. Perhaps the letter got lost somewhere in the mail.
Watching Medagascar tml..ready for a good laugh~!
Friday was an off-day for me..only went to office for half a day and tian picked me up after work. Headed to sunset way for a haircut first before going back to his home for lunch. Was thinking about cutting my hair too cos I think the back is getting longer but fiona (hairstylist..who's very friendly and I've known her for 2 yrs already) actually told me my hair is very nice! asked me where I cut it and said it's actually the latest style now. Rather disgusted because everyday my sister would tell me that she hates my hair and haha i still have trouble fixing it before leaving home. There's just too much of a bob but fiona said that should be the way. The Toni& Guy did well according to her. But of course, it's a director cut. Still..doesn't make me more confortable. I like the colour though =)
Headed to Yanli's chalet at aloha loyang in the afternoon. Tennis session under the blazing sun for perhaps 2-3 hours before changing out into pretty clothes. Really enjoyed tennis and it brought back memories of those sessions in the evenings at RJC with daniel, dedrick, pam and jinyi. Really relieved me of the stress and boredom from studying during prelims and A Level period. Too bad the old RJC is out of bounds now. Well I look forward to playing tennis more and I definitely need more control over the ball. I want to master tennis!! haha
Party was good..great variety of food and wine selection (sadly not chilled.) Was mainly talking and playing marjong and cards..good and also not good to meet so many medicine pple. What shocked me was that they talked about nothing else except medicine. Perhaps examinations are coming up or sth..but there they go..whipping out their equipment and practising and revising what they have learnt from their clinical rounds. I'm sure there're other things to talk about!! Only when some of the girls started talking to non-med pple like me, roy n mich did they change topics. Playing cards helped too. Some med pple actually knows what fun is too..they just need to be with the right pple to bring out their other side. haha Nice to get to know more of tian's classmates..and sec school friends.
Party was a very nice one with many pple who came to spend this special day with Yanli. 5 major different groups of pple..his army friends, starhub colleagues, jc friends, sec sch friends and pri sch friends.So heartening to see that he still maintain contacts with his old friends and that they actually come to spend this special day with him. Made me thought about how I've not been in contact with my old friends..
Cake was good..more talking with tian's friends about everything from medicine to hongkong to gossips and alcohol. Thanks to aaron and kevin..we got to try different types of alcohol such as malibu(which was so damn sweet..couldn't take it on the rocks..cola is a must) and chivas premium whisky. The latter was totally horrible..I only took a sip (warned by tian) and the alcohol made me overwhelmed. Totally horrible..like fumes going up my nose and I was choking. Rated deadly by me. oh my gosh horrible experience. Can't imagine those pple who enjoy it in shots.
Played PS..then ended with marjong till 4 in the morning..haha totally love marjong and we're definitely training up to be better..under much guidance from many army pple who're PRO. The chalet was almost like a gambling den. yanli's army friends are quite scary cos they were like aiming to get one another drunk. Talking on the top of their voices and acting too high. scary. we weren't in the group of course.
Left the chalet this morning and headed to changi village for breakfast cum lunch. The famous nasi lemak was alright for me only..don't know what's so different about it. Anyway changi village is so damn far..not many pple seriously..rather dead village. Went back to tian's place to sleep for perhaps 3 more hours and joined tian's family for dinner at his grandmother's place. Great food with delicious chicken meat..followed by chocolate agar-agar for dessert and then..durians!! Haha haven't had durians for a long long time and yeap..of course I did not forget how good it tastes. I concluded the day with a huge tummy and I'm so so damn full it makes me feel fat.
I've been slacking so much and delaying the writing of the appeal letter. It's just so hard to write..don't know how to get down to writing it. Arghh. Tuition tml morning..this is a new girl from cresent sec 3. Her parents are so worried for her cos her grades are going down though she's a hardworking girl. Hope I can help..gotta meet her to get to know her better..the mother told me..You'll be a mentor to her..I won't see you as a tutor. Quite stressed..I hope I can help her at the end of the day. Don't want to disappoint anyone. Money is not very good but nvm..see how things go. I'm stopping here with 2 students. Don't think I can cope in uni with so many students. Shit if I have to go overseas how..oh shit shit
Now I'm worried. I'm so confident I'm staying in Spore for uni hence I commit to these tuition assignments..it'll be very bad if I quit. Nvm I'm praying I won't have to.
To bloghopper: Nope..don't know of anyone in your situation..should call up office of admissions to check..they should be able to tell you the course allocated. Perhaps the letter got lost somewhere in the mail.
Watching Medagascar tml..ready for a good laugh~!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Hello Hello..see br, mich, bx..what is this : talking about..n mich loh..see!! this is what I'm talking about! EH MY PREVIOUS ENTRY IS A HAPPY ONE ABOUT IDOL FEVER..WHERE THE HECK IS MY WHINING, EXCUSE ME? I'M BLOODY HAPPY RIGHT NOW AND DO NOT NEED ANYBODY TO PITY ME SO PLEASE PISS THE HELL OFF. ok ok..I'm not supposed to bother about these people who doesn't like what I write cos it's oh so sad and "she just wants pple to pity her"..but yet they keep reading my blog..just keep coming back FOR WHAT?~!! NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?~!! BLARDI HELL. cool..remember dawn's wise words..ok..i'm cooling down..
Anyway BACK TO BEING HAPPY..Carrie Underwood is the new American Idol!!~!!! did everyone watch the long result show?~!! it's damn farney la..and the collaboration with artistes like Kenny G, Babyface (gosh I think they're really good and totally blowing me away..it's so much nicer to see them perform their songs than just listening to the tracks) was so good..everyone sang like pro~!! Couldn't hold back my tears when Carrie's name was announced..think I only felt one tenth of her happiness..heh so so happy~!!! I'll this feeling I'd buy her record..my first American Idol record..cos I totally love her idol single..I don't even know the title and I want to hear the song again~!! I want the lyrics to sing to it! Think it's a really beautiful song..great tune..
I love Tian so much I can't wait to marry him..his family is so kind to me and I really feel like one of them already. I remembered last thursday I cried at his place and his parents saw me accidentally..his mum came over to comfort me and placed her hands on my face (tian was sitting beside me and I was in his arms)..patting my face a little. Things that she said were so sensible..alike what michelle told me also.. I'm very touched..and I will always thank them for taking care of me..
Taking half day off tml to join the guys for Yanli's birthday party at Pasir Ris chalet..is it Aloha Loyang? can't remember the name..but i'm definitely looking forward to tennis in the afternoon and during the party..crazy marjong sessions and also good wine~!
Got to know a doctor called Eng Lok today while borrowing the photocopier from the urogynae depertment in KK. Such a friendly guy..he's also an NUS Med reject and when he found out about my status he was like "I totally understand how you feel..don't give up ok!! if you don't get your appeal..go overseas~!! need help..come find me.Good luck ok..it doesn't matter where you study." He went to UK after being rejected and after 2 years he transferred to NUS, together with 4 other friends alike him. Haha don't think there's such a thing now. I'm happy I've a new friend!
It's getting hard to face the doctors at work now. They always ask me about my uni..they know what I'm applying for..when my interviews were..how they went..always asking about progress. Just told my Pres that i wasn't accepted and he was like "oh no..is it that competitive now?"..he was rather stunned..but hey!! I didn't ask you to ask that question!! I wouldn't have told him about it man. There're going to be more meetings with even more doctors coming up..I won't be able to avoid the question. I don't want to disappoint them. They don't have to know about anything.
Nvm I shall practise breaking the news to them in a very relaxed way..like "chill man..it's fine..no big deal..I'm good..shall see how things go". Good? haha
Did I mention I have a driving license lying perfectly in my wallet now>? haha picture's a bit dark but still quite nice..it's a pretty card haha. Have been driving myself home frequently while tian sits beside me guiding me..I'm not a very good driver..can't even keep the car steady in my lane. I have no idea why!! I didn't turn the steering wheel..so why can't the car keep straight?~! haha I think I need more practice..maybe cos it's a bigger car and I have yet to get used to it.parking is tricky..gonna take a while to master that too..till then tian would have to continue getting irritated by me..and I'll continue to hold up many cars =p
Anyway BACK TO BEING HAPPY..Carrie Underwood is the new American Idol!!~!!! did everyone watch the long result show?~!! it's damn farney la..and the collaboration with artistes like Kenny G, Babyface (gosh I think they're really good and totally blowing me away..it's so much nicer to see them perform their songs than just listening to the tracks) was so good..everyone sang like pro~!! Couldn't hold back my tears when Carrie's name was announced..think I only felt one tenth of her happiness..heh so so happy~!!! I'll this feeling I'd buy her record..my first American Idol record..cos I totally love her idol single..I don't even know the title and I want to hear the song again~!! I want the lyrics to sing to it! Think it's a really beautiful song..great tune..
I love Tian so much I can't wait to marry him..his family is so kind to me and I really feel like one of them already. I remembered last thursday I cried at his place and his parents saw me accidentally..his mum came over to comfort me and placed her hands on my face (tian was sitting beside me and I was in his arms)..patting my face a little. Things that she said were so sensible..alike what michelle told me also.. I'm very touched..and I will always thank them for taking care of me..
Taking half day off tml to join the guys for Yanli's birthday party at Pasir Ris chalet..is it Aloha Loyang? can't remember the name..but i'm definitely looking forward to tennis in the afternoon and during the party..crazy marjong sessions and also good wine~!
Got to know a doctor called Eng Lok today while borrowing the photocopier from the urogynae depertment in KK. Such a friendly guy..he's also an NUS Med reject and when he found out about my status he was like "I totally understand how you feel..don't give up ok!! if you don't get your appeal..go overseas~!! need help..come find me.Good luck ok..it doesn't matter where you study." He went to UK after being rejected and after 2 years he transferred to NUS, together with 4 other friends alike him. Haha don't think there's such a thing now. I'm happy I've a new friend!
It's getting hard to face the doctors at work now. They always ask me about my uni..they know what I'm applying for..when my interviews were..how they went..always asking about progress. Just told my Pres that i wasn't accepted and he was like "oh no..is it that competitive now?"..he was rather stunned..but hey!! I didn't ask you to ask that question!! I wouldn't have told him about it man. There're going to be more meetings with even more doctors coming up..I won't be able to avoid the question. I don't want to disappoint them. They don't have to know about anything.
