ok..let me juz say sorry to jamie for what i've typed in her tagboard..doesn't affect her n i think she'll juz go "hah jess's jealous again.." but oh well..it's juz inferiority complex again..nvm..no one will understand..maybe juz baorong..yea..fine it's her blog i dun care la..no matter how ugly i am..i carn do anything bout it..so i shall shut up n stop being vain..n rather, spend quality time on my sats??? haha lame..i shall juz sleep more..then maybe one day i'll happily not wake up..think only then i'm blessed..
ok yj..not tt i dun wan to blog..i'm very long-winded n everytime i type a long blog..the internet dies..haha nvm these few days of the holidays have been juz training..job attachment at gleaneagles with tian's dad..and job hunting and auditions..yea that audition is shit..i shan't recollect my awful memories..it's like once in lifetime..i definitely my last..thinking about it gives me goosebumps..hello!! me to act like a bitch..n like those kind at a club flirting guys??? i really wanted to walk out of tt cold room so badly..that poor kindhearted guy told me so many times to forget myself..n juz be her!! hmm..acting's not easy..no no..WADEVA!! i only wanted to be an extra..give up.
having a very bad injury now..n ran in pain today..of cos the wound grew worse and now i have trouble moving around my house..shit should juz get my sis to carry me..haha
there's sth very wrong with me..i think i need to go to church to find peace with god and with myself..n ask him why did i turn out like that..
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