Innerpeace

mich n jamie i wanna talk to yu guys so badly tonight cos jess's in one of her unhappy moods again but jamie's busy mugging now to get her As n mich with jega..i'm pathetic.must ask tian to tell yu what a difficult girlfriend i am. argh i dun want to think about anything anymore. wad's the use of getting upset. doesn't change anything. all these has happened before. the next day one will be having so much fun n forget everything. then it'll happen again. he's sleeping already. i carn sleep.

i will not watch with my classmates when i know he really likes the show cos i want to be the one watching with him whether or not i like it. of cos i can choose not to watch with him cos he will have his friends asking him out. yea. simple.

mich i'm a stupid girl who always lets small things bother me. maybe that's why my results are dropping. haha i'm talking crap.
i want him to be happy. i was pretending so well earlier tonight!! i'm an ass man.ok next time i'll learn my lesson n just keep quiet n smile.sheesh no point regretting. tse yang said never regret. have i told yu want i'm getting for his birthday? bet yu all will think i'm just saying unseriously again..i must have determination ok..i think i will really get it. he needs it n i know he'll be happy.
oh i'm actually helping my mum give tuition for two hrs every weekend now to get more money to survive through this month. haha good ah if not i'll come borrowing from yu ah jamie haha

sigh mich i told yu yu're damn lucky so many times..but i'm very lucky too yu know. sometimes he really make me feel like i'm the luckiest and happiest princess in the world..do yu know i always smile when i see him? it's impossible to get angry with him..

i brought my unhappiness upon myself. --english seems broken here.

lalalallalallalalalala he's fast asleep..n tml he'll be so happy.