Innerpeace

My darling boyfriend emails me at least 3 times a day and today I counted 6 emails. I usually arrive back at the hotel at 10pm at night and spend most of the time typing a whole long email to him so I have this bad feeling I won't be blogging very much. haha. Maybe when school starts we won't be slacking so much at Jordan and Cyrus's huge apartment and would spend more time in school so I'll have more time on the internet cos J&C's apartment has no internet access! Sucks! I know Cyrus cannot take it too. It's breakfast at 7.15am then 7.45am we are meeting the whole gang for a day trip to Amsterdam tomorrow. Hope it'll be fun and the guys will oblige obediently with the museum visits and touristy activities because Jordan and Joshua had already expressed that they're not the type. =p

Because of this trip, I got to know a side of Tian that I never knew. We've never emailed each other so much before. I've never smiled so much when reading emails. His first email to me after we parted at the airport made me cry in front of the guys. Because you get so excited to receive emails from me, I'm going to continue to try my best to email you as much as I can. Because I love you and I want you to smile.

Now I truly know how much I mean to you. And you already know you mean the whole world to me.

I can't wait to settle into my apartment so that I can stop living out of my luggage and stock up on food and beautify my room with tulips!!!