Innerpeace

Mr and Mrs Smith


Just got home after catching Mr and Mrs Smith with tian and friends. A very, unrealistic but romantic show..haha I loved it!! Brad Pitt always looks this charming and absolutely good..like hello with his head sort of shaven he still looks damn good!! why don't army guys look like him? hmm..what am I talking about..of course they can't. haha anyway Angelina Jolie too..gorgeous..especially with her hair down..way better than having her hair back neatly. Only Denise Keller looks perfect with her hair tied back haha. out of point. Thing is, despite the show being ridiculous cos a whole army of gunmen cannot kill 2 pple..n the gunmen don't wear bulletproof vests? of course they would..just like john n jane smith did..so then why do they get killed once shot but not jolie and brad who were shot so many more times? damn lame and drama haha..but still..they looked cool..great outfits. 2 fab looking pple who're quite funny too..had fun laughing at some parts of the show. Tian and I are so inspired after the show we pretended to be Mr and Mrs Smith!! haha I insisted on the wheel in the car cos Angelina Jolie drove. haha she's more in power n I like that heh. Glad they realised how much they loved each other. Knew they won't kill each other..n good twist there too..making the show quite a long one..2 hrs!


Had a great time talking to mich, joel and roy before the show started over dinner at Lido. Subway again and I never get sick of it. Honey Mustard does the trick. n I'm happy to say that I've a new friend, Joel, now..soon going to be one of tian's good friend in Medicine. n how small the world is indeed..he's Inna's boyfriend!! We all know Inna..way since secondary school!! Me training for squash and she'll be training for tennis nearby..So cool!!Inna's in China now (wait I spelt her name correctly right?). Joel is a very nice guy..friendly and laugh-able..was comfortable talking to him. Heh think I embarrassed myself a little when he suddenly appeared at the table. Nvm so great evening. May all of us remain good friends in long time to come.


Have not packed..have not booked hotel for hongkong..and I'm leaving for Kota Kinnabalu tml afternoon..with tuition lesson in the morning. Great..how can I find the time..


After the show I was so excited and inspired I didn't feel like going home at all..was even thinking of dessert but mich roy n yanli didn't look like they were interested so haha nvm anyway iT was almost twelve and we should be heading home. haha pity.


Hope my superior will be fine in office without me for two days..I think I play a huge part in helping her relieve stress..Don't know if I'm a good help in other areas cos she'd always say oh her previous temp never do this properly..never do that..and I wonder when I leave will she tell her next temp staff the same thing..I hope not..Hope she enjoyed my company and found me helpful.


Everything has to come to a stop soon..University's gonna start in no time and I'm so sad. Life's so good now I don't know how I can start studying again. There'll be a whole new set of challenges awaiting me..make new friends (though I may look like i'm good at it..I'm actually really shy..and perhaps sometimes lack that little bit of confidence)..study new and more profound subjects..mature into an even older person and start to think about career..argh stuff like that. Hate it Hate it. Took me so long to realise how precious this LONGGGGG holiday is and that in a blink of an eye it's ending!!! I have not wasted it. Have definitely enjoyed working at the Society and injected a few breaks away from Singapore (sth which I'm so deprived of for 19 years..I've finally done it). Also spent much quality time with tian and made many new friends. I know there're still some things I aimed to accomplish (like learn dance) this holiday but failed to..but think there's no point regreting now. I'll always remember tseyang telling me never to regret my actions (sth which i used to be guilty of).


Guess I'll need to embrace the future with more hope, and trust, and confidence. Thinking about my job right now..it's not the best thing which happened to me of cos..but I've learnt and experienced so much..I'd be a different person from what I am now if I wasn't given this job at the Society. Would be much less knowledgeable and matured..ignorant about work life (of doctors and secretariats in hospitals..n also drug companies). Another very tresured experience is also the privilege of knowing many kind and friendly doctors from KK, NUH and private practice. The encouragement they gave me, their wise words about how I should be prepared if I wanna pursue medicine, the good food and fine wine I enjoyed with them..the friendship..Invaluable.


Time to get to sleep..whenever I'm in my reflective mood I get very tired cos I think too much haha. Doubt I'll get the chance to blog till I get back on Tuesday. Wish the girls and friends well and happiness. Jessica..Out!