Innerpeace

heyhey blog..my com was screwed yesterday n refused to let me access the internet..so here i am using the sch's com complaining to yu..haiz juz saw jamie's blog with all my stupid photos inside..those that i look exceptionally bad with my blardi bulging eyebags n ok i simply look crap n she looks damn good..wadeva i admit i'm ugly. fullstop. supposed to do project work but here i am slacking again..juz ahd chinese cheng2 yu3 test..haha i know i din study so i'm not feeling shit about flunking the test..juz feeling shit that i din mug for it..oh well..

oh no. i'm lost for words now..i no longer know what else to say to yu..munching on my bread in the com lab now illegally..thinking what else to say..realising how much undone work i have..how slack i've been..n how shit i looked.. haha sorry i'm really vain n care about material stuff n looks n clothes n..i'm a girl wad..it's okay lo..sorry tian..i'm forever picking on myself..used to be my hair..but i've decided not to cut it cos i've no money n i'm sian of short hair..next it's my tummy..forget it i'm still eating my fav ice cream n chocolate n pizza..it wun ever disappear..then now my face..i'm really sick of looking bad..my stupid eyes..really so tempted to go for plastic surgery shit..but i know it's crazy..haiz stupid eye bags..even jega commented..hey not as if i sleep veh little..compared to others i sleep veh early already..they dun have eye bags..then y do i?? they sux man..

k i'm sounding like a bimbo now..stop it..going for learnin journey soon..damn gotta miss chem lecture..this topic's damn important n heavy..die die..suddenly feel so tired..got training later..oh well..shit i'm feeling damn inversed now..carn take this anymore..