Nvm I shall practise breaking the news to them in a very relaxed way..like "chill man..it's fine..no big deal..I'm good..shall see how things go". Good? haha
Did I mention I have a driving license lying perfectly in my wallet now>? haha picture's a bit dark but still quite nice..it's a pretty card haha. Have been driving myself home frequently while tian sits beside me guiding me..I'm not a very good driver..can't even keep the car steady in my lane. I have no idea why!! I didn't turn the steering wheel..so why can't the car keep straight?~! haha I think I need more practice..maybe cos it's a bigger car and I have yet to get used to it.parking is tricky..gonna take a while to master that too..till then tian would have to continue getting irritated by me..and I'll continue to hold up many cars =p
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Idol Fever
Today was the final showdown by Bo and Carrie. Sad that American Idol is coming to an end too cos like the judges, I really enjoy this season's competition and have to say that the top four..including vonzell and anthony are very good!! And I love the songs they sing this season..the song sang by both Bo and Carrie (no idea what the title is) is so familiar..it's those songs which I've heard quite a few times but don't know the title. N I liked Carrie's version more seriously. I'm definitely gunning for Carrie..but I admit both have their strong points. Carrie can be weak with some songs and her voice is strong but sometimes it can sound too forced. Her last song really touched me..I can see how much hardwork she've put into this competition..Both contestants have justified themselves. I was blown away..mostly by Carrie.
Then there was Eye For A Guy later in the night. Isn't Denise Keller another idol? She's just so irritatingly beautiful (or hot as guys will put it)..she's witty and eloquent..has poise and ooz confidence. No wonder Jeff is so into her..like hello..n Shan..who won't be physically attracted to Denise Keller?~!! But I think Wolfgang is a very strong contestant..other than he's rich and dependable (financial and career wise)..he looks like a serious man who knows what he wants and at the same time..gentle too. Husband material I must say..but other than the gift..I have yet seen him trying to pamper Denise Keller or show her affection in other ways. haha but the Cartier is definitely to die for. Next strong contestant is definitely Jeff..he's clear about his feelings for her..used to be proud but not anymore (they grow..)..is straight-forward too but not as cute and tall. haha bias
Oh well..I also watch the show for Denise's gorgeous wardrobe. N we can never miss the huge beautiful necklaces she wears and chunky earrings..She's quite an idol material too really.
Gotta go to bed soon. Rough night yesterday and tonight's sleep shall make up for it. To any student studying in NUS Medicine..including senior nat!! (I don't have your no. so can't sms you directly. Anyway not a good idea to leave your number on my blog): Please introduce your fellow medical students who have gotten into med sch via appeal to me. I need some advice on my appeal process..those with experience would definitely be of great help to me. I shall be eternally grateful, whether or not it is successful. At least I've tried. I'm a hardworking girl =)
Mum can see how badly I want to do Medicine though she doesn't understand why I refuse to accept bioengineering. Asked me to do life science too..n now suddenly..she says she doesn't mind me going australia to study..Veterinary science!!?~!! like where did it come from? Since when am I an animal person..haha so so wrong. She's crazy..she thinks a career as a vet is better than that of doctors. haha sorry..I'm sort of afraid of dogs and cats. Not this daughter..the other one maybe. haha
She told me I can go Australia if there's no other choice..Now she tells me. The Australia Fair is long over and that was the best time I could gather information and submit my application. But I know I wouldn't want to go anywhere but here. I'm not brave enough to do what Betty did. I can never do that. How can I bear to leave my family..especially my baby brother whom I want to watch grow up to become a mature and sensible boy. N how is it possible to leave Tian..more than one month? I think I will die. Even with webcam and whatever technology which allows me to see him everyday..things will be different..no one to take care of me..no one to make me laugh everyday..no one to take bad news with me..no one who'll understand me as much as he does..
I admit I'm probably too dependent on Tian but that's how it is when you have a boyfriend..even my mum depends on him to take care of me. Nvm I guess when the day comes and I have to go overseas..it's the time God has planned for me to start being emotionally independent. That'll be yet another challenge.
I ought to be used to this. I've met with so many challenges..failures and this should be nothing to me. Or is it..not getting into RJC won't affect my future and career..but not getting into NUS Med is going to be drastic..Am I forced to change the direction of the needle which points to my future?
I'm doing my best to hold it right there..
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11 May 2005. Happy 3rd Birthday to my dearest baby brother. Haha most of us are in pyjamas already. The birth of Jonathan was one event which inspired me to become a doctor. That was like a little spark..I can never forget that day. To my class..recognise the cake?~! It's from Prima Deli..the same cake we bought for Jen last year to celebrate her birthday in school canteen..Was it during prelims or As..Suddenly thinking of how the school library was like the hottest (not favourite definitely..why the hell would we want to go library instead of the field or canteen)hangout place during prelims..then when it came to A Levels..canteen was the preferred choice..haha those were the days..I should have been more mugger towards the end..
Today was the final showdown by Bo and Carrie. Sad that American Idol is coming to an end too cos like the judges, I really enjoy this season's competition and have to say that the top four..including vonzell and anthony are very good!! And I love the songs they sing this season..the song sang by both Bo and Carrie (no idea what the title is) is so familiar..it's those songs which I've heard quite a few times but don't know the title. N I liked Carrie's version more seriously. I'm definitely gunning for Carrie..but I admit both have their strong points. Carrie can be weak with some songs and her voice is strong but sometimes it can sound too forced. Her last song really touched me..I can see how much hardwork she've put into this competition..Both contestants have justified themselves. I was blown away..mostly by Carrie.
Then there was Eye For A Guy later in the night. Isn't Denise Keller another idol? She's just so irritatingly beautiful (or hot as guys will put it)..she's witty and eloquent..has poise and ooz confidence. No wonder Jeff is so into her..like hello..n Shan..who won't be physically attracted to Denise Keller?~!! But I think Wolfgang is a very strong contestant..other than he's rich and dependable (financial and career wise)..he looks like a serious man who knows what he wants and at the same time..gentle too. Husband material I must say..but other than the gift..I have yet seen him trying to pamper Denise Keller or show her affection in other ways. haha but the Cartier is definitely to die for. Next strong contestant is definitely Jeff..he's clear about his feelings for her..used to be proud but not anymore (they grow..)..is straight-forward too but not as cute and tall. haha bias
Oh well..I also watch the show for Denise's gorgeous wardrobe. N we can never miss the huge beautiful necklaces she wears and chunky earrings..She's quite an idol material too really.
Gotta go to bed soon. Rough night yesterday and tonight's sleep shall make up for it. To any student studying in NUS Medicine..including senior nat!! (I don't have your no. so can't sms you directly. Anyway not a good idea to leave your number on my blog): Please introduce your fellow medical students who have gotten into med sch via appeal to me. I need some advice on my appeal process..those with experience would definitely be of great help to me. I shall be eternally grateful, whether or not it is successful. At least I've tried. I'm a hardworking girl =)
Mum can see how badly I want to do Medicine though she doesn't understand why I refuse to accept bioengineering. Asked me to do life science too..n now suddenly..she says she doesn't mind me going australia to study..Veterinary science!!?~!! like where did it come from? Since when am I an animal person..haha so so wrong. She's crazy..she thinks a career as a vet is better than that of doctors. haha sorry..I'm sort of afraid of dogs and cats. Not this daughter..the other one maybe. haha
She told me I can go Australia if there's no other choice..Now she tells me. The Australia Fair is long over and that was the best time I could gather information and submit my application. But I know I wouldn't want to go anywhere but here. I'm not brave enough to do what Betty did. I can never do that. How can I bear to leave my family..especially my baby brother whom I want to watch grow up to become a mature and sensible boy. N how is it possible to leave Tian..more than one month? I think I will die. Even with webcam and whatever technology which allows me to see him everyday..things will be different..no one to take care of me..no one to make me laugh everyday..no one to take bad news with me..no one who'll understand me as much as he does..
I admit I'm probably too dependent on Tian but that's how it is when you have a boyfriend..even my mum depends on him to take care of me. Nvm I guess when the day comes and I have to go overseas..it's the time God has planned for me to start being emotionally independent. That'll be yet another challenge.
I ought to be used to this. I've met with so many challenges..failures and this should be nothing to me. Or is it..not getting into RJC won't affect my future and career..but not getting into NUS Med is going to be drastic..Am I forced to change the direction of the needle which points to my future?
I'm doing my best to hold it right there..
11 May 2005. Happy 3rd Birthday to my dearest baby brother. Haha most of us are in pyjamas already. The birth of Jonathan was one event which inspired me to become a doctor. That was like a little spark..I can never forget that day. To my class..recognise the cake?~! It's from Prima Deli..the same cake we bought for Jen last year to celebrate her birthday in school canteen..Was it during prelims or As..Suddenly thinking of how the school library was like the hottest (not favourite definitely..why the hell would we want to go library instead of the field or canteen)hangout place during prelims..then when it came to A Levels..canteen was the preferred choice..haha those were the days..I should have been more mugger towards the end..
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
It's amazing how blogs and the internet shrink the world..
To dawn: haha thanks for your reminder but I can't help it la..watcha up to now? how's uni stuff coming along?
To nat: hey!! can't believe how blogs connect pple together..but thanks for the encouragement!! I'll wait patiently..feeling more optimistic now. Can't wait to be your junior once again. How's med sch for you now? You sound good to me..study hard and take care ya?~!
To dearest celene..haha thanks a lot girl..good to see you on saturday..and
To dawn: haha thanks for your reminder but I can't help it la..watcha up to now? how's uni stuff coming along?
To nat: hey!! can't believe how blogs connect pple together..but thanks for the encouragement!! I'll wait patiently..feeling more optimistic now. Can't wait to be your junior once again. How's med sch for you now? You sound good to me..study hard and take care ya?~!
To dearest celene..haha thanks a lot girl..good to see you on saturday..and
Monday, May 23, 2005
Come What May
I suck ass? Why? Why do some pple dislike me? What did I do to offend? I never hated anyone..especially someone whom I do not know..how is that possible? I don't even know her..thre's no reason to hate her. As long as she/he did not do anything bad to me..why should there be hate or dislike? I don't understand.
Anyway guys..tse yang..yj..li wei, emilia, smili faces, appies..whoever you are..and betty, baorong especially..thanks for the nice long talks and well wishes. I'm pretty happy these few days not thinking about it anymore..and telling myself that I'm on the waiting list (thanks liwei). Told tracy that too when I met her today at orchard shopping. Yeap life's back to normal..shopping..birthday party..star wars. Good holiday monday started off rocky due to last minute cancellation of go-karting trip with mich and jega..I'm very sorry again michelle..knowing you for 6 years I'm sure you weren't happy and most probably rather pissed cos you were all changed and ready to leave home. Thanks for being understanding and yeap we did not head down to johor in the end, afraid of the jam on a public holiday.
Had a nice lunch at Thai Sharksfin restaurant at Goodwood Park with tian's mum, sis and him..with sharksfin and crab and chicken..was damn full after lunch and I insisted on window shopping to digest our food. Very good food..there's one restaurant just beside my place but had never dine there before. Anyway window shopping in heels really tired me out..met pple like tracy mengxing and yi wei. With such strict restrictions and limitations on my wallet or atm card rather..there's really not much pleasure in shopping so we ended early and headed back to his place.
