Innerpeace

really busy recently..not busy TRYING to finish my never-ending tutorials but busy finding time to sleep. what a life..i don't know..i just seem to get tired very easily..like after one hour trying to figure out a math s question..

I just visited betty's blog and had a good read.
"Among the men there would be grumbling of course, and maybe worse, because their days would seem longer and their loads heavier, but Lientenant Jimmy Cross reminded himself that his obligation is not to be loved but to lead. Yet the men knew, for they knew he cared to dispense with love and impose strict discipline simply because he loved them too much to lose them to the evils of war again. The men understood. " - extracted from betty's. just another girl who writes well..this was from one of her war books. Her entry made me think of how i've fared as a leader. To lead with empathy, not to succumb and never to give up.. hah i definitely have empathy..of cos i wun be happy when pple tell me they do not want to train cos of their work load..eg. saleem..but i never force or scold..i don't think i have the power to dictate. I'm glad everyone still comes down for training faithfully..guess they understood my difficulties..n of cos should realise the need to train. i'm just worried abt the j1 guys who complains abt coach haha..but i know they're hardworking. i have a great team this year..j1s and j2s have a better relationship and we're super on! haha now it's up to me to find the perfect team attire..hmm..

school life is monotonous..another tutorial? of couse we see it coming..i'm just glad i'm taking everything rather easily now..just as long as i'm not behind my work..(excluding S haha) to everyone..do take time to relax and do what yu like despite the pile of undone tutorials..i know many pple may say haha jess look who's talking..guess i'm the only one now who goes out every saturday to spend time with my boyfriend..not only saturday..some weekday evenings are included too..saleem said i'm crazy..only i can afford the time..nope..i'm behind my friends for tutorials..but..sigh sometimes i ask myself if i'm doing the right thing too..going out so much more often than my friends..but i think spending time with him is another of my commitment..like my commitment to piano..n to my school work. i guess i feel good when i can balance and cope with everything.. i thank god for my smooth-sailing life now.. let's not think too far into the future..enjoy life as it is now..

ok..back to math s tutorial..still at tutorial 2..haha tse yang i need your help!!!! sheesh..i really dun think i'm qualified for s paper..