Innerpeace

My Mid-life Crisis


To a girl like me, when I do not buy a single thing for a Month, I feel lost and helpless. Weekends are no longer appealing anymore, I study my weekend away anyway. If this goes on, I'll be wearing the same clothes for the next 10 years. Somebody please help me, I hate feeling what I'm feeling now..I'm tired of looking..tired of walking. I just want to buy nice clothes which look good on me and are not expensive..Is that too much to ask..I really need to buy something desperately..


To a girl like me, everything is meaningless without you. You make me feel so empty and alone now. I've been holding on too tightly I'm sorry. Maybe you're just too precious to me. Run away now..


Without medicine, without you, without new clothes, there's really zero future for me now. I should just rot away quietly, away from all you happy people. Oh no, sublimation is a faster and cleaner process. Can I just vapourise into the atmosphere now? In this way, you don't have to do anything for me anymore.


Oh and since I have not bought anything for the longest time, I shall give my leftover money to my sisters before I disappear, so that they can buy things for themselves and for the family. Then I'll be making more than one person happy.