Good rest..back to work tomorrow.
To sigh: why are you sighing? because you don't like me too? it's not a party as in a club..it's a 21st birthday party held in a house.
To :) : hey may I know who you are? I've this feeling I know you and you obviously know me..why not leave a name? I know you're a senior in Medicine. Anyway thanks for the encouragement..it's possible to appeal three times? I'll do that if I can..definitely.
I love you guys so much..thanks for being here with me..I'm fine now. When I'm all alone in my room just before going to sleep..I don't cry or be sad or feel lost anymore. Anyway after the talk with baorong yesterday (I was so glad I talked to you..)..thinking about all the people who got into NUS Med..(YJ, Emilia did you get in?)..it's so scary to think that I'm going to be in the same faculty as them. It's almost back to RJ times..like hello..look at the people who got in and I'm intimidated. The super muggers and the super smart pple..n I have to compete with them in med school if I do get in..I'm going to be suffocated then. I may take a week to memorise all the 40+ or 50+ (can't remember) functions of the liver and they only need 2-3 days perhaps. But I know it won't only be med fac..there're such pple all over the faculties and universities..One can't avoid such competiton. So whereever I'll end up..I shall be prepared to pull up my socks and work hard. Can't believe we're so close to adulthood. Probably after 5 years of study on average, we'll be thrown into the workforce. That's even less than the duration of primary school haha. Anyway and most probably after 6-7 years..we'll have to get married!! alamak!!
Baorong told me to stop working and enjoy life as much as I can now cos once this break is over..we'll be so deprived of such breaks (no need to think about examinations, revisions blah blah..no books even to read if one is kiasu and wants to be ahead of syllabus) and this break is once in a lifetime. It's just quite hard to stop working once I'm already committed to my job there and I wanna do as much as I can for the Society. Also, I'm fully appreciating the inflow of cash. It's really hard to let it go.
There's tuition after work tml..glad that though the girl still rather not have tuition, she's starting to accept it and listen to me more. Very pleasant family and I enjoy working with them. Both parents love their little girl so much and put in a lot of effort to help her improve her standard so that she'll have an easier time in future (think most of us can relate to that). I hope to see the girl through her PSLE.
To tian..I'm loving and cherishing every minute and second that I'm spending with you, and yes I know we've be meeting every single day for a very long time. haha. Looking forward to Wed..
Tseyang and tian's mum both told me the same thing..Come What May..
I suck ass? Why? Why do some pple dislike me? What did I do to offend? I never hated anyone..especially someone whom I do not know..how is that possible? I don't even know her..thre's no reason to hate her. As long as she/he did not do anything bad to me..why should there be hate or dislike? I don't understand.
Anyway guys..tse yang..yj..li wei, emilia, smili faces, appies..whoever you are..and betty, baorong especially..thanks for the nice long talks and well wishes. I'm pretty happy these few days not thinking about it anymore..and telling myself that I'm on the waiting list (thanks liwei). Told tracy that too when I met her today at orchard shopping. Yeap life's back to normal..shopping..birthday party..star wars. Good holiday monday started off rocky due to last minute cancellation of go-karting trip with mich and jega..I'm very sorry again michelle..knowing you for 6 years I'm sure you weren't happy and most probably rather pissed cos you were all changed and ready to leave home. Thanks for being understanding and yeap we did not head down to johor in the end, afraid of the jam on a public holiday.
Had a nice lunch at Thai Sharksfin restaurant at Goodwood Park with tian's mum, sis and him..with sharksfin and crab and chicken..was damn full after lunch and I insisted on window shopping to digest our food. Very good food..there's one restaurant just beside my place but had never dine there before. Anyway window shopping in heels really tired me out..met pple like tracy mengxing and yi wei. With such strict restrictions and limitations on my wallet or atm card rather..there's really not much pleasure in shopping so we ended early and headed back to his place.
Good rest..back to work tomorrow.
To sigh: why are you sighing? because you don't like me too? it's not a party as in a club..it's a 21st birthday party held in a house.
To :) : hey may I know who you are? I've this feeling I know you and you obviously know me..why not leave a name? I know you're a senior in Medicine. Anyway thanks for the encouragement..it's possible to appeal three times? I'll do that if I can..definitely.
I love you guys so much..thanks for being here with me..I'm fine now. When I'm all alone in my room just before going to sleep..I don't cry or be sad or feel lost anymore. Anyway after the talk with baorong yesterday (I was so glad I talked to you..)..thinking about all the people who got into NUS Med..(YJ, Emilia did you get in?)..it's so scary to think that I'm going to be in the same faculty as them. It's almost back to RJ times..like hello..look at the people who got in and I'm intimidated. The super muggers and the super smart pple..n I have to compete with them in med school if I do get in..I'm going to be suffocated then. I may take a week to memorise all the 40+ or 50+ (can't remember) functions of the liver and they only need 2-3 days perhaps. But I know it won't only be med fac..there're such pple all over the faculties and universities..One can't avoid such competiton. So whereever I'll end up..I shall be prepared to pull up my socks and work hard. Can't believe we're so close to adulthood. Probably after 5 years of study on average, we'll be thrown into the workforce. That's even less than the duration of primary school haha. Anyway and most probably after 6-7 years..we'll have to get married!! alamak!!
Baorong told me to stop working and enjoy life as much as I can now cos once this break is over..we'll be so deprived of such breaks (no need to think about examinations, revisions blah blah..no books even to read if one is kiasu and wants to be ahead of syllabus) and this break is once in a lifetime. It's just quite hard to stop working once I'm already committed to my job there and I wanna do as much as I can for the Society. Also, I'm fully appreciating the inflow of cash. It's really hard to let it go.
There's tuition after work tml..glad that though the girl still rather not have tuition, she's starting to accept it and listen to me more. Very pleasant family and I enjoy working with them. Both parents love their little girl so much and put in a lot of effort to help her improve her standard so that she'll have an easier time in future (think most of us can relate to that). I hope to see the girl through her PSLE.
To tian..I'm loving and cherishing every minute and second that I'm spending with you, and yes I know we've be meeting every single day for a very long time. haha. Looking forward to Wed..
Tseyang and tian's mum both told me the same thing..Come What May..
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Thanks Appies..I've also learnt to accept the fact that working hard is not enough..ever since sec3 i think. But sometimes when I keep failing or things don't go my way..like you I still feel bitter. Can't avoid that feeling. I hope your life is better now..now that the most difficult period in your life has passed. I know there's definitely a lot of meaning to life..especially with so many people whom I love and who love me. But this constant waiting is making me so dead. I continue going out with friends for gatherings, movies..but at the end of the day..I come back home to wait.
Actually I know it's fine if I get another course at NUS..I'll probably be really devastated and refuse to study for one month but after that I'll start to accept the fact that this is the choosen path for me by God and I should just not be stubborn and learn to like it. Anyway at the end of the day I'm a person who'll strive to do the best in whatever I'm doing. I should heed michelle's advice and study hard..be the best that I can in whatever field I'm in and contribute positively to the Society. Anyone can do that..not just doctors.
It's their loss..
Actually I know it's fine if I get another course at NUS..I'll probably be really devastated and refuse to study for one month but after that I'll start to accept the fact that this is the choosen path for me by God and I should just not be stubborn and learn to like it. Anyway at the end of the day I'm a person who'll strive to do the best in whatever I'm doing. I should heed michelle's advice and study hard..be the best that I can in whatever field I'm in and contribute positively to the Society. Anyone can do that..not just doctors.
It's their loss..
F***ing stupid pple..if you're lost trying to find out what kind of person I am..stop doing that and go bother about your own life. Don't read bits and pieces of what I write and try to deduce what kind of person I am. Think I want to be a doctor for money..go ahead to think that way. Haha where are you from..obviously not from my world.
I don't think I can take it anymore..Dr Amanda Cheang..Dr Nita..haha Dr the whole world maybe..except me and a few others. Where the hell do I belong I don't even know. So I'm supposed to wait happily till Tuesday..with people asking me everyday if there's any news.
I'm going to give up soon..please don't do this to me..
Sometimes it feels as if there's no more meaning to life..
Anyway if I wanna be rich I won't be a doctor stupid. Unless you become a plastic surgeon, you'll be at the level of well-to-do, not wealthy. Think doctors only earn earn earn is it..no hefty insurance to pay is it? Want to be rich go be a banker or some finance thing la..or marry an old rich man.
Why do some people always get what they want in life? Studying hard in JC did not help..spending months getting close to doctors to find out more about their lives and careers didn't help..doing my homework and preparing myself for a future as a doctor did not help..what else do you want me to do?
I don't think I can take it anymore..Dr Amanda Cheang..Dr Nita..haha Dr the whole world maybe..except me and a few others. Where the hell do I belong I don't even know. So I'm supposed to wait happily till Tuesday..with people asking me everyday if there's any news.
I'm going to give up soon..please don't do this to me..
Sometimes it feels as if there's no more meaning to life..
Anyway if I wanna be rich I won't be a doctor stupid. Unless you become a plastic surgeon, you'll be at the level of well-to-do, not wealthy. Think doctors only earn earn earn is it..no hefty insurance to pay is it? Want to be rich go be a banker or some finance thing la..or marry an old rich man.
Why do some people always get what they want in life? Studying hard in JC did not help..spending months getting close to doctors to find out more about their lives and careers didn't help..doing my homework and preparing myself for a future as a doctor did not help..what else do you want me to do?
Friday, May 20, 2005
Give me some answers
I've been trying to log into the joint admission page ever since this morning. Still an "error" from them..
Am I supposed to be able to sleep tonight?
I'm supposed to go for a party tomorrow night..majority of the people there will be from NUS Med.
Am I suppose to lose hope now? I'm too scared to think about my future.
Being a doctor is no big deal.
Maybe this is an indication for me to stop studies and pursue my childhood dream..to become an air stewardess! yea..a young doctor whom I met at NNI told me air stewardesses earn the same or even more than doctors..I should consider.
Is this a punishment? Is this my fate? Are you trying to tell me sth or teach me sth by torturing me this way?
I'm a strong girl..but I broke down in front of 3 people whom I love and respect. And I know they care very much about me. Everyone was very encouraging.
I can't see what I'm typing..I need to stop thinking.
Sometimes I think too much.
I've been trying to log into the joint admission page ever since this morning. Still an "error" from them..
Am I supposed to be able to sleep tonight?
I'm supposed to go for a party tomorrow night..majority of the people there will be from NUS Med.
Am I suppose to lose hope now? I'm too scared to think about my future.
Being a doctor is no big deal.
Maybe this is an indication for me to stop studies and pursue my childhood dream..to become an air stewardess! yea..a young doctor whom I met at NNI told me air stewardesses earn the same or even more than doctors..I should consider.
