Innerpeace

haha..just realised i'm so unwell-liked..i think i need to know what's lousy about me. okok..number one..life's not only about looks and academics..hah..everyone agrees???? oh yes..because life's about money>???? sigh..sometimes yu gotta be practical..especially in Singapore..yea..maybe it's cos of the pple around me..that's what i'm made to think..to survive in world..yu must have sth good to present to the world..or else yu'll be of no use..wait stop..this is too chem..i dun wan to think so much any furthur..

pple..pls leave yur critics about me on my tag board k..i wanna know i'm sucky i am n change myself to be a better person..like tian's mum and dad..wonderful pple..a doctor who provides services to health care workers free of charge..and a part-time gp who manages the hosehold so well..an ideal mother and wife..wahhh..

aniwae we went black angus to eat again..i swear never to go back there till next year..everytime leave the restaurant with a bloated tummy..disgusting..but superb food..the baked potatos with cheese..garlie bread..baby pork ribs and steak..mashed potatos!! haha..and it's very nice to have dinner with his family..a lot of talking and laughing..nice to learn more about his family..seriously sometimes i wonder..wad will become of tian and i in the future..gosh..it'll be quite weird if we actually break up..carn think of any cause..n wad will his parents say??? haha k nvm..thinking too much on a saturday nite..

i'm very happy that i'm spending my holidays very well..ample time to sleep and study..well just that i dun choose to study..rather watch tv..n i'm learning plenty of stuff at tian's dad clinic..n also training faithfully..from yio chu kang to police academy and toa payoh..damn far seriously!!!!! tp safra killed me..damn long walk..n i got lost..made baorong pissed cos i called her up twice to ask for directions..oh well..guess this kind of life is good..i love my holidays..oh..realise shopping at orchard is missing from my activities??? haha juz dun feel like it..maybe it's cos i'm broke..juz i think i'm tired..life's not all abt going to mango and watching movies..yea..it's abt..??? breathing..n eating..n spending time with yur close ones..