Innerpeace

i know why i can connect with sarah now..haha this may sound a little ego cos sarah's a much better person than me..but nvm..
firstly..we love mango!! haha ok same taste for clothes..i love her mini skirt which she wore for the class dinner..from mango i'm quite sure..heh
next is..we are girls who need to know where we are heading in life..like..why am i studying now..all this torture for wad..hah if i din have an aim in mind i'd have gave up long ago i think..it's definitely not crazy thinking about the future..i've even thot of what car i want to drive..what kind of house i want to live in..and what kind of life i want in the future..job and family..n seriously i dun want to be anybody big..i just want a steady job as a doctor (heh friends wuld know what i want to be), in my small clinic yet popular among patients from everywhere..have a good reputation as a good doctor and learn enough to live a middle class life..that'll be richer than now haha

yeap that's my motivation in life..need to study to be what i want to be..feed myself n children n live a good life. i want to be able to bring my family overseas every year n visit all countries..i don't want my children to be a tortoise like me..never moved out of my shell..forever stuck in this region..(right baorong? only yu know how i feel..)

anywae why i want to be a doctor..i wonder if sarah is aspired to be a doctor after her job attachment at AH. what i can only say about my experience is DAMN COOL. simply that. i'm just so amazed and fascinated and also disgusted too with what i saw and learnt. overcoming sights during surgeries have become a challenge to me (esp plastic surgeries)n even standing for 4-5 hrs throughout a surgery is challenging to me haha. n in medicine, yu'll always learn sth new that'll make you go wow..it's really cool! i wanna learn so much..to cut up bellies..to insert stuff into the body..e next thing i want to do after As, is to go for job attachmebnt at a public hospital!! maybe i shall drag sarah along with me haha

aniwae sometimes i feel that i've found myself in some parts of sarah..the way she views life and her experiences. sarah is one whom i strive to be..mature, sensitive, loyal, strong, beautiful.