Is this a punishment? Is this my fate? Are you trying to tell me sth or teach me sth by torturing me this way?
I'm a strong girl..but I broke down in front of 3 people whom I love and respect. And I know they care very much about me. Everyone was very encouraging.
I can't see what I'm typing..I need to stop thinking.
Sometimes I think too much.
Hey jamie honey..I like my eyebrows!! I think I look fine today..just that my eyebags were really swollen..can't help but drink water before I sleep..so maybe that's why my eyes swelled. Hey anyone uses eye cream? I am considering..any recommendations? N chongwai..we pluck it to give the eyebrows a shape..not pluck all the hair out. That's what older women will do, then they do eyebrow embroidery, which I think is not nice at all. haha Why don't you ask jonathan why he plucked his eyebrows..haha guys are turning metrosexual..they also want nicely shaped eyebrows. Girls do it cos it's neat and we'll look well-groomed. Somehow I think it gives definition to the eyes too..somehow. haha
Anyway GUESS sale starts today. DIE
Have been shopping everyday of this week after work. Window shopping..so only spent money on dinner out but that's making tian and I poor.Supposed to go to his house to slack so that we'll not spend money but hmm I'm tempted to go orchard again. nvm.
Vonzell's out of American Idol..I think all three of them are very strong and they have different styles!! All three are winners of their own genre i feel..so it all depends on whether you like soul music or country music..I love both types seriously..and I think Vonzell and Carrie are as good. Vonzell has more showmanship sometimes..i think she's a better performer. Carrie's vocals are good, but Vonzell can definitely sing very well too. Sadly someone has to leave..sad..cos I think if she's in American Idol 1 or 2 or 3, she will definitely be the top 2 singing at the finale. She's so pretty too and look fantastic in her clothes.I'm not really a rock fan..hence I'm not really into Bo though I admit he's damn good when he sang without the band on wed. Tian's a fan of his haha.
Can't wait to watch Stars Wars - Revenge of the Sith on Sunday with the guys and michelle. A little late though..haha nvm no choice since tickets are selling so fast. Anyone watched Amityville Horror? I think the show is quite good cos it's damn scary and I only watched 50% of the show. Blah. I'm a chicken.The music seriously keeps you in suspense and I just hate to see bloody faces or some distorted ugly ghost cos the image will remain in my head and I'll freak myself out. Even the little girl ghost who looked fine actually (just a bullet hole on her head and obvious veins on her face)..I didn't want to look cos she's a ghost haha. Just don't want to see her face at night when I close my eyes to sleep. I need some training on watching horrow shows. Blah.
Back to work~! Weekends~!!!!!!! laa~laa~laa
Anyway GUESS sale starts today. DIE
Have been shopping everyday of this week after work. Window shopping..so only spent money on dinner out but that's making tian and I poor.Supposed to go to his house to slack so that we'll not spend money but hmm I'm tempted to go orchard again. nvm.
Vonzell's out of American Idol..I think all three of them are very strong and they have different styles!! All three are winners of their own genre i feel..so it all depends on whether you like soul music or country music..I love both types seriously..and I think Vonzell and Carrie are as good. Vonzell has more showmanship sometimes..i think she's a better performer. Carrie's vocals are good, but Vonzell can definitely sing very well too. Sadly someone has to leave..sad..cos I think if she's in American Idol 1 or 2 or 3, she will definitely be the top 2 singing at the finale. She's so pretty too and look fantastic in her clothes.I'm not really a rock fan..hence I'm not really into Bo though I admit he's damn good when he sang without the band on wed. Tian's a fan of his haha.
Can't wait to watch Stars Wars - Revenge of the Sith on Sunday with the guys and michelle. A little late though..haha nvm no choice since tickets are selling so fast. Anyone watched Amityville Horror? I think the show is quite good cos it's damn scary and I only watched 50% of the show. Blah. I'm a chicken.The music seriously keeps you in suspense and I just hate to see bloody faces or some distorted ugly ghost cos the image will remain in my head and I'll freak myself out. Even the little girl ghost who looked fine actually (just a bullet hole on her head and obvious veins on her face)..I didn't want to look cos she's a ghost haha. Just don't want to see her face at night when I close my eyes to sleep. I need some training on watching horrow shows. Blah.
Back to work~! Weekends~!!!!!!! laa~laa~laa
It's a pass
Wow. ok firstly dearest betty and baorong..I'm not scolding you!! alamak as I have messaged baorong already..do you know how much i treasure comments from my friends. You and baorong especially never fail to enlighten me and correct my narrow-mindedness. I just keep learning from you guys and of cos!! you guys are the one whom I want to be scolded and educated by!! Please do tell me anything you want to say to me..since we hardly chat on phone and meet up..I always treat blogs as the avenue where we gather and find out more about how everyone's doing. What I meant is what dawn has said..dawn always hit the right notes. I'm indeed putting myself in a vulnerable position by coming back again and again for answers..and it's thanks to my friends like you guys aka pple who know me inside out who give me the answers and advice that I need. I do need them. But on the other hand, there'll be random passerbys whom I can't avoid and don't understand what I'm rambling about. So yeap, totally agree with dawn that I should expect attacks from passerbys when I touch on sensitive or irritating topics. Why is dear dawn so damn right..haha our blogs are primarily for ourselves to write what makes us happy today or what upsets us~!!! But I'm not a person who can just dismiss what pple say about me..n sometimes I think so much I make myself miserable. But ok..enough of all this..to all my friends..this episode has passed..thanks dawn and betty and baorong and all..i will heed dawn's first advice, I shall write what I like because this is my blog. And I will not sacrifice precious advice from my closest friends just to avoid some irrelevant attacks by lost blog surfers.
Today shall end happy with a smile on my face as I have finally completed my driving course. I'm am a blessed girl who passed her driving test and has also decided to be a safe driver on the road, as I owe my license to the kind traffic police, who tried to scare me I think.He said other testers might have failed me.nvm. Surprising thing is, durign my session, 9 out of 10/11 actually passed the test!! previous session only had 1 passing and at the same time slot the day before, only a handful too!! N my session had 9 pple passing!! haha so cool! It was an scary experience I should say..no thanks to my warm-up before the test. I actually strike kerb and hit a pole down during the warm-up..mistakes I don't usually make. haha now you know how worried I was before my test. During the test I was so uptight and kept reminding myself to go slow and steady..and to make the tester comfortable in my car. Haha the test felt quite long to me but once it's over, I'm actually shocked and couldn't believe I've did it. It's like..that's it?? This is a license for a life-time..haha definitely will treasure it after spending so much money. My legs were still shaking afetr the test as I was waiting to submit my photo for the license. Excited la..haha. Anyway I got to know this girl called Candice who was from AJC and now working at STARHUB (the whole world is working there..that is one huge company). Our age and soon heading to Australia for studies. We were busy talking about studies, driving, work and boyfriends to distract ourselves while waiting for the traffic police to call us for the test. Very friendly and outgoing girl..exchanged no.s too. She's now interested in this guy who works at Starhub too and even showed me his photo (I didn't ask). He's quite cute..haha.
Tian was my first passenger today. Drove his car from home to lakeside mrt and few rounds around my estate. He was rather freaked out when I first started because I just couldn't get used to the BMW..hello I had a HONDA all the while with signal indicators on the right!! haha BMWs have wipers on the right instead..so I kept switching on the wipers! ok nvm about that..was quite farney to me. I look forward with excitment to my life as a driver. Can't wait to finally be able to drive home from Orchard. heh
Had my eyebrows plucked and trimmed at Bobbi Brown today by guess who? haha anyway jamie, was I a good customer? We've heard you complaining about your customers but don't complain about me k!! haha sorry I usually look into the mirror once in a while and having my eyebrows plucked by different pple..I need some time to get used to a different shape heh. You definitely gave it more shape ( I realised what's different about it..is that previously my eyebrows are plucked less arched). Anyway sorry my eyebrows were quite problematic..with a bald patch and also hair growing in all directions. Thanks so much for the trimming and also the products..work hard ok~!! you looked tired just now..actually I think everyone looks like that when we knock off from work..
Lastly to Michelle loh..thanks again..why am I a tortoise? haha but I love the little drawings..and the words more.
Wow. ok firstly dearest betty and baorong..I'm not scolding you!! alamak as I have messaged baorong already..do you know how much i treasure comments from my friends. You and baorong especially never fail to enlighten me and correct my narrow-mindedness. I just keep learning from you guys and of cos!! you guys are the one whom I want to be scolded and educated by!! Please do tell me anything you want to say to me..since we hardly chat on phone and meet up..I always treat blogs as the avenue where we gather and find out more about how everyone's doing. What I meant is what dawn has said..dawn always hit the right notes. I'm indeed putting myself in a vulnerable position by coming back again and again for answers..and it's thanks to my friends like you guys aka pple who know me inside out who give me the answers and advice that I need. I do need them. But on the other hand, there'll be random passerbys whom I can't avoid and don't understand what I'm rambling about. So yeap, totally agree with dawn that I should expect attacks from passerbys when I touch on sensitive or irritating topics. Why is dear dawn so damn right..haha our blogs are primarily for ourselves to write what makes us happy today or what upsets us~!!! But I'm not a person who can just dismiss what pple say about me..n sometimes I think so much I make myself miserable. But ok..enough of all this..to all my friends..this episode has passed..thanks dawn and betty and baorong and all..i will heed dawn's first advice, I shall write what I like because this is my blog. And I will not sacrifice precious advice from my closest friends just to avoid some irrelevant attacks by lost blog surfers.
Today shall end happy with a smile on my face as I have finally completed my driving course. I'm am a blessed girl who passed her driving test and has also decided to be a safe driver on the road, as I owe my license to the kind traffic police, who tried to scare me I think.He said other testers might have failed me.nvm. Surprising thing is, durign my session, 9 out of 10/11 actually passed the test!! previous session only had 1 passing and at the same time slot the day before, only a handful too!! N my session had 9 pple passing!! haha so cool! It was an scary experience I should say..no thanks to my warm-up before the test. I actually strike kerb and hit a pole down during the warm-up..mistakes I don't usually make. haha now you know how worried I was before my test. During the test I was so uptight and kept reminding myself to go slow and steady..and to make the tester comfortable in my car. Haha the test felt quite long to me but once it's over, I'm actually shocked and couldn't believe I've did it. It's like..that's it?? This is a license for a life-time..haha definitely will treasure it after spending so much money. My legs were still shaking afetr the test as I was waiting to submit my photo for the license. Excited la..haha. Anyway I got to know this girl called Candice who was from AJC and now working at STARHUB (the whole world is working there..that is one huge company). Our age and soon heading to Australia for studies. We were busy talking about studies, driving, work and boyfriends to distract ourselves while waiting for the traffic police to call us for the test. Very friendly and outgoing girl..exchanged no.s too. She's now interested in this guy who works at Starhub too and even showed me his photo (I didn't ask). He's quite cute..haha.
