Innerpeace

my superior's on leave today..so i can finally use the computer with internet access! anyway i don't plan to slack..i'll get down to work soon after my daily cup of milo..will be meeting jamie n mich today for shopping and gossiping and dinner..jamie insists on thai but i'm still not in the mood for it..hmm what do i want to eat man..anyway jamie has been shopping with ness n py n ricky everyday..that lucky woman..9-5 job is really boring you know..the only thing that keeps me going is my salary..which i have yet to touch it.

jamie and ness are getting so tai-tai and hard to understand now..they shop at LV and tiffany and other branded shops which jamie will not go when she's with mich n i haha my girlfriends are getting so expensive..very soon i can't afford their birthday presents anymore..i'm still a mango-guess-urs blah blah moderately priced girl..clothes and accessories from those less expensive brands can satisfy me well enough. whenever i walk past the rows of branded shops at nee ann city..like gucci prada lv blah blah..i always wonder who they're customers are..n i realise soon my girlfriends will be owning stuff over $300 bucks..hmm..that'll be when i marry a rich darling who pampers me..haha but nah i rather go for manicures n pedicures or on tours than spend the money on wallets or bags which won't last me more than 5-10 years haha

Anyway on my way to work today..on the mrt..i saw a lady with a defect. One of her hands did not have fingers..only the thumb was protruding out a little. She's quite a nice-looking lady..it's sad but she manages well and normal. Another day, I saw a woman with really bad skin problems..both her cheeks were covered with red acne marks or sth like it..it was really bad. But she had a boyfriend who looked like he really cares and love her. good for her. I always occupy myself on the roads by looking at passerbys and haha i observe pple. quite rude huh. But what i get out of this is i learn to appreciate myself. I think a lot of us have to thank some god who gave us our pretty faces and whole and fit bodies which allow us to do whatever we want..we can dance, do sports, jump around and shop freely..
However human nature is that we can never be fully satisfied. Man are greedy creatures. We won't stop wanting. Our wishlists never end. But today, now..when i'm not feeling greedy for a moment, i thank god for everything that i have. A great family with a totally adorable brother who can be really naughty and stubborn at times..a wonderful, handsome and tall and well-to-do boyfriend who is forever so understanding and kind, takes care of me and never fails to make me laugh. And then i have my all-time favourite girlfriends and classmates and friends from school n all who are always somewhere for me when i need help. Last but not least, my healthy body with quite a bit of meat now thanks to myself..and my pretty presentable face..I may have some really ugly parts of me..but all that can be overcome..and they're nothing compared to what some people have..which is permanent damage.

ok back to work now.