Innerpeace

hi..it's finally raining..but it's still very hot..maybe it's just me..aniwae i'm taking a break from work..in the middle of quantum physics..rather do-able..good for me..later still gotta practise piano..i better remember..i carn concentrate on blogging..gay voices of 5566 in the background..my sis loves them..she's in denial..confused girl..poor thing

yu know..every week of sch is like a surprise..some week it'll be a surprise cos everyone's really trigger-happy..we'll have a lot of girl'talk..everyone will be very relax n smiling away..but some weeks..some horrible things must happen to either one of us..like recently..n i should say it's tormenting..i dunno..young pretty girls..only 17 of age..aren't these things too much for us? i dunno..pple cry..pple hurt n lose concentration in their work..lose their focus in life..n today sth happened again..
i'm sorry friends..i dunno how to make yu happier..make yu forget your pain n i know constantly asking yu to stop thinking n focus is no use..cos everything's easier said than done..guess such stuff are part n parcel of life..n it's always the girls who get hurt..shall i say..let's not be angry n upset over these creatures who're oozing testosterone..human nature i guess..everyone has an internal magnet that carn help but get attracted to someone sooner or later..it's hard to forget..i know..but ..oh no i'm not making sense..i really dunno how to console..i'm in no position to speak cos i admit i really dunno how sad n how painful yu feel..i'm sorry..sheesh i'm an idiot..act smart for wad..

ok..change topic..let's pray..pray for the goodness in man..pray for a happy n exciting week ahead..wed squash semi-finals with acjc..friday dance night..it carn get any better..god pls bless all of us..give us what we deserve for our effort n hardwork that we've put in for the past few months..sigh..i can just picture the scene of rj winning on wednesday..the picture appeared a lot of times already..is that hope..or confirmation??
n i pray..pray for my friends to be happy..to quickly forget..n to find new happiness in their lifes..sigh..
i think i dun want to study animore..just let me get married to him n be a housewife..haha my fairytale..maybe i should be a tai-tai next time..n stop acting strong n think yu want to be a gynae..yu wun even touch an insect..sigh