Tian was my first passenger today. Drove his car from home to lakeside mrt and few rounds around my estate. He was rather freaked out when I first started because I just couldn't get used to the BMW..hello I had a HONDA all the while with signal indicators on the right!! haha BMWs have wipers on the right instead..so I kept switching on the wipers! ok nvm about that..was quite farney to me. I look forward with excitment to my life as a driver. Can't wait to finally be able to drive home from Orchard. heh
Had my eyebrows plucked and trimmed at Bobbi Brown today by guess who? haha anyway jamie, was I a good customer? We've heard you complaining about your customers but don't complain about me k!! haha sorry I usually look into the mirror once in a while and having my eyebrows plucked by different pple..I need some time to get used to a different shape heh. You definitely gave it more shape ( I realised what's different about it..is that previously my eyebrows are plucked less arched). Anyway sorry my eyebrows were quite problematic..with a bald patch and also hair growing in all directions. Thanks so much for the trimming and also the products..work hard ok~!! you looked tired just now..actually I think everyone looks like that when we knock off from work..
Lastly to Michelle loh..thanks again..why am I a tortoise? haha but I love the little drawings..and the words more.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Gone
I figured I don't want pple to misinterpret what I blogged and end up scolding me or the most important guy in my life so yeap delete, it shall be. Rather sad that I have to once again admit there's no point to my blog anymore since I am only ALLOWED to blog about happy stuff and once the unhappy side of me shows and I start complaining, I get scolded. I can't even blog what I feel or think!! Seriously, who is happy all the time? you can't expect me to you know..In this case I must be living a really superficial life~!! I'm usually happy ain't I? But there're moments of reflection when you realise things are changing and they're not going the way it should be. I can't talk to my friends about them because they don't experience it and will never understand some things. So, I must think really carefully before I blog now. Lesser things to blog about now since a lot of things have to be censured, but i guess it's good because it means I'll tell tian or talk to him more instead of talking to my blog.
I'm healthy, I look fine, I have a great family and boyfriend and my future looks promising. And so I'm not allowed to be unhappy? I don't think so.
The meaning of blogging (to me)is lost once again. Haven't I been here before?
Driving test tml..it's finally here and I'm getting nervous. It's seriously not easy to pass on first try..seriously. Although we've all heard of pple doing exactly that. Argh feeling rather stressed now and I've got a huge pimple on my forehead..really ugly. Good thing is I managed to book a lesson before my test for revision. Yeap, spent even more money but somehow it's assuring to me. I hope for the best. It's late..good night now.
I figured I don't want pple to misinterpret what I blogged and end up scolding me or the most important guy in my life so yeap delete, it shall be. Rather sad that I have to once again admit there's no point to my blog anymore since I am only ALLOWED to blog about happy stuff and once the unhappy side of me shows and I start complaining, I get scolded. I can't even blog what I feel or think!! Seriously, who is happy all the time? you can't expect me to you know..In this case I must be living a really superficial life~!! I'm usually happy ain't I? But there're moments of reflection when you realise things are changing and they're not going the way it should be. I can't talk to my friends about them because they don't experience it and will never understand some things. So, I must think really carefully before I blog now. Lesser things to blog about now since a lot of things have to be censured, but i guess it's good because it means I'll tell tian or talk to him more instead of talking to my blog.
I'm healthy, I look fine, I have a great family and boyfriend and my future looks promising. And so I'm not allowed to be unhappy? I don't think so.
The meaning of blogging (to me)is lost once again. Haven't I been here before?
Driving test tml..it's finally here and I'm getting nervous. It's seriously not easy to pass on first try..seriously. Although we've all heard of pple doing exactly that. Argh feeling rather stressed now and I've got a huge pimple on my forehead..really ugly. Good thing is I managed to book a lesson before my test for revision. Yeap, spent even more money but somehow it's assuring to me. I hope for the best. It's late..good night now.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I'm home
Home for once..quite boring slacking actually..yu end up doing everything..watching movies that you've watched already (like gen y cops)..eating mini toblerone one after another..and ya..blog surfing to find out what everyone's up to..how colourful some people's life is..or how troubled and lost others are. Don't know why but I'm so not into chatting online now..hardly ever use my msn when I'm online (very rare to begin with)..moreover I'm an early sleeper hence I go offline when I'm done with blogging. Realised there's nothing much for me to do online..n jamie just suggested online shopping. Not that I've not tried..but there're just too many sites to shop and each site has even more pages of clothes, bags..and more..after a while I got so tired looking at clothes..haha guess I'm not a hardcore shopper afterall!! good!
Had tuition in the morning today and my driving revision in the evening. Supposed to be my last revision lesson but the instructor encouraged me to take one more lesson right before the test..cos he said warm-up time is damn short and it does not help you to do last minute prep. Doubt I will manage to book a lesson that morning but we'll see..rather worried about passing now that instructors are assessing me and I always fail during revisions. I just don't want to spend more money..2000 is just right..nice number. Let's just pray that next week is the best week ever and on thursday I will pass my driving test on first try and on friday, I'll get a letter from NUS med.
Yesterday was tuition again in morning followed by chillout with tian at his place. Spent a whole afternoon slacking and sleeping at his place (I'm perpetually tired all the time) before i was willing to get my butt of his bed and head down to orchard. Did some shopping at isetan and wisma then realised there's some sort of sale at taka selling shoes from Ninewest n all..hell lot of shoes there la!! always loved shoes from ninewest but they're out of my league. And now there's a sale but the thing about shoes is..they may look gorgeous but they're impossible to wear. Didn't have enough time to look at all the shoes cos I had to meet the girls for dinner (running late as usual)..I must go back to taka soon..really quite a lot of shoes there. Ok..so baorong, mich, jamie and I met at Sakae Sushi for dinner..long queue there as usual..waited till we were so hungry before we got a place. You know..guys always stare when they see a group of girls..need not be very pretty or skimpily dressed..they will just turn their heads to look. They don't bother to do it discretely too..don't know if the other girls realised yesterday but I can always feel these "eyes". Anyway dinner was good..jamie and I ate the most as usual and Michelle ate suspiciously little that night..hello..you don't eat 4 plates of sushi at Sakae Sushi lo..maybe she didn't like the food or i don't know. secret diet? haha
At Sakae Sushi..talking a lot of nonsense and guessing weird, dark story told by Michelle which made our hairs stand. Had a good meal and demanded for dessert at Big O but none of the girls supported the idea..what's up with the dieting! Am I the only one getting fat now and all the other girls watching their diet? Ok I'm craving for Big O right now. All the girls' fault haha but even Tian doesn't encourage my love for dessert..all for my own good.
So after dinner, we took a long walk down Orchard Road and got so excited to see a huge group of people gathered outside Indochine. Realised there's an inter-jc party of some sort going on that night..it's like so cool to see so many familiar faces. Diyan, michael and his girlfriend (still very steady all the way from J1..)..and Michelle!! so funky..with her group of friends ready to party the night away. So many other pple there too..and the girls were all dressed to kill..and dance of course. So happening..one part of me is dying to join them to experience the party life but the other part of me is thinking I can't dance anyway..and I'm damn scared of guys approaching me (i'm not saying guys will approach me). Haha I know I think i'm weird too but I laugh when I recall my previous clubbing experience on prom night. So scared to actually step onto the dance floor and when I'm on it "figuring out how to move my body", I insisted on the girls staying with me. There was one point where all the girls happened to be dancing with other guys..I felt so damn lost man..and when I see guys slowly dancing towards me and making eye contact, I turn away immediately. haha realised how timid I am. Sth wrong with me..guess I need more confidence and not keep thinking that guys are wolves.
So we chatted with mich and the guys a little before deciding not to go to indochine for drinks. Headed down to Acid bar instead. Our first time there..rather dark place with lots of angmohs..acid bar looks much safer a place than alley bar (which is more well-known..evidently by the crowd of angmohs there..Anyway it's packed and we'd have to wait for seats). Ok, thing is we girls decided that since clubbing is too much for us..we shall try out bars instead. HAHA. And we loved it!!It was fun to try out the different cocktails..jamie had Bloody Mary which was a mistake..I loved my Margarita which was so lime-ish i think..and baorong's Tequila Sunrise was very nice!!love the colour too! both of ours is fruitish..and michelle had a Blue Lagoon which we all think is simply sprit with alcohol. Anyway i can't taste the alcohol in our drinks at all..so it's practically drinking fruit juice. We drank..talked nonsense and decided we love bars~! Soon we'll be trying out shots..haha maybe not. Promised michelle to go to the Eski Bar sometime soon..and soon we will go to the Long bar at Raffles Hotel! A pity drinks are so ex and alcohol gives pot bellies..or else I'll definitely want to have gatherings at bars more often. And did I mention Michelle surprisingly can't drink much alcohol..she turned so damn red (shall not put the photo up cos she looked terrible) and got us so worried. Shall ban her from cocktails..she can only take mocktails perhaps..but she was rather clear-headed and could tell directions. We deduced that she's actually not drunk.
My dearest darling came to pick us up at night cos it was too late and the trains were no longer in service. He sent the girls home one by one..and I wanna thank him so much for that. We used up one-quarter of the full-tank petrol that night..felt really guilty cos petrol seriously is hell expensive. we then began to think about how we can pay for the petrol we use..like give his mum 100 bucks every month. oh well..I was more overwhelmed by his kindness and love that night..he cannot be anymore understanding..but I guess he didn't really have a choice too heh love you darling. thanks a million.
That sums up the night..reached home at about 1 or 2 i think..didn't dare tell my mum we went to a bar so I just said we walked around and talked for a very long time.Anyway mum thinks baorong is very guai so she won't think that I'm havoc-ing so late at night. haha. Can't imagine if I club on regular basis..firstly me coming home at 3-4 is never going to be accepted..2ndly i'll have a nice body and wider social circle..3rdly..no more..nvm I'm just not a clubber. Luckily tian's not a clubber too. But seriously, I wouldn't ming being a clubber cos I think the girls like wing, celene and boon seer look so gorgeous and sexy dancing away. Yeap ot everyone can be a clubber who makes heads turn. haha I always think it's interesting to watch pple in a club..now why are we back to clubbing again. i'm so boring.
Back to work tml..let's have an early rest.
Home for once..quite boring slacking actually..yu end up doing everything..watching movies that you've watched already (like gen y cops)..eating mini toblerone one after another..and ya..blog surfing to find out what everyone's up to..how colourful some people's life is..or how troubled and lost others are. Don't know why but I'm so not into chatting online now..hardly ever use my msn when I'm online (very rare to begin with)..moreover I'm an early sleeper hence I go offline when I'm done with blogging. Realised there's nothing much for me to do online..n jamie just suggested online shopping. Not that I've not tried..but there're just too many sites to shop and each site has even more pages of clothes, bags..and more..after a while I got so tired looking at clothes..haha guess I'm not a hardcore shopper afterall!! good!
