Innerpeace

Give me some answers

I've been trying to log into the joint admission page ever since this morning. Still an "error" from them..

Am I supposed to be able to sleep tonight?
I'm supposed to go for a party tomorrow night..majority of the people there will be from NUS Med.

Am I suppose to lose hope now? I'm too scared to think about my future.

Being a doctor is no big deal.

Maybe this is an indication for me to stop studies and pursue my childhood dream..to become an air stewardess! yea..a young doctor whom I met at NNI told me air stewardesses earn the same or even more than doctors..I should consider.

Is this a punishment? Is this my fate? Are you trying to tell me sth or teach me sth by torturing me this way?

I'm a strong girl..but I broke down in front of 3 people whom I love and respect. And I know they care very much about me. Everyone was very encouraging.

I can't see what I'm typing..I need to stop thinking.

Sometimes I think too much.