Innerpeace

The sweetest thing


I'm so excited I have to blog this!! Mich just messaged me, saying that the white Ipod Nano which she bought from Ness's dad (through me) is beautiful!!! haha she even said it's a piece of art!! Ehh..got so fascinating meh? I've held a Nano at Nikos' place, but Mich described the nano until it's so amazingly gorgeous..haha basically I'm so glad everything turned out perfect for her tonight!! Jega was surprised and speechless by the present of course..YAYY it's a successful surprise!!..unlike the ipod photo i gave to Tian =( And the engraving turned out beautifully too!! haha so I guess tonight is more or less a perfect, romantic night for the two of them. Happy 21st Birthday Jega!..who thought Mich's getting him a watch all the while, and who kept messaging me to ask for the price of the watch. haha I'm very happy for Mich! Our boyfriends are so lucky hor, get Ipods for birthday presents leh. My birthday present from last year's birthday leh?? tsk tsk. Oh and reading boonseer's blog made me wonder how her boyfriend knows what kind of heels or what design boon will like, and yes the nine west wedges are so pretty!! But how does her boyfriend knows how to shop for heels, clothes..what if boon got something she doesn't like because it's not really her style? It'll be quite bad to go back to the shop to change the clothing, since it's a present. Hmm..must teach me eh..so that I can teach Tian hehe.


Anyway it was a long day. I was forced out of bed at 9am..successfully got out of bed only at around 9.40am by Tian's second call =p. That was the time I'm supposed to meet him. It was first to the travel agent's again, then back to his place for lunch and back to school for floorball with the med people at 1pm, and dance at 4pm. And after dance, my kindest and sweetest darling drove me all the way down to Ness's place for tuition. I was damn touched la..he was in pain somemore, his toes bleeding from under the nails because of his sports shoes, just like me last time. But my toe nails came out quite easily, without much pulling on my part, but looking at Tian's nails, I don't think they're going to come out anytime soon, they're just totally black. Maybe I should ask him to bang into me accidentally, the heel of my feet banging into his toe such that the nail will be forced out. That was how my first toe nail fell out, Tian banged into me, and I remembered it was damn painful. Heh nvm, guys must learn to take pain. By the way, I finally went for my first floorball session with Tian after one whole year of persuasion by him. And I'm very glad I did, because I had fun, tiring fun because I'm so unfit, and sweet fun because I'm running around and having fun with Tian, not forgetting his friends and classmates aka future colleagues. And I scored 2 goals, beginner's luck =). I'm looking forward to more floorball sessions!! It was good workout haha.


I just got myself into a hugee commitment. Ok, not that huge, because it's only until next Saturday, but yea, huge enough. I'm going to be performing at Hwa Chong's dance night, because they invited NUS Dance Blast to give a guest performance, and yea, it's definitely a good chance to practise and be better at dance so I joined the group. Thing is, most of the girls in the group have experiences in performing over the past year, but I did not have the opportunity. So I'm trying very hard not to be stressed out, and think of it as a good learning opportunity. Not as if it's a dance competition anyway. I really wonder how it'd be like memorising the whole routine and actually dancing in front of an audience. What if I have stage fright and forget my steps? That will be so ugly and I'll be jeopardizing the dance and team..sheesh. I must find a way to overcome my fears. Where's my confidence!!


By the way, committing to dance practices means weekday afternoons and nights are mostly booked. I don't know how I'm going to go out with the girls now..and it also means I'm meeting Tian only for 1 hour perhaps on Thursday, and I don't know if I can get to meet him on Friday, and next week..I can't slack at his place with him anymoree..Haiz. Sacrifices, and choices suck. But I'm glad my darling's very happy for me and he's very supportive, consoling me and assuring me that this is good for me.


And there's yet another commitment, this one is totally good..because it comes with $$$. I'm going to be relief teaching at Rulang for the whole of next week!! And dear Ms Beh managed to allocate me to the morning session because my afternoons are fully booked..so YAYY I'm working! I only called up my primary school a few days ago and in less than half an hour after I called, Ms Beh, my primary six form-teacher called me back and tell me she needs me! It was so fast and I was literally jumping in excitment!! The next thing I need to worry about is getting out of bed to reach school at 7am. Damn it I even have problem waking up for Uni classes at 8am. Sometimes I even have to take cab to school for tutorials at 10am can you believe it. Yea that's me. A girl who needs a lot of sleep, or rather, ill-disciplined, piggish and sleeps a lot. I hope I can survive next week. I must be crazy getting myself so busy just a week before my Eurotrip. But it's cool that I'm earning a little bit of money before leaving for the expensive land. In this way, I won't feel so guilty and worry about getting a job quickly after coming back from Europe to earn back my money.


Goodnight! But eh..my boyfriend's still DOTA-ing I think..