Innerpeace

Broke down when replying to Tian's 3rd email for the day. I really can't wait to see him again. Hope the webcam would help when I can finally set it up. I realised I miss him insanely and I'm starting to cry again. It's the 2nd time in 3 days that I'm crying to his emails.

I am going to survive the next 5 months, even if I have to cry in front of the computer every other day. But I'm sure things will get better.

To the girls, thanks so much for all the concern. :) I'll try to put some photos up as soon as I can to show that I'm still the same size and that my ugly haircut is improving somewhat. haha. It's 10.30pm now, tomorrow is a rest day for us to prepare for school which starts on Monday. Goodness we're totally in holiday mood, especially after touring Amsterdam today and I can't imagine having to study next week. OH SHIT! Did I pack my pencil case into my luggage??????!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg I have this very bad feeling because I'm quite sure it's not in 2 of my bags and I'm 80% sure I didn't see it in the big luggage when I went through it the past 2 days. OMGGGGG what am I going to do with my stationery!!!! I just bought 2 new pens plus new yellow highlighter plus I packed staples and glue and penknife!!! oh dear I also forgot to bring a hole puncher!!! oh shit shit I really forgot to bring my pencil case. I'm going to go for lectures without a pencil case. Die already. I'd have to spend a lot of money getting a pencil case with all the stationery I need. Arrrrghhhhhhhhhhh I really cannot make it.