Innerpeace

10.58pm. I just got back from a 4-hr tuition session with Lauren. Super tired, and I had to revise for Friday's test on the bus. Immediately after this morning's lecture I rushed down to the lab and survived in there till tuition at 5pm. I even had to skip dance at 5.30pm and squash training at 7pm and I feel damn bad about it already. It's very sad how I'm so inactive in dance this semester because of school work. I don't know why, but there's just too many things to do this semester. I'm not even revising my lecture notes anymore, or doing any tutorials like I used to very diligently past semesters. If I'm not at lectures, then I'm at group meetings, else I'll be in the lab (takes up ALL my free time = NO MORE FREE TIME) or I would have left school for tuition. I am so super tired I really feel like dying now. There's like a million and one things to be done but my night is running out and I'm so not a late-night person so there's no way I can survive till 3-4am. It's times like this when I really feel like giving up. I come home and don't even talk to my family because all I want to tell them is how tired I am but they won't understand.

I am really really tired. And the semester is flying past me so quickly I can barely catch up. What's wrong with me.