Innerpeace

i'm going to die.
just read jamie's blog..she watched monster..yea i remembered saying i wanna watch that too..shopping..eye shadow n skirts and everything..man what happened to that part of my life..oh shit my life's evolving into a terrible, undesirable, tiresome n sad state..what happened to my weekly movies and shopping doses!!! oh man jess..
ok..wait..let me breathe..my stress levels are so high that i can break down n cry now..oh shit i just did..n i can practically faint for vomit blood now..

squash season's starting NEXT WEEK..yes squashers..look here..who are we playing..HCJC..first match on 24th march..yes immediately after my math common test paper!!!! oh my gosh!!! my math paper at from 1 to 3..matches start at 2!!!well well..i'll take the paper at a different time from everyone else..SSSHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT..
after today's training..my leg started to hurt like hell..old injury suddenly felt like coming back to torture me..hello wound!!! my season's next week!!! i carn even climb the stairs properly now yu know!!! how am i suppose to run in the courts!!!! oh my gosh can yu pls pls pls pls go away i beg yu..just for the next month..i really need to play for the school..pls let me play though i'm damn lousy can? dun cripple me..pls..i beg yu..

we finally settled the attire..hope all the girls like it..mich jiawen n i seriously think it's perfect n cool!! gotta get it by tuesday so that i can ensure everyone looks pretty in their outfit during wednesday's training..then send it for printing..n ready for next wed's match..i'm busy until i carn breathe yu know..yes i'm doing all these while pple like saleem n david are faithfully mugging at home..good luck guys n go get your 4 As ..wadever..

sorry i'm complaining again..but this helps me destress a little..so pls allow me..pls..the next thimg i should do is to realise there's no point complaining here..so stop blogging..call the suppliers for the attire..n get everything settled so that i can start mugging..ok so i shall leave..

oh shit can my life be less complicated and exciting n happening and busy..i'll then look a lot younger and happier..

i thank my mum n maid for making this fruit salad that i'm feasting on now to help me destress..i thank michelle and jia wen for helping me..thank the girls for cooperating..thanks to ching yau too..

pam i dun wan to be an inspiration to my frens when it comes to doing work..gosh how can that be inspiring..that's low life..sad that's me..haha i carn inspire others in other better ways..haha sad girl..aniwae yu pple dunno how hard i work..i know how hard others work..they stay at home e whole day n face their books..me..walk around at home..eat n eat n have my regular naps..out every saturday for the whole day..sorry i gotta tell yu i do not work hard..results show..haha i'm so contradicting huh..i suck.
i hope my friends are living a life much better than mine..bye.