Had tuition in the morning today and my driving revision in the evening. Supposed to be my last revision lesson but the instructor encouraged me to take one more lesson right before the test..cos he said warm-up time is damn short and it does not help you to do last minute prep. Doubt I will manage to book a lesson that morning but we'll see..rather worried about passing now that instructors are assessing me and I always fail during revisions. I just don't want to spend more money..2000 is just right..nice number. Let's just pray that next week is the best week ever and on thursday I will pass my driving test on first try and on friday, I'll get a letter from NUS med.
Yesterday was tuition again in morning followed by chillout with tian at his place. Spent a whole afternoon slacking and sleeping at his place (I'm perpetually tired all the time) before i was willing to get my butt of his bed and head down to orchard. Did some shopping at isetan and wisma then realised there's some sort of sale at taka selling shoes from Ninewest n all..hell lot of shoes there la!! always loved shoes from ninewest but they're out of my league. And now there's a sale but the thing about shoes is..they may look gorgeous but they're impossible to wear. Didn't have enough time to look at all the shoes cos I had to meet the girls for dinner (running late as usual)..I must go back to taka soon..really quite a lot of shoes there. Ok..so baorong, mich, jamie and I met at Sakae Sushi for dinner..long queue there as usual..waited till we were so hungry before we got a place. You know..guys always stare when they see a group of girls..need not be very pretty or skimpily dressed..they will just turn their heads to look. They don't bother to do it discretely too..don't know if the other girls realised yesterday but I can always feel these "eyes". Anyway dinner was good..jamie and I ate the most as usual and Michelle ate suspiciously little that night..hello..you don't eat 4 plates of sushi at Sakae Sushi lo..maybe she didn't like the food or i don't know. secret diet? haha
At Sakae Sushi..talking a lot of nonsense and guessing weird, dark story told by Michelle which made our hairs stand. Had a good meal and demanded for dessert at Big O but none of the girls supported the idea..what's up with the dieting! Am I the only one getting fat now and all the other girls watching their diet? Ok I'm craving for Big O right now. All the girls' fault haha but even Tian doesn't encourage my love for dessert..all for my own good.
So after dinner, we took a long walk down Orchard Road and got so excited to see a huge group of people gathered outside Indochine. Realised there's an inter-jc party of some sort going on that night..it's like so cool to see so many familiar faces. Diyan, michael and his girlfriend (still very steady all the way from J1..)..and Michelle!! so funky..with her group of friends ready to party the night away. So many other pple there too..and the girls were all dressed to kill..and dance of course. So happening..one part of me is dying to join them to experience the party life but the other part of me is thinking I can't dance anyway..and I'm damn scared of guys approaching me (i'm not saying guys will approach me). Haha I know I think i'm weird too but I laugh when I recall my previous clubbing experience on prom night. So scared to actually step onto the dance floor and when I'm on it "figuring out how to move my body", I insisted on the girls staying with me. There was one point where all the girls happened to be dancing with other guys..I felt so damn lost man..and when I see guys slowly dancing towards me and making eye contact, I turn away immediately. haha realised how timid I am. Sth wrong with me..guess I need more confidence and not keep thinking that guys are wolves.
So we chatted with mich and the guys a little before deciding not to go to indochine for drinks. Headed down to Acid bar instead. Our first time there..rather dark place with lots of angmohs..acid bar looks much safer a place than alley bar (which is more well-known..evidently by the crowd of angmohs there..Anyway it's packed and we'd have to wait for seats). Ok, thing is we girls decided that since clubbing is too much for us..we shall try out bars instead. HAHA. And we loved it!!It was fun to try out the different cocktails..jamie had Bloody Mary which was a mistake..I loved my Margarita which was so lime-ish i think..and baorong's Tequila Sunrise was very nice!!love the colour too! both of ours is fruitish..and michelle had a Blue Lagoon which we all think is simply sprit with alcohol. Anyway i can't taste the alcohol in our drinks at all..so it's practically drinking fruit juice. We drank..talked nonsense and decided we love bars~! Soon we'll be trying out shots..haha maybe not. Promised michelle to go to the Eski Bar sometime soon..and soon we will go to the Long bar at Raffles Hotel! A pity drinks are so ex and alcohol gives pot bellies..or else I'll definitely want to have gatherings at bars more often. And did I mention Michelle surprisingly can't drink much alcohol..she turned so damn red (shall not put the photo up cos she looked terrible) and got us so worried. Shall ban her from cocktails..she can only take mocktails perhaps..but she was rather clear-headed and could tell directions. We deduced that she's actually not drunk.
My dearest darling came to pick us up at night cos it was too late and the trains were no longer in service. He sent the girls home one by one..and I wanna thank him so much for that. We used up one-quarter of the full-tank petrol that night..felt really guilty cos petrol seriously is hell expensive. we then began to think about how we can pay for the petrol we use..like give his mum 100 bucks every month. oh well..I was more overwhelmed by his kindness and love that night..he cannot be anymore understanding..but I guess he didn't really have a choice too heh love you darling. thanks a million.
That sums up the night..reached home at about 1 or 2 i think..didn't dare tell my mum we went to a bar so I just said we walked around and talked for a very long time.Anyway mum thinks baorong is very guai so she won't think that I'm havoc-ing so late at night. haha. Can't imagine if I club on regular basis..firstly me coming home at 3-4 is never going to be accepted..2ndly i'll have a nice body and wider social circle..3rdly..no more..nvm I'm just not a clubber. Luckily tian's not a clubber too. But seriously, I wouldn't ming being a clubber cos I think the girls like wing, celene and boon seer look so gorgeous and sexy dancing away. Yeap ot everyone can be a clubber who makes heads turn. haha I always think it's interesting to watch pple in a club..now why are we back to clubbing again. i'm so boring.
Back to work tml..let's have an early rest.
Friday, May 13, 2005
It's Friday~!!
Ok..so it's not easy to work with doctors. Not easy to work under a doctor with more than one designation. Not easy means like shit..and there are high expectations of you and there's no room for errors. Nope. Not allowed. When I become a doctor one day, I shall be more understanding and considerate to the well-being and feelings of the people whom I work with or work for me.
Anyway yesterday was a strressful and bitchy day before council meeting in the evening. Only happy time was the food-tasting session after meeting. Yeap as everyone knows I'm a pig. Haha but yesterday I happened to sit beside this representative (i think he's the director) from Australian Wine Index. He was such a knowledgeable guy and thank god there were doctors around me who had interest and some knowledge about wine hence they were chatting most of the time while I listened. Well I can't be antisocial thoughout the whole dinner hence I chipped in the conversation and haha even though I still don't appreciate red wine cos it really burns my throat, I learnt how pple determine good and bad wine..what determines that and I learnt how to drink wine!! haha I asked David (the guy) to teach me. I figured I have to learn how to drink it properly first before knowing how to appreciate it. He's a very good educator, with all the detailed explanations. Still love white wine which went fantastic with the appetizer yesterday..David's job there was actually to match the wine to the food. To learn to appreciate wine is art man. damn chim..
Finally it's Friday, this week seemed rather long but I can't wait to see tian after work later..just a few more hours..it's already half day gone~!! woohoo~!!! n meeting the gorgeous girlfriends for dinner on saturday..somehow all boyfriends happen to be away except for mine. Ok..back to work..know what..
I love being young.
Ok..so it's not easy to work with doctors. Not easy to work under a doctor with more than one designation. Not easy means like shit..and there are high expectations of you and there's no room for errors. Nope. Not allowed. When I become a doctor one day, I shall be more understanding and considerate to the well-being and feelings of the people whom I work with or work for me.
Anyway yesterday was a strressful and bitchy day before council meeting in the evening. Only happy time was the food-tasting session after meeting. Yeap as everyone knows I'm a pig. Haha but yesterday I happened to sit beside this representative (i think he's the director) from Australian Wine Index. He was such a knowledgeable guy and thank god there were doctors around me who had interest and some knowledge about wine hence they were chatting most of the time while I listened. Well I can't be antisocial thoughout the whole dinner hence I chipped in the conversation and haha even though I still don't appreciate red wine cos it really burns my throat, I learnt how pple determine good and bad wine..what determines that and I learnt how to drink wine!! haha I asked David (the guy) to teach me. I figured I have to learn how to drink it properly first before knowing how to appreciate it. He's a very good educator, with all the detailed explanations. Still love white wine which went fantastic with the appetizer yesterday..David's job there was actually to match the wine to the food. To learn to appreciate wine is art man. damn chim..
Finally it's Friday, this week seemed rather long but I can't wait to see tian after work later..just a few more hours..it's already half day gone~!! woohoo~!!! n meeting the gorgeous girlfriends for dinner on saturday..somehow all boyfriends happen to be away except for mine. Ok..back to work..know what..
I love being young.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Just like that
That's it..the end of the amazing race. Yeap the end. My favourite team did not win.Rob and Amber, the most competitive team in my opinion, did not win the Amazing Race. Maybe everyone knows it long time ago but I follow the channel 5 show. Everyone's happy that the good-guy team won..yes tian said it's good that they win cos they're really kind-hearted. yes of course I know that..but the thing is are they the best team? now comes the definition best. I've gotten to like Rob and Amber just cos they're good at the race. I love their competitive nature and their confidence!! But this last leg..yes Ron was right..Rob had fear in his eyes. ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Still need sometime to accept this reality. I should be happy I know. You should have seen how freaked out and nervous I was just now watching the show. Prancing up and down the living room..grabbing and pulling tian's arm till I irritated him..shouting away "quick quick!!! Come On Man!!!!! AaARRRRGHHHHH" yeap..my heart was beating so damn fast!! I'm a huge Amazing Race fan. Not a crazy reality show fan but only Amazing Race. and I would say, Only this season, simply because we recognise a team!! I think I've never watched Amazing Race this way before. Before this it's tian's favourite..I watched it with him and had been quite neutral to the precious competitors. Though they already had 1 million to their name, though they're not kind and insensitive at times and call pple names..sometimes too cocky too..One thing they can do is to control their emotions and they never flare up as far as I remember. And they're good at racing..love their competitive nature perhaps cos I'm a rather competitive person too. Haiz I'm just tramatised now..I've been sighing all the way till now. There's something seriously wrong with me I know. Guess Rob and Amber have sort of become my idols in this race. It's just disappointing. But let's accept fate. God did not want them to win I guess..they're not meant to win..they're meant to prove to pple that not only can they survive out in the jungle, in the wild..they also do very well racing around the world!! Everyone knows they're good. But the good does not usually win.
