Innerpeace

Bad Day

My life is falling apart. Today is such a sucky day and it can't get any worse. First it's the %#@*&^*# boyfriend, next it's my sister. These are all bloody distractions. Arghhhhh I need to focus on attaining my second upper cap and getting at least A- for my FYP. That's all I want. I don't need the boyfriend. With regard to my sister, haiz, additional responsibility, but I have no choice...as her sister I'm obliged to try to help her. And as the eldest daughter I'm obliged to help my mum save money. Arghhh why can't she be like me, not even asking her to be like Baorong or those dean's listers or scholars who are like in Oxford or Cambridge or Princeton. Just an average student who made it to university, not even second upper. Just a low class student whom no one thinks highly of. So seriously, it's really not too hard to be like me right, or Jacinta for that matter. Why why whyyyyy...sigh. Jonathan is so not allowed to be in her situation.