Innerpeace

A slacking Sunday

Yeap, a rare slacking sunday. Left home early for my sunday driving lessons, got to try the auto cars today and I was damn shocked by how easy it is. Not that I'm regretting learning manual because I'm proud that I can drive both cars. haha just that I think i'll be bored learning auto cars because there's really nothing much to it. I felt like a pro driving today, as if i've been driving for ages with a license. haha but it's dangerous because it's easy to speed, however so fun because my hands and feet are so free and I can move off so much faster after stopping!! I'm so gonna miss auto cars..

Back home at about 3..banked in my salary (haha!) and came home for a nap, simply because there's nothing to do. Woke up god knows how many hours later, digested the week's newspapers and growled at the news about hike in cinema prices. damn irritating it's expensive enough and the three stupid greedy cinemas just want more from us huh!! Sadly, most Singaporeans are frequent movie-goers and they're gonna earn more from us now. I was thinking of a national strike to stop watching movies and instead, wait for the shows to air on HBO or Star Movies (it really isn't a long wait actually). In this way, GV, EngWAH and Shaw will suffer a huge loss and realise they should not fool with us. HAHA I can go on dreaming.Don't think it'll work cos Singaporeans are getting so affluent now. Sad.

Had been blog surfing to kill time after eating mashed potato. Don't know if I should be envious of others' lifes which are so happening. Envy - one of the 7 deadly sins of Singaporeans. I don't deny that's a sin of mine, I think some people may feel the same way. Some people are accomplished in certain areas, some people get opportunities which are so exclusive, some people are well-to-do and are always having a good time. You read about it, and you say wow. Some people get jealous, and jealousy may thurn into evil feelings. I guess envy is milder. I envy, I smile at the thought of perhaps I may be like that one day, and soon forget about it. Yea that's not too bad.

Dinner time..tml's work again..somehow it doesn't feel that dreadful, not for now at least. Haha my sister just consulted me about chemistry tuition and I wanna knock her head man!! physics tuition maybe can..chemistry no haha i don't allow..and the "shen" is right beside her HAHA i'm gonna give her a lesson later. chemical bonding, she said she's lost. That's the easiest and rather important topic man!!

Shopping with tian yesterday followed by dinner at Nooch (yes my third time n I don't want anymore actually..had no choice haha) with tian's friends. Was introduced to VNC which was praised by the girls of having good designs (better than charles n keith) and affordable prices..haha what a pity I never stepped into the shop before. One of the girls was wearing this pair of dark brown n dusty pink pointy pumps and I swear I'll get it. It's damn nice la. Having bought quite a few tops past few weeks I am shifting to shoes. Gonna get 2 new pairs this month. one for work and one out.Somehow I think shoes are very important in making one feel good and confident. High heels always make me feel very confident haha because you're taller of cos and somehow yu feel more in power n yu can walk with your head high. Heels are such an essential but I'm rather worried of injuring my feet and I'm scared I'll get ugly veins on my leg when I grow old. hmm nvm. Gonna get a pair with kitty heels for work instead of wearing flats. Realised more doctors and people at KK are recognising me n here comes the need to look more presentable now haha. I used to be rather slack with my dressing to work. Not anymore! N i hate to be called new girl. so irritating. nvm slowly more doctors will recognise me and know me better.

By the way, I'm savouring my free saturday mornings before going out with tian. Haha slept 12 hours yesterday.Hope sleeping more is good for the skin. Oh and watching fishes is rather calming and therapeutic.

Christianity is actually a philosophy. So I can just read the Bible to learn about its teachings and of course they teach at churches. I'm sort of contented with learning the teachings now and have yet to get to the stage of worship. I don't know..but i feel that learning from Jesus' teachings and be a good person is sufficient. But I think worship is the part where you are thankful to your teacher and saviour and because we're all sinners we should pray for forgiveness. Somehow I think it is more effective if you actually not sin. It's not possible i know. But we should all pray to thank Him for everything He has given us. Happy family, food and water to drink everyday and so much more. Amen.