Innerpeace

Dear blog..surprise surprise..yur lady pig is actually wide awake at this disgusting time in the morning..working real hard on her project work~!!! so hardworking..yea..n dun worry i'll go get my well-deserved sleep soon..to prepare for tml's bio lecture and 5 block long GP~!!! ewww disgusting..okay nvm..wanted to let yu know i've been real busy these few days..all the squash n pw stuff clogging up my brain..i was really upset with myself today..not being able to concentrate during lectures..i think nth from chem lecture went into my head..n i was dozing off..hate myself for doing tt..haiz now gotta spend more time reading through the notes again..cried a little at the canteen today..guess it was an overload of stress..+++ so many things to worry abt..sometimes i feel like giving up..during maths lecture i was thinking..how good if i were dead..nvm now everything is fine..i'm fine too..eating a small layer cake for supper..mich's bday in 2 days time..n again i'm organising a bash for her..but haven contact my khakis yet..sheesh

hey twin..how do yu usually celebrate yur bday? mine's quite sad yu noe..it's either stuck in between exams..or cos it's in the hols..so no one remembers..no one celebrates n sing bday songs to me in class..no presents..okay every year definitely got 2..but tt's not the point..sometimes i wonder all e effort that i put into organising stuff for my gang's bdays ever gone to waste..i crack my brain to make them happy..n destroy my brain cells while choosing the best gift for them without burning a hole in my pocket..but in the end i seem to be forgotten..
nvm..doesn't matter..i think every year is special..like last yr..1st present from tony n this vj guy from maths class..they were really sweet..with the Me to You bears..heh totally love those grey bears..

k i better get into bed..before those dark rings appear beneath my already bad-looking eyes..n before pimples n wadeva starts erupting due to lack of sleep..nite bears..