Innerpeace

Now that was physics. 2 hours. Done. I didn't know how to do 2 questions. So? I don't know why..but I remember being traumatised after my papers in JC and I remembered I turned all moody and the girls around me had to tolerate my change in mood and behavior. And then I won't stop thinking about the stupid mistakes I made in the paper, and I'd hate it when people started comparing answers (ironically I'd do that myself.. but only when the paper was alright for me)..blah blah blah. I was just a silly little girl who thinks good results are the most important thing in the world. In the end good results didn't get me anywhere near where I want to be..so..get 4As for what you tell me?


Today I did not bother to compare answers till Jordan asked cos he was rather sad about his paper. I know i couldn't do 9 marks worth of question and got 2 other questions wrong. Somehow I'm not really concerned anymore. I just pray that in the end everything will be fine. And then I think about my terrible week ahead..with 4 papers back to back. What can be worse man. So what if I end earlier than everyone else..there's no one to go out with anyway! But I'm really excited about next semester..CORS bidding is starting again!! 27 Nov!! haha And I'll be bidding in Japan haha cool..Can't wait to take on another module..Gonna try getting French if I have enough points (though classes will be in the evenings from 6-8pm..so damn late la)..and most probably will do an SS module..though it won't be as interesting as any GEM module but it's compulsory so nvm! So for next sem i'll only be doing 3 core modules and of course I can't escape physics (focus will be on QUANTUM physics..**pukes blood and faints**) and then i'll have to start writing again..because I'll be taking a module called creative writing..which is more or less writing argumentative essays I think. All engineers hate this module haha. Next sem will be hell with those modules but I hope I'll get to take other interesting modules to make up for it. Can't believe I'm actually looking forward to next sem..I think my mood swings drastically..one minute I hate school and next minute I'm optimistic about school. I'm weird..


Now that physics is over..next up..Programming. It is a Big headache..but I find it so interesting and fun!!