Innerpeace

oh..went shopping with jamie n mich ysterday..again. n finally..haha bet we made jamie veh happy..to think that we used to do this almost more than twice every week few years ago..haha..sigh..i missed secondary sch..when i'm not so mugger n would go out life nobody's business n do badly in o levels..oh well..but great free n happy life back then.. ok aniwae we tried some dresses at tangs n i'm sorry but i think jamie looks pretty n sweet in that glod dolly dress but that colour's a little too deep..too golden..n she tried on a really nice tube from allure..think it's got potential..hmm getting excited to think bout prom this year..i just wanna dress up..look good..n have a great night taking photos and looking at pretty pple!! but that wun be very soon..oh well..
i'm sorry i hate shopping now..haha always wanna get this n that but know that my chances of getting them is like 10% sigh literally poor girl..n when yu go shopping with 2 fabulous girls like michelle n jamie..cow yu'll feel so demoralised..they know what i mean..this is damn sad..mich told me nobody is perfect..cos i've an ok face..i have a bad body? that's way unfair..cos my flaws are more than 1..2.. got so many flaws till i'm so sick of them n sick of myself..knowing that i carn do anything about them..cow i suck man..yu may think i'm greedy..but hello..yu dunno me..yu dunno how many defects i have all over..haha imperfections suck..pathatic woman..

ok stop being so superficial..yu should thank god you even exist..hmm..but do i want to exist..for tian n for my beautiful friends n family..i think i do..