Innerpeace

oh no i'm a loner man..no friends no life..hmm today i actually din think of going out..instead wanted to mug in sch or at macs..in e end went for tuition..later i've decided to shop for a little while at orchard..well..yes alone again..saw a lot of other rj pple..mostly girls..in big groups..in pairs..only me..walking alone down orchard..pathetic i know..yes yes now yu know how pathetic jessica is..everyone has pple to go out with except me..maybe i should juz stick to my books eh..be a real mugger..with no life n entertainment..
saw baorong frm e bus..with two other classmates..actually i could have simply agreed to go out with her when we're talking at the canteen today..perhaps me being a loner is due to my inability to grab chances..yea betty scolded me for not treasuring her..for not asking her along when shopping..but how would i know if she's free..hmm k partly my problem there..nvm i shall always ask her out now..

i hate the way i speak..hate my lousy singlish with all the los and mehs and lehs..i wanna speak like americans..british pple..they just sound veh intelligent n sophisticated..with elegance and attitude..saw chin siang's austrilia photos today..2 albums..beautiful place..castle-like colllege..large green field..but what i really love are mountains..n old buildings..really look like those in harry potter..so beautiful and there's like a lot of history behind them..real cool..oh..n beaches..during sunset..yu should see those photos..golden orange sky..captivating..
this year's bday wish..is to go australia..but i know the chances of my wish come true..20%..oh well..no harm wishing..