What I take home from this reality show, I guess would be that we should never be as cold or unhelpful or critical of our competitors. That's just not good sportmanship and shows that you're just proud and narrow-minded. 2nd thing would be that at the most intense moment, the most critical moment, one important thing we need to do is to remain clear-headed..calm, and be humble. When in doubt, one should always ask. I love to ask questions, see nothing wrong with that and if it's a stupid question, everyone can simply laugh it off. When we ask, we always gain something. 3rd..time is precious. No time to cry..no time to whine. Grab every minute you have, run if you can. Meet with a problem, fix it immediately. Life's short and time's always catching up on us so grab every opportunity you have. Last thing I learnt is, no use praying last minute..Luck plays 50% in every thing we pursue. Do you believe in fate? Has God planned all this? So if Rob and Amber are not meant to win this race, what am I meant to do in the future? (the english there sounds wrong..hmm)
Way past bedtime..Amazing Race ended at 12.30pm and I need so time to cool down hence I'm really not sleepy at all though it's an hour and half after 12. Had a quick celebration for my darling jon-jon who turns THREE this very day. Can't wait to develo the photos so that I can display them at home. Time for new photoframes~!!
That's it..the end of the amazing race. Yeap the end. My favourite team did not win.Rob and Amber, the most competitive team in my opinion, did not win the Amazing Race. Maybe everyone knows it long time ago but I follow the channel 5 show. Everyone's happy that the good-guy team won..yes tian said it's good that they win cos they're really kind-hearted. yes of course I know that..but the thing is are they the best team? now comes the definition best. I've gotten to like Rob and Amber just cos they're good at the race. I love their competitive nature and their confidence!! But this last leg..yes Ron was right..Rob had fear in his eyes. ARRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Still need sometime to accept this reality. I should be happy I know. You should have seen how freaked out and nervous I was just now watching the show. Prancing up and down the living room..grabbing and pulling tian's arm till I irritated him..shouting away "quick quick!!! Come On Man!!!!! AaARRRRGHHHHH" yeap..my heart was beating so damn fast!! I'm a huge Amazing Race fan. Not a crazy reality show fan but only Amazing Race. and I would say, Only this season, simply because we recognise a team!! I think I've never watched Amazing Race this way before. Before this it's tian's favourite..I watched it with him and had been quite neutral to the precious competitors. Though they already had 1 million to their name, though they're not kind and insensitive at times and call pple names..sometimes too cocky too..One thing they can do is to control their emotions and they never flare up as far as I remember. And they're good at racing..love their competitive nature perhaps cos I'm a rather competitive person too. Haiz I'm just tramatised now..I've been sighing all the way till now. There's something seriously wrong with me I know. Guess Rob and Amber have sort of become my idols in this race. It's just disappointing. But let's accept fate. God did not want them to win I guess..they're not meant to win..they're meant to prove to pple that not only can they survive out in the jungle, in the wild..they also do very well racing around the world!! Everyone knows they're good. But the good does not usually win.
What I take home from this reality show, I guess would be that we should never be as cold or unhelpful or critical of our competitors. That's just not good sportmanship and shows that you're just proud and narrow-minded. 2nd thing would be that at the most intense moment, the most critical moment, one important thing we need to do is to remain clear-headed..calm, and be humble. When in doubt, one should always ask. I love to ask questions, see nothing wrong with that and if it's a stupid question, everyone can simply laugh it off. When we ask, we always gain something. 3rd..time is precious. No time to cry..no time to whine. Grab every minute you have, run if you can. Meet with a problem, fix it immediately. Life's short and time's always catching up on us so grab every opportunity you have. Last thing I learnt is, no use praying last minute..Luck plays 50% in every thing we pursue. Do you believe in fate? Has God planned all this? So if Rob and Amber are not meant to win this race, what am I meant to do in the future? (the english there sounds wrong..hmm)
Way past bedtime..Amazing Race ended at 12.30pm and I need so time to cool down hence I'm really not sleepy at all though it's an hour and half after 12. Had a quick celebration for my darling jon-jon who turns THREE this very day. Can't wait to develo the photos so that I can display them at home. Time for new photoframes~!!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Simply Amazing
Today is an amazing day because...it's the AMAZING RACE FINALE!!oh sheesh i'm so damn excited la, really don't know who to expect to win..2 hour special finale..oh man..think tonight my heart will be beating so fast..amazing race is my favourite reality show..love watching it every wednesday night with tian. Now I'm sad cos next week there won't be any more amazing races to watch!! hope the next season starts showing again..but guess it won't be as amazing without rob and amber..as irritating and selfish they are..they're damn good ok.it's luck, it's selfishness, it's wit and i guess their experience which helped them win the previous races. though they already have 1 million and god knows how many free trips, I still have this secret wish that they're the winners cos they're just good!! hmm dunno..let's watch!!
Had a good time sms-ing chat with michelle yesterday morning before work started. She is one very happy girl..not only because it was jega's birthday but also she's sort of enlightened or sth (to me..it felt like tt heh). One thing i got from the happy girl yesterday was..I think we should be contented to be able to study sth we are interested in and get a challenging job. I added..n happily with the guys we love. heh anyway she realised she's not e die-die must to medicine person and is happy to do science as well..n be jega's senior. haha anyway it dawned upon me that I might not be in the same school (of cos don't have to consider same class) with my closest girls. sheesh I shiver when I think about that. Not that I'm scared of making new friends, but I treasure old friendships..thank god we're still in contact with baoxin n huiping though they're in hwa chong and us in rj..but 5 years in different schools will make a difference..I hope my friends won't forget me and I'll definitely make sure I'll be organising more gatherings in the next few years to come. What I'm worried of is our busy schedules and other commitments, which will restrict the time we have to catch up with one another. sigh I'm damn sad now..let's hope everyone happens to end up in NUS haha..so selfish. No..go overseas if you have the opportunity..and money.
I had lunch@Ritz Calton yesterday and I have to say that the food and variety was so good!! Sadly we only had 45 minutes for our lunch appointment cos a meeting ended late and we had to rush back to office for another meeting. I was so so sad ok..a lunch buffet at Ritz will cost 38+ i think..dinner buffet for 45+ if I did not remember wrongly.So damn ex and definitely not worth it since I'm not a big eater. But yesterday I only had small portions of some food there!! (of cos tian's very pleased with that) There was a jap food counter with so much sushi n tempura and sashimi of cos..plus octopus n jap salad n many many more good food..sheesh didn't even have time for dessert!! I'm a dessert fan n you should have seen the variety there. Daniel once told me he had a discount card which allows him to have dinner there for 28+ i think. If it's true that'll be a very good deal. Have to bring my family and tian there to eat one day..if the discount exists that is.
If I go on treating my family at these expensive places..my bank account will never grow. No wonder I'm so broke. But I want them to enjoy the good food that i had the opportunity to try. Ritz is a good place..
n Happy Birthday to my dearest cutest and most handsome baby brother~!!!! muakz love him to pieces..despite his tantrums and cries and stubbornness. He's the cutest thing in the World. I feel like a mother.
Today is an amazing day because...it's the AMAZING RACE FINALE!!oh sheesh i'm so damn excited la, really don't know who to expect to win..2 hour special finale..oh man..think tonight my heart will be beating so fast..amazing race is my favourite reality show..love watching it every wednesday night with tian. Now I'm sad cos next week there won't be any more amazing races to watch!! hope the next season starts showing again..but guess it won't be as amazing without rob and amber..as irritating and selfish they are..they're damn good ok.it's luck, it's selfishness, it's wit and i guess their experience which helped them win the previous races. though they already have 1 million and god knows how many free trips, I still have this secret wish that they're the winners cos they're just good!! hmm dunno..let's watch!!
Had a good time sms-ing chat with michelle yesterday morning before work started. She is one very happy girl..not only because it was jega's birthday but also she's sort of enlightened or sth (to me..it felt like tt heh). One thing i got from the happy girl yesterday was..I think we should be contented to be able to study sth we are interested in and get a challenging job. I added..n happily with the guys we love. heh anyway she realised she's not e die-die must to medicine person and is happy to do science as well..n be jega's senior. haha anyway it dawned upon me that I might not be in the same school (of cos don't have to consider same class) with my closest girls. sheesh I shiver when I think about that. Not that I'm scared of making new friends, but I treasure old friendships..thank god we're still in contact with baoxin n huiping though they're in hwa chong and us in rj..but 5 years in different schools will make a difference..I hope my friends won't forget me and I'll definitely make sure I'll be organising more gatherings in the next few years to come. What I'm worried of is our busy schedules and other commitments, which will restrict the time we have to catch up with one another. sigh I'm damn sad now..let's hope everyone happens to end up in NUS haha..so selfish. No..go overseas if you have the opportunity..and money.
I had lunch@Ritz Calton yesterday and I have to say that the food and variety was so good!! Sadly we only had 45 minutes for our lunch appointment cos a meeting ended late and we had to rush back to office for another meeting. I was so so sad ok..a lunch buffet at Ritz will cost 38+ i think..dinner buffet for 45+ if I did not remember wrongly.So damn ex and definitely not worth it since I'm not a big eater. But yesterday I only had small portions of some food there!! (of cos tian's very pleased with that) There was a jap food counter with so much sushi n tempura and sashimi of cos..plus octopus n jap salad n many many more good food..sheesh didn't even have time for dessert!! I'm a dessert fan n you should have seen the variety there. Daniel once told me he had a discount card which allows him to have dinner there for 28+ i think. If it's true that'll be a very good deal. Have to bring my family and tian there to eat one day..if the discount exists that is.
If I go on treating my family at these expensive places..my bank account will never grow. No wonder I'm so broke. But I want them to enjoy the good food that i had the opportunity to try. Ritz is a good place..
n Happy Birthday to my dearest cutest and most handsome baby brother~!!!! muakz love him to pieces..despite his tantrums and cries and stubbornness. He's the cutest thing in the World. I feel like a mother.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
I'm so screwed spending my night blog-surfing and feeding myself Oreos..double somemore..dunked in milk. It doesn't help that I missed my wednesday-run this week due to shopping and pre-interview prep talk with tian..n recently I sacrificed the size of my tummy to accompany my sister to the Marriot's dessert buffet.n had frosted chocolate malt sundae yesterday at Swensens. I ask myself why I am fat.
Flowers and chocolate(together with ice-cream under the family of dessert) are my biggest weaknesses i think. Flowers never fail to make me smile really..they're just so beautiful that I have to forgive them for being so expensive and for dying so soon. I have a love-hate relationship with chocolate.
You know..I don't have a tummy popping out from beneath my tops when I'm in upper secondary school..n in early jc. tian never fail to remind me that. I hate being vain.
Good Night
Flowers and chocolate(together with ice-cream under the family of dessert) are my biggest weaknesses i think. Flowers never fail to make me smile really..they're just so beautiful that I have to forgive them for being so expensive and for dying so soon. I have a love-hate relationship with chocolate.
