Innerpeace

"In love all of life's contradictions dissolve and disappear."
-- from celene's.. beautiful truth.

juz got home frm orchard..see jamie i was at orchard alone frm 4 to 6..man i can survive alone okay..though it was quite lonely to eat alone..but it's like..spending time with yourself..quite peaceful..spent the longest time with tinglin ever today..haha from listening compre exam till tuition..then went orchard tog..we talked abt everything under the sun..eye candies..cute guys..not-so-well-like girls..our own circle of frens..n boyfrens..haha girls juz like to talk n gossip..

gotta play piano tonite..n get my gp essay done..can i do it? i'm like how slack now..is tt expectation too high..haiz i better do sth about myself.. n know wad..i gobbled down two mac donalds meal today..breakfast..sausage mcmuffin with egg n hashbrown..lunch mc chicken n fries..i'm a total sinner..man i'm nuts n crazy!!!!!!! that's like totally fattening..oily..n wadeva bad..rite now..my stomach is bloated..really like expanded..making my skirt feel so tight now..n feeling my belly juz makes me want to kill myself..that's it man..no more fastfood till August..i gotta start disciplining myself or else it'll lead to self-destruction.

taking effect from today till August..no fast food..no meat n snacks n chocolate n ice cream..lunch n dinner at home..veggi fish soup rice. meals in school..sandwich..yong tao fu..rice with veg n fish allowed on thursdays only. exercise routine..tues n thurs n mondays..track.. at least 4 rounds..no 5 is better..okay that's it!
now with a beautiful n sure success plan..to myself.."pls do remember what yu said today.."