Innerpeace

ok it's close 12 and i'm still not any close to taking my necessary sleep before waking up at 6.30 for work tml..haha first day of work and i'm late..yes i'm ashamed and guilty but the bus ride was horribly long..i wanted to try out the bus you see..nvm mrt is the best though more ex..work..i've nothing much to say about it..there's nothing much to keep me occupied every minute..good and bad i guess..i don't like to not to anything while being paid..then it's like i don't deserve the pay..but nvm can't help it i guess..my superior gave me work to do and in turn she herself looked like she did not have much to do..haha nvm maybe it's not busy season yet i hope there's more work to come..if not i'll get bored heh i'm a workaholic

merry belated christmas to my dearest friends..thank you to dearest dedrick and sarah and jamie for your cards..i love cards..they're usually the sincerest wishes form your friends and when i read the cards i'll begin thinking about what we've done together the past 2 years and how we've made a difference in each other's life..haiz wanna thank all my classmates..for being so funny..supportive and kind to me in so many ways..mine's a really unique class..sometimes so close..sometimes not..but there's a very strong sense of belonging..and when we once gather at tse yang's place again it's the same old feeling..cosy..cranky..heh i love you guys so very much..

and then thanks for the presents girls..thanks for spending your very little remaining money on me like i've spent on you haha we're so pathetically broke!! i won't get paid till 1st Feb!! nvm i think tuition money is coming soon..gotta thank my mum and dad and tian for donating money to me heh the small amounts add up to big amounts and gave me food..i can't live without them

christmas was at tian's..switching channels in front of the tv..too lazy to go to town after a christmas eve dinner and then christmas lunch with his family..anyway it's time to spend some time alone with him..i wanna thank him for being so wonderful, kind and understanding..i'm a sensitive demanding penniless brat and he controls me well and takes care of me( most of the time..though he forgets about me when he's playing maple story) haha he gives in to me most of the time..and gotta be my atm too..ok that's it i have to yi shen xiang xu..no choice he's too good to me haha JOKING!! thanks for making me smile dear..

really busy now till new year's eye..so many gatherings and cos of work i can't go..maybe i should start work in 2005 sheesh and now i don't know how to explain to my friends haiya i really wanna go!! arghhh i need my social life!! haha had dinner with the girls yesterday..an economical one thanks to me haha and tml another one with betty and girls and wednesday rj is moving house and in the evening there's class gathering and then thursday got OT and friday's new year's eve!! so many things to keep me busy yet i gotta sacrifice outings with HC class i'm so so sorry..ok i better head to bed..
i need to write my new year's resolutions soon..and i shall commit..