You know..I don't have a tummy popping out from beneath my tops when I'm in upper secondary school..n in early jc. tian never fail to remind me that. I hate being vain.
Good Night
Finally blogging..in a rather bad mood though. Just downloaded quite a few photos into my com desktop but when i open the folder,no pictures are to be found. Pictures are damn important to me lo..so damn irritated and sad that I lost them ok!! Important pictures taken during the Toni&Guy show..which might be my one and only experience there..my first experience at go-karting in Malaysia with tian and friends too..argghhhhh so pissed to think abt the photos now. Spoil my night.
Anyway have not been blogging much cos I'm hardly at home and too bad I'm an early sleeper..usually head straight to bed once i'm home. Have been coming home later n later these few days, thankfully I'm able to escape my parents once or twice..N it's only like night outs after work to the movies or hanging out with tian's friends at homes..can't imagine if i actually go clubbing..maybe my dad won't allow me home anymore haha. Life's been good..i'm very happy most of the time be it at work or home or with tian. Have been spending a lot of time with him these few months I realised..N i was just thinking..how did our paths actually cross..who actually made our paths cross..is it God. It's just that I was in one of my self-reflection state and realised how tian is so important to me and that I really don't think I can ever live life without him. He has come into my life in a huge way and did so many things just to make me happy and more comfortable. I look forward to many more happy years with him..n really have to thank God for letting our paths cross.
We're rather busy with work in the office these few weeks and for the month of May. Time's going to pass very fast n I'm certainly looking forward to many events this month. Outside work, I've recently caught Kingdom of Heaven and House of Wax. House of Wax was an interesting show though it had a slow start to it. Scare factor was alright..lowered by the fact that there were some irritating groups of girls screaming away for NOTHING in the cinema..seriously!! Good plot about the 2 disturbed brothers with an obsession with wax..serious mental problem. Kingdom of Heaven was disturbing with lots of killings and blood..heads rolled and pple with spears right through their heads..all for the religious war. It's a very long movie about the crusades..2 groups of pple fighting to protect their religion when what i really think they want is land and power. Orlando Bloom is again taking away a queen..alike in Troy haha. I'm looking forward to more blockbusters which are due in May..haha May's a happening month with many holidays and great movies.
My Medicine interview went fine, the whole experience was much better than my dentistry interview. first group of senior doctors asked a lot of questions related to squash then turn it into medical questions. haha good questions though I didn't expect them but I think my answers were fine cos they didn't pick and criticise my replies. They were so serious-looking though..the girl before me came out looking rather traumatised. 2nd group consisted of 2 younger doctors and a medical student, a girl called wendy ngiam. She looked so sweet that she sort of made me more at ease. haha she was the last to ask me questions and even said sorry for asking more than 1 question!! Anyway I thought I could have done better in my 2nd interview..did a bit of reflection after the interview after reporting to tian, his mum and my mum. Realised I missed out many important points and that I could have done a better job to make an impression. Don't really care now..the doctors may think i'M fine and 200 other pple may also be fine to them. So how exactly are they gonna choose excuse me..the whole process is quite screwed up anyway..i think it's all down to luck now. I'll let my fate come upon me.
Somehow I can't wait for my future to happen..the doctors asked me..are you sure you're ready for a life as a female doctors..with all the long hours of work and responsibilities that i'd have to bear. Seriously I can't wait..Can't wait to wear the white coat..can't wait to challenge myself with the job. N I also can't wait to get married once I finish my medical studies..that'll be at 25. Hahah i think i'll scare off guys. I've practically planned out my life.
Had a great time catching up with the class yesterday at Swensens..met my usual girls brenda, pam, belle, christine, jen, nita n hauwan..xinyee's down with rashes n sarah!! you're missing again!! tracy n amanda didn't turn up too..well..i'm proud to announce that jen's a sph scholar..pan's an MOE scholar (mind you, with 2 As ok..how powerful is that!! but she has a merit for s paper..haha)..n christine is an A* scholar!!! look at that!!! how powerful la..sheesh they're gonna appear in future years' scholars' choice haha and all those guide books on scholarships. I was joking with jen that she's gonna be the next Chua Mui Hong (did i spell her name correctly haha)..but she said she's not interested in politics..so can't be a senior political correspondent or sth. haha So now the girls are choosing which schools to go for their overseas education..while pple like me have to patiently wait for a school in Singapore to accept me. Watching my high-flying classmates..I secretly wonder if I can ever be like them if I was not interested in Medicine. Do I have any scholar quality in me? Can I actually become a scholar? It just seems so far-fetched..n I'm so happy for the girls. To other girls like me n brenda..I think we should just remain positive and wait for a kind school to take us in. haha.
Thanks to the recent estee and loreal sales..I've more choices with my lipcolour everyday now..with more shades of reds and pinks to choose from. Also, I'm so proud of my purchase of the bobbi brown lipstick organiser. I love my things neat and convenient and that's like THE solution to arranging my lipsticks n glosses. love it. Now I need more clothes..n another pair of shoe to wear to work. N a bag for work too. How come I seem to need so many things..n did I mention my bank account is depleting like nobody's business..most probably cos of the recent sales. I'm so sad sometimes I think I need to find a night job to sustain my account. I've worked for 4 months and my account should have at least 4000 by now. my money's all gone and it hurts. haiz. I'm always feeling the after effects of spending money. Oh did i mention, I happily bought a pink stripped blouse and a black knee-length skirt for my medicine interview. Tian convinced me to buy it as a long term investment and also I can wear it to work now and in the future. That made it a reasonable purchase which cost me $108..all to G2000. nvm..I'm sure I made an impression that day and my nice pink blouse certainly helped me look more presentable and professional in front of the doctors.
A whole lot of rambling..and soon..a hello to a new week at work!
Anyway have not been blogging much cos I'm hardly at home and too bad I'm an early sleeper..usually head straight to bed once i'm home. Have been coming home later n later these few days, thankfully I'm able to escape my parents once or twice..N it's only like night outs after work to the movies or hanging out with tian's friends at homes..can't imagine if i actually go clubbing..maybe my dad won't allow me home anymore haha. Life's been good..i'm very happy most of the time be it at work or home or with tian. Have been spending a lot of time with him these few months I realised..N i was just thinking..how did our paths actually cross..who actually made our paths cross..is it God. It's just that I was in one of my self-reflection state and realised how tian is so important to me and that I really don't think I can ever live life without him. He has come into my life in a huge way and did so many things just to make me happy and more comfortable. I look forward to many more happy years with him..n really have to thank God for letting our paths cross.
We're rather busy with work in the office these few weeks and for the month of May. Time's going to pass very fast n I'm certainly looking forward to many events this month. Outside work, I've recently caught Kingdom of Heaven and House of Wax. House of Wax was an interesting show though it had a slow start to it. Scare factor was alright..lowered by the fact that there were some irritating groups of girls screaming away for NOTHING in the cinema..seriously!! Good plot about the 2 disturbed brothers with an obsession with wax..serious mental problem. Kingdom of Heaven was disturbing with lots of killings and blood..heads rolled and pple with spears right through their heads..all for the religious war. It's a very long movie about the crusades..2 groups of pple fighting to protect their religion when what i really think they want is land and power. Orlando Bloom is again taking away a queen..alike in Troy haha. I'm looking forward to more blockbusters which are due in May..haha May's a happening month with many holidays and great movies.
My Medicine interview went fine, the whole experience was much better than my dentistry interview. first group of senior doctors asked a lot of questions related to squash then turn it into medical questions. haha good questions though I didn't expect them but I think my answers were fine cos they didn't pick and criticise my replies. They were so serious-looking though..the girl before me came out looking rather traumatised. 2nd group consisted of 2 younger doctors and a medical student, a girl called wendy ngiam. She looked so sweet that she sort of made me more at ease. haha she was the last to ask me questions and even said sorry for asking more than 1 question!! Anyway I thought I could have done better in my 2nd interview..did a bit of reflection after the interview after reporting to tian, his mum and my mum. Realised I missed out many important points and that I could have done a better job to make an impression. Don't really care now..the doctors may think i'M fine and 200 other pple may also be fine to them. So how exactly are they gonna choose excuse me..the whole process is quite screwed up anyway..i think it's all down to luck now. I'll let my fate come upon me.
Somehow I can't wait for my future to happen..the doctors asked me..are you sure you're ready for a life as a female doctors..with all the long hours of work and responsibilities that i'd have to bear. Seriously I can't wait..Can't wait to wear the white coat..can't wait to challenge myself with the job. N I also can't wait to get married once I finish my medical studies..that'll be at 25. Hahah i think i'll scare off guys. I've practically planned out my life.
Had a great time catching up with the class yesterday at Swensens..met my usual girls brenda, pam, belle, christine, jen, nita n hauwan..xinyee's down with rashes n sarah!! you're missing again!! tracy n amanda didn't turn up too..well..i'm proud to announce that jen's a sph scholar..pan's an MOE scholar (mind you, with 2 As ok..how powerful is that!! but she has a merit for s paper..haha)..n christine is an A* scholar!!! look at that!!! how powerful la..sheesh they're gonna appear in future years' scholars' choice haha and all those guide books on scholarships. I was joking with jen that she's gonna be the next Chua Mui Hong (did i spell her name correctly haha)..but she said she's not interested in politics..so can't be a senior political correspondent or sth. haha So now the girls are choosing which schools to go for their overseas education..while pple like me have to patiently wait for a school in Singapore to accept me. Watching my high-flying classmates..I secretly wonder if I can ever be like them if I was not interested in Medicine. Do I have any scholar quality in me? Can I actually become a scholar? It just seems so far-fetched..n I'm so happy for the girls. To other girls like me n brenda..I think we should just remain positive and wait for a kind school to take us in. haha.
Thanks to the recent estee and loreal sales..I've more choices with my lipcolour everyday now..with more shades of reds and pinks to choose from. Also, I'm so proud of my purchase of the bobbi brown lipstick organiser. I love my things neat and convenient and that's like THE solution to arranging my lipsticks n glosses. love it. Now I need more clothes..n another pair of shoe to wear to work. N a bag for work too. How come I seem to need so many things..n did I mention my bank account is depleting like nobody's business..most probably cos of the recent sales. I'm so sad sometimes I think I need to find a night job to sustain my account. I've worked for 4 months and my account should have at least 4000 by now. my money's all gone and it hurts. haiz. I'm always feeling the after effects of spending money. Oh did i mention, I happily bought a pink stripped blouse and a black knee-length skirt for my medicine interview. Tian convinced me to buy it as a long term investment and also I can wear it to work now and in the future. That made it a reasonable purchase which cost me $108..all to G2000. nvm..I'm sure I made an impression that day and my nice pink blouse certainly helped me look more presentable and professional in front of the doctors.
A whole lot of rambling..and soon..a hello to a new week at work!
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