Innerpeace

i failed again..saw my records n it's the 9th time..I'm simply amazed by my capabilities..to think that I was so eager about driving..

What a sad way to end my otherwise very happy day..tian popped up at my place early in the morning to accompany me to work then sat in my office with me the whole day..he read his digital fortress while I do my work and answer phone calls. We had a great late lunch (I'm not having lunch alone for once) at sakae sushi at bugis then went back to office to only stay for a while before I head for BBDC for my lessons. Glad he was occupied and did not regret accompanying me..totally made my day..my best monday ever and I wondered how many times i told him I love him so very much.

Why must I be so depressed now..met jonathan at driving centre for the first time..think he's taking his revision..n he was somewhere behind me watching me malu myself at parallel parking..well I finally got it after hell lot of practice..only earned 3 chops today..so sad..could've been 4..it just means I have to spend more money on driving..

Managed to book another evaluation after my night practical lessons and the results have not changed. I wonder what sort of failure it makes me after failing for 9 times..wow..I wonder how I passed my A levels..even instructors mock me..

Have not started on uni apps yet..I hope i'd at least get to write one question tml..

I'm stuck halfway and I can't give up..I'm so close to completing my course..why why why

congrats to my darling girlfriend who finally got to do what she wants..I see cash and fun rolling in for her very soon..I was so happy for her and we're practically screaming into the phone this morning when bobbi brown called her. work hard girl..learn all the correct things about make-up and teach me some day..also must know what colours suit my eyes and lips ok..But i'm too poor to own make-up products la..lucky you..just got an anna sui palette..why are you so lucky and me so ill-fated.

back to more work and uni apps attempts and driving.