Innerpeace

okay..this yr's colour is purple..not as nice as last yr's one..quite plain..plain purple throughout..but nvm..i'm thankful to my neighbour for lending it to me..hmm mich gonna stand out on monday..juz looked through my photos..the red n yellow sari's really striking..haha she'll look stunning..

i sinned again..brought my mum n baby darling all the way to swensens juz to eat a sundae but of cos end up eating the new fish n salad meal too..so-so only..quite small portion too..aniwae i know i'm damn ill-disciplined n undecisive n i sux!!! but if i dun LOOK fat..quess it's alrite to treat myself well..like what my sis said..we dunno how long we'll live..if i die tml..in the midst of a diet..i'll leave the world as a pitiful n pathetic soul who missed out on all the good food..n i'll regret not savouring my one last sundae from swensens before i leave..heh..so conclusion..juz eat la~!!! haiz..i look up to tracy n derrick..so disciplined..so vain..haha but tt's nth bad..everytime during pe..e girls will sit in a circle close tog..n everytime i see tracy's pair of slender, toned bronze legs..i'll juz sigh to myself..n blame myself for making my legs big..arms flabby (a bit)..n tummy bulging..oh..n a fatty butt..
pls..do not comment on what i juz said..i'm juz revealing my emotions n feelings to my trusty blog..which is forever patient n tolerant towards my nonsensical grumblings..

hey guys..what do yu all like to get on yur bdays? pls help me out..give me ideas of presents suitable for a guy..sth special..unique..touching..n uncle heng..when's yur bday?
my sis bought a miniature guitar from a road side store at meridien today for a girlfren..i fell in love with it when i saw it..thot it was totally suitable n stylish for tony who's leaving..too bad the stall only opens on every sat..man i want it for myself too~!! sheesh..i dunno what to give tony as a farewell gift..july is a go-broke-mth..n jamie~!! we haven got mich's present yet..how how..moday i'm having piano lesson carn go out..yu have cheerleading every evening too..how like tt..nvm i'll try to find sth tml..